#1: THE VILLAGE BOY Part 12 04-10-06 P20 FINISHED Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 5:16 pm The last of the 14 of the family who accompanied us on holiday left yesterday, the washing is done and now I need a holiday to get over the hectic time we had.
Here we go again.
By the way, 'Irma Baker' from the end of part 11 has not admitted to being an ex CS girl.
There was a moment of disbelief for the Inseparables when the three usual forms were announced for Upper V and their names were not read out. Then came the announcement of a fourth form with Mr Douglas as Form Master and they had marched off behind him wondering what was going on.
“Well, what did I do to deserve this?”
Hugh perched on the edge of his desk and surveyed the six slightly stunned faces facing him with a severe face but a twinkle in his one eye.
“We’re jolly chuffed to have you again, Sir, but why are we separate from the others?”
“Copley, would you hand out the timetables for everyone and then, when you’ve had a look at them I’ll explain.”
Each boy looked with interest at his timetable and then six pairs of eyes were turned to Hugh. Hanson being narrowly the first to voice the question they were all thinking.
“Sir. I don’t do German and it’s on my timetable. What’s going on?”
“You do this year. In fact you all do.” He held his hand up as a hubbub arose.
“Let me tell you and I’ll take questions afterwards. We’ve got so many boys in Upper V this year that we were going to end up with three forms which were a bit too big. It’s not often people join us at this stage but this year we’ve had several for various reasons. You know we coach people who are behind? Well it has to work for people who are ahead as well, so as you six are quite capable of getting your School Cert this year without working all that hard, you might as well learn something else as well. That meant it made sense to split you out from the others all round.
You’ll work with the top division for some things like the Science subjects and Classics and obviously your sports and PE are scheduled with the others, but you’ll form a separate class for Maths, English, Geography and History as well as starting basic German and pushing on with French for those who have started and those who haven’t will start it. You’ll be concentrating on learning to speak fluently and Miss Barbour will take you for both languages.
Don’t look so worried. You’ve consistently come top of your form and we’ve no doubt you’re all going to sail through School Cert – we’d not risk it otherwise. It’s a good opportunity whatever career you decide on. I wish I’d learned to speak French better when I was younger. Did you know all the staff at Chaucer are having lessons in their spare time so you’re not the only ones?”
“If you’re sure we can manage it Sir, it sounds topping. I’m just afraid of messing up on other subjects.” Reg was in two minds about the idea. On the one hand, he had wanted to learn to speak other languages ever since he had heard Auntie Jo and her friends speaking French as easily as they spoke English but he didn’t want to risk his exam results – too much depended on them.
“You won’t.” Hugh spoke with assurance.
Dixon had another worry. “What about the others, Sir. Won’t they be jealous?”
“Jealous of having to do extra lessons! Do you really think so? Most of them will feel sorry for you slaving away when they’ve got free periods.”
“And we have rather hogged all the prizes every term.” Hanson commented thoughtfully. “Some of the others will get a shot at those now. I’d like to learn to speak other languages properly ‘cos I’d like to travel when I grow up.”
“Right, that’s settled then. Matron says you can go and unpack straight away. She’s left you where you were last year and Upper V shouldn’t need supervising. She also said she’ll check your room later so you’d better make sure everything is left as she likes it. Call at the storeroom as you come down and collect your exercise books and be back here in thirty five minutes so we can make a start on this year’s English Literature before tea. No point in wasting time. Off you go!”
*
Later, as the others set off to tea, Reg hung back.
“Sir, please have you got a minute?”
“Yes Entwistle, what’s up?”
“It’s these extra lessons, Sir.”
Hugh looked at Reg who was fidgeting with his tie – something he only did when he was worried.
“What about them?”
“Well, it’s a bit difficult, Sir. Are they extras like music?”
Hugh looked puzzled. “In what way?”
“Well, do they have to be paid for on top of the fees?”
Hugh clapped him on the shoulder.
“No, they’re part of main lessons. Doctor Maynard wouldn’t mind anyway. I know he said he’d pay for any extras.”
“I know but I wouldn’t really want him to have to.”
“Why not? He wouldn’t be doing this if he didn’t want to, you know.”
“I know and I’m really grateful. It’s just …..”
“Just what?”
“Well, I’ve got five years training after I leave here. You know I’ll be twenty three before I can get a job and it’s a long while.”
Hugh looked at him keenly.
“A long while to be grateful?”
Reg fiddled some more and a flush spread over his face.
“When you put it like that, it sounds as though I’m not. Grateful, I mean.”
“I think it’s quite natural. I’m still sure Doctor Maynard wouldn’t want you to feel under any obligation and he doesn’t say anything to make you feel bad about it, does he?”
“Oh, no. Uncle Jack’s super. I only started to think about it recently but it is charity all the same, isn’t it.”
“Let’s go up to my study. I want a cup of tea, even if you don’t.”
Reg looked round with interest at the small study. It was small and with several bookcases, a filing cabinet, oversized desk and two chairs, it was rather cramped.
Hugh gestured to Reg to sit down and busied himself with a small spirit stove and then presented Reg with a mug of tea.
“Here, have a biscuit.” He said, placing a tin precariously on a pile of papers. “Mrs Douglas baked at the weekend.”
Reg shook his head, half regretting starting this conversation.
“You were bound to feel like this at some point.” Said Hugh as he sat down. “Accepting help is a lot harder than giving it.”
“I suppose it is, not that I’m likely to be doing any of the giving for a long while.”
“Money isn’t the only thing you can give, you know. In fact, if you’ve got enough, it’s probably the easiest. Lots of people write a cheque and get a nice warm glow and then forget. The Maynards are giving you friendship and guidance as well – that’s means more.
Reg looked doubtful.
“What triggered this? Was it something in particular?”
“Well, I met this girl while we were on holiday and she’s an orphan like me and her only auntie died a few years ago. She’s got a little money, but it’s not enough to do what she wants to do. She’s really good at music and she couldn’t afford lessons so the school is doing it for free and one of the Heads gave her a ‘cello and she’s working hard to get a scholarship to Music College ‘cos she couldn’t afford it otherwise. She spends most of her holidays with a friend from school and I suddenly realised I felt sorry for her.”
“And you wondered if people feel sorry for you?”
“I suppose so.”
“So what’s really at the bottom of this is that you want to feel you can stand on your own two feet and not owe anyone anything and because you can’t, your pride means you don’t want people to feel sorry for you.”
“I suppose so.”
“I’m afraid that’s an impossible dream and not a good idea anyway. None of us can stand alone and sometimes accepting a gift is a form of giving in itself.
“What do you mean?”
“Your Auntie Jo told my wife that she’d never seen her husband so upset as when his brother died. When they decided to use some of his brother’s money to help you he felt more peaceful. He doesn’t even see it as his own money but as a way of at least some good coming out of Major Maynard’s death. Do you understand how it makes him feel better?”
“I think so. I like it when I can help people.”
“Like getting things moving to help the boys at the San. You wouldn’t want them to think it was charity would you?”
“No, I’d be really upset ‘cos it isn’t. At least I never thought it was, ‘cos I enjoy it. It isn’t charity is it?”
“It depends on what you mean by charity. The trouble is that charity has got a bad name. Too often it’s been rich and sanctimonious people giving things they don’t want, like old clothes – nothing wrong with that except when they aren’t suitable. My mum used to tell a tale of a poor family in our street being given a big bag of clothes and it had things like a ball gown in it and silk petticoats – when what she needed was shoes for the children. You see it wasn’t given with any thought so it was worse than useless, it was cruel. You already know that the word ‘charity’ means love – we’ve corrupted the use of the word.
What you’re doing – and all your friends and the staff who are helping – is thinking about what the boys need. You’re putting effort into it as well, not just taking the easy way out. Now, if you want to help other people, you are being a bit ungracious if you can’t accept help in return with a smile.”
“Thanks. I’ll think about it.”
“If it bothers you a lot, you could try for a bursary to help with college. It wouldn’t hurt to do that anyway. Your results are likely to be good enough to stand a chance.”
“What’s a bursary?”
“It’s like a scholarship.”
“How do you get one?”
“I’ll find out if you like. It varies according to the university.”
“Please, and thank you, Sir.”
*
”How did they take it?” Eric caught up with Hugh in the hallway as he was leaving for the day.
“A bit gobsmacked but I didn’t give them time to get worked up. We even fitted in a Literature lesson before tea.”
“Cruelty to innocent boys!”
“They’ll survive. If the others hear they’re being pushed with extra work, there’s less chance of them thinking they’re getting special treatment. They sounded quite keen on the languages anyway.”
“You’ll keep an eye on them, won’t you. They must get some free time.”
“Don’t worry. I’ll keep a close watch on them, both as a group and individually.”
*
For a few days it felt as if they did everything at a run and would never catch up. Miss Barbour came up on four days and spent an hour with them each time. That meant that some free periods couldn’t be used to start prep or to study in the Library and, for the first time, they all actually had to work hard to get their prep done on time. They didn’t realise they were being watched closely and a couple of attempts to carry on working after hours were scotched. By the middle of the second week, they were hitting their stride and Hugh relaxed a little.
The lessons with Miss Barbour were fun and they made quick progress with their vocabulary and were soon practising among themselves in their free time, though their grammar left much to be desired and many English words were used. As Dorothy had predicted when she first came to the school, some words and phrases slipped into their everyday language and ‘Gesundheit’ became the replacement for ‘Bless you’ and they began to turn ‘à droite’ instead of to the right. Gradually the grammar was slipped in to the lessons – always relevant to what they were actually talking about and fairly painlessly.
Instead of a drop in their progress in other subjects, they were steaming ahead. Mr Douglas had made it clear that the time for competition was over and they should help one another with their weaker subjects. They quickly took this to heart and could be seen in an ever changing combination of pairs, trying to explain things to one another.
“You, know something?” said Fourakis one day when they were walking up the hill to their favourite perch on the fallen tree.
“Quite a lot really, but what in particular?”
“Explaining things to someone else helps me to remember it. I thought at first that it would hold me up to take the time to do it but it doesn’t at all.”
“H’mm. My maths has come on no end since Hanson went back over some of last year’s work with me. I seem to understand it better than I did first time and it’s sort of stuck better. That funny phrase he used means I’ll never forget the order of operations either. ‘Please Excuse My Dear Aunt Sally’ is just so much easier to remember.”
“Odd that. I was having all sorts of difficulties remembering the colours of the spectrum till Copley came up with Richard of York Gained Battles in Vain.” added Hanson. “Explaining the maths to you helped me as well, Scottie. Mr Mason gets really mad when I leave steps out and still get the right answer.”
“How on earth do you do that?”
“Oh, I do them in my head and then forget to write them down.”
*
“How are you getting on with the Inseparables?” John asked Mercy one evening.
“I’m really enjoying it. They’re keen to learn and keep me well on my toes.”
“Have you thought of training as a teacher?”
“I don’t think so. I’m enjoying it but I’ll move on next July, as planned and probably go to work for the United Nations Organisation, probably in Switzerland or even America.”
“If you change your mind, let me know. You’ve got the gift for it.”
Mercy blushed. “Thank you but I don’t think I will. I’m really grateful to you for giving me this job though. I couldn’t have afforded to just stop working and it was just what I needed.”
“No thanks necessary, Mercy. You’ve helped us no end with the languages. If we’ve helped one another, then we’re even!”
*
“I’ve had a letter from Jo about young Jimmy Canning but I really don’t know if there is anything we can do to help. Here, read it and see what you think.”
Hugh read the letter and laid it down on the table. ”Do you want to go down?”
“That would be difficult before half term and we’re promised to Stacie then.”
“Reg Entwistle is going down then, though I think he needs a boost quicker than that. It’s another four weeks away.”
“What helped you most when you were learning to walk again?”
“I wanted to walk to the pub! I hated going in a wheelchair.”
“That might work.”
“Hardly!”
“No, not the pub! A reason for learning to walk.”
“Like what?”
“Flying a kite?”
“I should think they’d be keener on him walking to the pub than running backwards across the lawn. Something a bit less ambitious, perhaps. How about meeting Reg in the main hall and going for a drink in the canteen? Reg would be really surprised. From what Jo says, he’s hardly walking across the room alone yet. If that looks too much, they could devise something else, like meeting him at the entrance to the Ward.”
“Brilliant. I’ll walk down to Chaucer after supper and phone Jo. John won’t mind. He’ll be as keen to help Jimmy as anyone.”
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#2: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, KentPosted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 6:06 pm Thanks, Pat. It's great to see this back again! I hope they will be able to encourage Jimmy. I'm glad the Inseparables have taken the news well and are helping each other.
#3: Author: MaryR, Location: CheshirePosted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 6:30 pm Feeling constantly grateful to someone can be immensely wearing - one feels all the time that one has to work so hard to live up to it. But Hugh did really well there with Reg to make him feel a little better about it all.
Thanks, Pat.
#4: Author: Mrs Redboots, Location: London, UKPosted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 7:00 pm It's back! Thanks, Pat - I really, really enjoy this series.
#5: Author: Eilidh, Location: North LanarkshirePosted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 7:23 pm Yay, it's back!
Thank you Pat!
#6: Author: Alex, Location: Cambs, UKPosted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 7:23 pm Thanks, Pat, that was just what I needed.
#7: Author: Vikki, Location: Sitting on an iceberg, freezing to death!!!Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 7:28 pm Lovely!!!
Thank you Pat! Hope your holiday was good!
#8: Author: Sugarplum, Location: second star to the right!Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 8:46 pm Lovely to see this back Pat. Thanks
#9: Author: Josie, Location: LondonPosted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 11:03 pm Excellent - Village Boy's back!
Thanks Pat.
#10: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSWPosted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 12:04 am Thank you Pat - finding this has boosted my morning. Lovely to see all the threads being picked up so nicely.
#11: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern USPosted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 12:39 am Glad to hear you survived.
*welcomes the lovely new thread*
#12: Author: Elder in Ontario, Location: Ontario, CanadaPosted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 1:21 am It's great to see this back, Patmac - finding it unexpectedly this afternoon was a welcome treat as I emerged from under some work I'd been doing, but I didn't have time to post then. Have just come back and re-read it with great pleasure.
I love the way this group of boys has developed as they've moved up the school, and the way they are learning so much about 'life' which can't ever be learned from mere school books. Hugh dealt so frankly and so faithfully with Reg over his doubts there, didn't he?
Looking forward to more, and to seeing whether young Jimmy can rise to the challenge he's about to be given, too - it will be so good for his confidence if he can.
So glad to see this back, Pat - as wonderful as ever.
Thanks.
#14: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 7:02 pm Thanks to everyone who has commented and for the welcome back for the VB!
As Lesley said at the end of the current section of RCS, it really is encouraging and often sparks new ideas.
“Why didn’t I think of that?”
“I’ll have to give Hugh the credit. I asked him what got him walking again and he said he hated going to the pub in a wheelchair.”
Jo chuckled. “I think this idea is more suitable for Jimmy. Can you imagine the uproar it would cause if I suggested that.”
“I wouldn’t, if I were you or you’ll get banned from the San. Do you think it will do the trick?”
“I should think so. He’d be so chuffed if he could do it. I’ll suggest it to Philip Spencer. He’s what they now call a physiotherapist – what we used to call a masseur, except it’s a lot more scientific now. If I dash off a note to him Jack will take it in tomorrow. Ah! I hear the car now so he’s home – and a herd of elephants coming down the stairs to greet him. I’ll have to go, Dorothy, and beat them back with a club or he’ll not survive the onslaught. Thanks for taking the trouble to phone. You’re a gem.”
Dorothy heard Jo put the receiver down and replaced the Polgarth phone. She could imagine the children rushing down the stairs to greet their father and smiled. Good old Jo! She hadn’t changed a bit.
She was still smiling as she slipped out the front door to return home and turned as she heard her name being called.
“Mary! Hello, are you coming up to see Julian?”
“Just a quick visit. I had a letter from Mum and I want to discuss it with him so I can reply straight away. We’re going over at half term but she says she can’t wait till then.”
“She must be excited. You’ll remember how my Mum was.”
“I do, only too well. And I remember the lengths we went to making sure you didn’t see her on some of her visits!”
“It’s a pity your Mum isn’t nearer.”
“At the moment, I wish she was. She sounds a bit odd.”
“In what way?”
“I’m not sure exactly. I thought she’d think we were getting married rather quickly – a four month engagement does sound short - but it’s the opposite. She wishes it was sooner.”
“She doesn’t think … you know.”
“If that was the case, we’d not be waiting four months! No, it’s more as if she’s in a hurry now it’s come to it, to get me married off.”
“Well, as you’ve been left home so long and she’s had her sister on at her about you, she’s probably pleased to see you settled.”
“Could be.”
“You’ll see her at half term. It’s not long now, only another four weeks. Are you getting married from her home.”
“That’s the other funny thing. She wants us to have it here, like you did. I didn’t expect that.”
“Well, it’s probably because she lives with Aunt Ethel now. Perhaps she’s afraid of her taking over? She can stay with us. We’d love to have her and she’ll be right next door to Julian. Why don’t you get her to come over a week or so before so she doesn’t miss the fun of the preparations. She’d be here for the Carol Concert then as well. Lessons will be more or less finished anyway and John is sure to say you can take time off.”
“Would you really? I don’t want her to go into a hotel and Julian wouldn’t mind running her round. It will be a quiet affair if we have it in Windermere and we’d probably only have a few friends there, being so close to Christmas. This is where Julian regards as home – and so do I now.”
“We would come if you asked us of course, but it would be fun to have it here if the rest of your family could travel over. You should have asked us to have your Mum. We’d love to have her stay.”
“It seems an imposition.”
“Don’t be so blooming independent. You’re the ‘cat who walked by himself’ at times.”
“You’re right. I do tend to be like that. Sorry.”
Dorothy grinned at her as she climbed the stile Mr Newby had put in to help them use the short cut across the fields and then waited for Mary to climb over and linked arms.
“Don’t be sorry, be sensible. It’ll be my turn one day to need a favour and I’d think twice about asking if you don’t let me help you now.”
“You mean like holding Hugh down while you strangle him for whistling ‘Sentimental Journey’ off key?”
They both giggled.
“It is pretty awful, isn’t it!” and they were still laughing as reached the front of the cottages to find Hugh and Julian tinkering with the Hillman.
“Share the joke.” Hugh stuck his head out from under the bonnet and they saw a smear of oil on his nose.
Dorothy and Mary looked at one another and laughed even harder.
“Sorry, darling. It was just girl talk.”
“You wouldn’t find it funny.”
“I didn’t expect you this evening.” Julian appeared on hearing Mary’s voice.
“There’s a fine greeting.”
“Sorry, that came out wrong. Can you wait five minutes? Hugh’s just showing me how to put the spark plugs back in now we’ve cleaned and adjusted them.”
“I can wait ten and give you time to get the oil off as well, if you like.”
Julian looked at his hands in dismay. “This won’t come off with soap and water!”
“Don’t worry, I’ve got some magic stuff from Tom that dissolves it. Come on then, you put the next one in and I’ll watch.”
“To think Mercy did this right through the war and made it look easy.”
“She did a proper course with some fierce Army Instructor and she was probably scared of him. I’m just too soft.”
“I don’t know about that I’m feeling as if I’m in the Third Form again at the moment. Oh well, I’ll have a go. Do you want to go and put the kettle on, Mary? I’ll be in soon.”
Mary and Dorothy walked up the adjacent paths and said good night as they went in their respective front doors.
Dorothy smiled to herself as she went into the kitchen to make tea for herself and Hugh. After Christmas, this would be the pattern of their lives, two happy women, in their own kitchens. It would be nice to have Mary next door. She was glad Julian and Hugh got on so well, it was good for both of them.
Poor Mary! She seemed as if she had never had anyone to ask for help before. She remembered how she had bottled up her grief when her brother died and only Stacie seemed to get through. Odd that. Stacie was also another ‘Cat who walked by himself’ so perhaps that was why they understood one another. Perhaps she’d become less reticent now she was learning to trust Julian. It wasn’t healthy to pretend you didn’t need other people.
*
“When’s half term at your school?” Philip asked casually as Jimmy came into the treatment room.
“About four weeks. Reg is coming down to stay with the Maynards and he says he’s coming to see me. I hope the weather is good enough for him to do some kite flying.”
“I hope so, too. I’m off that week and I’d like good weather. Hop on the table and I’ll massage that leg and get it loosened up before we start. How about going down to meet Reg in the hall when he comes? You could go and have a lemonade or something in the canteen. It would be nicer than talking on the ward.”
“They won’t let us go off the ward in a wheelchair without someone with us.”
“Why would you take a wheelchair?”
“Well, I can’t walk that far.”
“Four weeks?”
“I can’t walk across the room yet without holding on to the bars!”
“Ok, it was just a thought. Did you do your exercises last night.”
“Well, I did some.”
“How much is some?”
“Not very much, I’m afraid. It really hurt.”
“That’s up to you. I’ve told you it’s just going to take longer if you don’t push it a bit.”
“I know. I just don’t seem to be getting stronger though.”
“Oh, I don’t know. You know that exercise when I put a sandbag on your ankle and you lift your leg and hold it up to strengthen your thigh muscles?”
“You mean my quadriceps, I’m trying to learn all the muscle names.”
“Sorry. I’ll try and call them by the right name. It makes a change to have a patient who is interested in them. Most cross their eyes at me if I say quadriceps.”
“The trouble is that learning the name isn’t helping. It doesn’t get any easier at all.”
“I think your muscles are loose enough so let’s try it now.”
Philip lifted a sandbag from a shelf and placed it on Jimmy’s foot as he lay on his back.
“OK. Lift.”
Jimmy lifted his leg and it came up so fast the sandbag flew through the air and landed with a dull thud on the floor behind him.
“What happened?” Jimmy sat up in a hurry.
“That’s the sandbag you were using two weeks ago. This is the one you’re using now.” Philip hefted the two sandbags to Jimmy and he could feel that one was much lighter.
“You cheated me!”
“No I didn’t. I didn’t actually tell you they were the same. You just didn’t notice each time I put a slightly heavier one on!”
Jimmy sat on the edge of the table and glared at the sandbags. Philip just stood and waited.
“So I am getting stronger.”
Philip nodded and waited again while Jimmy’s face ran the full gamut of emotions from fury to chagrin.
“I’ve been a bit of a crybaby haven’t I.”
“Perhaps just a wee bit, though I know its not easy and it does jolly well hurt to keep on going just that bit further. You’re doing really well.”
“Why aren’t I walking better then if I’m stronger?”
“That’s partly your brain telling your body that the leg is still a lot shorter than the other. Every time you take a step, your brain argues with itself about it.”
“But I know it’s nearly the same length. I can see it.”
“Well what happened with that sandbag just now?”
“I thought it was going to be hard to lift and my leg just flew up.”
“And did you actually think that – you know, consciously.”
“No, I just knew it would be heavy and tried hard.”
“You’re brain has got used to heavier sandbags and it didn’t say ‘ hang on that’s lighter’ just the way it got used to compensating for a short leg – and don’t forget you had the short leg for a lot longer than two weeks.”
“So it’s my brain that is the problem, not the muscles.”
“Well they have to work together and we have to teach the brain about your longer leg at the same time as we strengthen the muscles.”
“So what do I do? Talk to myself?”
“It’s more a matter of habit, lots and lots of repetition. The more you walk, the sooner your brain will get it right. Like stopping biting your nails. When you’re concentrating on something else, they just put themselves in your mouth, don’t they, like now.”
“Perhaps I’d better do a lot of talking to myself. Matron’s going to kill me when I get back to school ‘cos I’ve started biting my nails again. She’ll put bitter aloes on and it’s revolting.”
“Make sure you don’t let anyone see you talking to yourself. They’ll think I’ve driven you mad.”
“Then they’ll lock you up!” Jimmy grinned up at Philip.
“Cheeky! More likely you’ll drive me to talking to myself as well and we’ll end up in beds next to one another. Are you ready to carry on?”
“Yes. If I’m going to be able to get as far as the Entrance Hall by half term, we’d better.”
*
Dear Reg,
I’m sorry letters have been a bit sparse this term but, as ever, life has been hectic. The triplets have been back at school four weeks and things should have become easier but it never quite seems to work like that. We’ve had a bumper crop of everything this year and Anna has been become obsessed with bottling and puréeing for the winter – which means I’ve been peeling and coring apples and suchlike till I never want to see another one.
She says it is going to be a bad winter – actually she doesn’t just say it, she proclaims it with dire mutterings and incantations. She has infected me with her alarm, which is probably why I’m still peeling and coring and cutting out circles of wax paper to keep up with her frenzy. I can’t help hoping she’s not right. What do the farmers in your area think?
It was the weirdest thing that you should have met up with Gay and Jacynth in the summer. Even stranger, of course that Gay and Christopher – sorry I’ll just have to get used to him being Chris – may be related. I had such a funny feeling about him and his father when they visited, I felt I knew them already. And Chris has the same irreverent view of life as Gay, as you will know.
We’re looking forward to seeing you and Auntie at half term and we’ll have a grand old time.
Love from
Auntie Jo
*
“Well, how are you both? Married life seems to suit you and I think you’re getting a little thicker round the waist Hugh.”
“He was a bit scraggy before, wasn’t he.”
“Thanks for the compliments, ladies. Now, if you’ve finished casting nasturtiums, why are you limping?”
“Damn. I hoped you wouldn’t notice.”
“Come on, ‘fess up.”
“Don’t gang up on me. I’ll tell you when we’re sitting down.”
“I’ll make the tea and you sit down and tell us all about it – knowing you, you’ve done something mad!”
Hugh and Gertrude sat at the kitchen table and Dorothy made tea while Gertrude told them the story, prompted at every step by Dorothy’s interrogation.
“The curtains in the drawing room needed changing. With winter coming on, I wanted to put the thick ones up again so I stood on a chair.”
“Why didn’t you get the steps? I’m surprised you could reach from a chair.”
“I couldn’t so I was climbing up on the little table in front of the window.”
“And.”
“It was a bit far away.”
“And.”
“The chair started to wobble so I sort of jumped onto the table.”
“You jumped onto that little table.” Dorothy’s voice rose in pitch.
“Well, I tried to. Don’t worry, the table is all right – well it will be when it comes back from the restorers. ”
“Bother the table, have you seen the Doctor?”
“I’m not mad, Dorothy! Of course I have. I’ve a sprained knee and some bruising.”
Dorothy brought the teapot to the table, setting it down rather firmly. “You need to take more care of yourself. We want you around, even if you do seem determined to kill yourself.”
“From that comment, I gather this sort of thing has happened before?” Hugh asked innocently.
Dorothy sat down. “Are you really surprised?”
“Not really. What about the curtains, did you get them changed eventually?”
“Ah. Sort of, well I got the summer ones down.”
“Meaning?”
“Well, I sort of grabbed them as I fell.”
“And they came down?”
“Yes and so did the rail.”
“You’re lucky it didn’t hit you on the head!” Dorothy was incensed.
“That’s what the Doctor said.”
Hugh looked at the pair of them. At this moment, Dorothy looked like an irate mother and Aunt Gertrude was like a child reluctantly confessing the full results of an escapade. He contained his laughter long enough to ask in strangled tones.
“Where did it hit you then?”
“On the elbow.”
“Is that why you’re holding your elbow bent?”
“That’s because it’s in plaster.”
Hugh dissolved into helpless laughter and Dorothy glared at him before asking,
“You broke it?”
“Not badly. The Doctor at the hospital said it was a clean break.”
Seeing Hugh was totally incapable of rational thought and now had his head down on the table, Dorothy turned back to her aunt.
“A clean break. What’s that supposed to mean?”
“Well, the Doctor said it could have been worse. He insisted in keeping me in overnight in case I was concussed.”
“And you never told anybody!”
“Well, no. I can take care of myself.”
Hugh’s laughter was cut short and he and Gertrude stared in amazement as Dorothy rose to her feet in a rage.
“I’m fed up with people thinking they don’t need other people! I love you, Aunt Gertrude and you don’t seem to care. Why didn’t you ask? We’d have come over and changed them for you like a shot! You’re too damned independent!”
There was a moments silence as Gertrude and Hugh stared in astonishment at this unusual display of emotion from Dorothy who was normally a placid soul. Hugh rose to his feet and was waved back to his chair by an angry gesture.
“Don’t try the ‘calm down dear, it’s nothing to worry about’ routine on me. I’ve seen it before! I know you’ve got pain from that shrapnel and you tell me it’s nothing! You’re as bad as Dad! Can’t you realise that we all need one another? I’m going into the garden – and don’t either of you dare follow me.”
So saying, she swept out of the kitchen door, slamming it behind her.
“Not just you. I’ve been fobbing her off about my shoulder. I’m due to see Dr Ward in December and its not that far away.”
“Having problems?”
Hugh nodded.
“Then why the hell didn’t you go and see the Doctor?”
“I might as well ask why you didn’t ask me to change the curtains. We could have come over before now. It’s near enough to get here and back in a day.”
Aunt Gertrude looked ashamed. “I’m not used to asking for help. I’ve been alone too long.”
“Giving is easier than taking.”
“Much. What’s wrong with Albert? Dorothy sounds mad at him too.””
“He won’t go for his checkups at all and his shrapnel is in his chest, not just a shoulder, like me.”
“He always was obstinate.”
“It must run in the family.”
“Pots and kettles! She didn’t take her coat, Hugh.”
“So what do I do? She made it clear we shouldn’t follow her.”
“Follow your heart, Hugh.”
“Then I’m off into the garden to find her.”
“Don’t worry about how long it takes. I’ll wait – after all, I’ve nowhere else to go.”
“Thanks. I’m sorry. She loves you, you know.”
“Don’t be sorry. Dorothy has brought home the reality of something I’ve played lip service to for years.”
“What’s that?”
“No man is an Island. I love that poem. It’s a pity I don’t remember it more often.”
“Well, I’d better or I’ll lose my wife.”
Hugh left the kitchen with a quick kiss on Gertrude’s cheek.
#16: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 7:13 pm Wonderful again - the physio is very good with Jimmy, isn't he? Am slightly worried though - is there a reason why Mary's mum wants her married off so quickly? And Dorothy's Dad - needs a swift kick too.
Thanks Pat.
#17: Author: Carolyn P, Location: Lancaster, EnglandPosted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 9:02 pm Great to see more of thi8s, and hopefully this time I will manage to keep up.
#18: Author: Sugarplum, Location: second star to the right!Posted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 10:04 pm Lovely. The physio is great with Jimmy. I shall try to remember his words of wisdom! Wondering what's up with Marys mum though.
#19: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, KentPosted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 11:07 pm Thanks, Pat. I also hope that Mary's Mum is ok.
#20: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSWPosted: Thu Aug 03, 2006 12:35 am Lovely! The physio was very bright with Jimmy. bit concerned about Mary's mum...and I can quite understand Dorothy's feelings here!
#21: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Thu Aug 03, 2006 6:19 pm At first, he couldn’t see her and had walked the length of the garden, getting more and more worried, before he found her, sitting hunched up on a bench behind the shed. Wordlessly, he draped her coat round her shoulders and sat down beside her, wondering what to say.
“I’m sorry.” He said at last. “I didn’t know you were worrying about me. That’s why you got so cross with Aunt Gertrude isn’t it.”
She nodded. “Partly. You’ve not been treating me like an equal, Hugh.”
“I should have gone to see the Doctor. I’ll go next week It’s half term on Thursday and I’m sure he’ll see me before we go down to Stacie’s on Friday.”
Dorothy didn’t reply.
“Dorothy. Talk to me please. I need to know exactly what’s wrong if I’m going to try and put it right. Please.”
Dorothy gave herself a little shake and pulled the coat closer.
“It’s lots of little things. I worry about you when you say you’re all right and I know you’re not. It makes me think the worst. I’m not trying to mollycoddle you, I know you’ll always have problems and I really admire the way you’ve overcome them. You’ve hardly got any limp at all now and that must have taken a lot of work to get your leg strong again. But, I do need to know. I hear you get up in the night and I know you must be in pain but, when I came downstairs one night, you didn’t really seem to want me there. That makes me feel bad.”
“Maybe I have tried to hide it from you but I’m used to dealing with it on my own. Not talking about it makes it seem less real in a strange kind of way.”
“Now you sound like Aunt. ‘I can take care of myself.’ You’re both too pig headed to ask for help. You know if she had been really hurt, she could have died before anyone found her.”
“I’m a bit scared of arguing with you when you feel like this but, while I’m prepared to admit I was wrong, I don’t think you’re right in her case.”
“Why not? It was a stupid thing to do.”
“Your Aunt is an adult - and she’s of the sanest people I’ve ever met. You have to accept she chooses to do the occasional crazy thing. One of the things I admire most about her is that she’s determined to be independent and active. She could afford to buy in all the help she needs but she wants to do things for herself. In my book, that’s something to think highly of, not to disapprove.”
Dorothy shook her head. “No. She should think of people who love her and would be upset if she hurts herself, or worse.”
“Now who’s not treating someone as an equal. That sounds like you’re more afraid for your own peace of mind rather than letting her live the life she has chosen.”
“But I love her and I love you and …. “
“I know.” Gently he put his arm round her shoulder, relieved when she leant against him. “I love her too and, if I’d known at the time, I’d have been just as worried about her. She got away with it, though.”
“I’m scared of losing any of you.”
Hugh kissed the top of her head.
“I don’t have the words to explain it but I know a poem that does.
‘For the sake of life,
For life that is dear,
The lust after life
Clings to it fast.
For the sake of life,
For that life is fair,
The lover of life
Flings it broadcast.’
I think Aunt Gertrude is a ‘lover of life’.”
“Was that Meredith?”
“Yes.”
“It’s hard.”
“Yes, but worth it. By the way, I think Aunt Gertrude got a shock when you stormed out. She’s most penitent and she does love you.”
“I haven’t lost my temper like that since I was little.”
“Perhaps we all needed the shake up. I agree she should have told us afterwards and not have given you a shock – if she’d done that, she’d have her curtains up again by now.”
“And I suppose we all want to be the ones who give, but I really don’t want to be ‘lust after life’.”
Hugh pulled her close.
“Oh, my darling! You’re not. I was so alone till you took me into your heart. Please don’t judge me for trying to protect you.”
“I feel it the other way round. You’ve given me so much and I want to give to you in return.”
“A couple of idiots, then.”
Dorothy laughed rather shakily. “Three if you count Aunt Gertrude.”
“Who is sitting in the kitchen chewing her fingernails up to her elbow while she waits for us to sort ourselves out.”
“You’ll really go to the Doctor next week?”
“Cross my heart and hope to die!”
“And you’ll tell me what he says?”
“Honest Injun.”
“I love you.”
“And I love you, Dorothy, darling. Now can we go inside before we get pneumonia.”
Dorothy sat up so quickly that Hugh jumped in surprise.
“You stupid man! You brought my coat and didn’t put your own on. Come on, let’s get indoors.”
*
“Move over, Copley! There’s other people as well as you need a seat!”
“‘It’s not me! It’s Entwistle taking up more than his fair share of the room.”
“Leave off, Copley! I’m getting off at Leeds and you can spread out after that as much as you like!”
The insertion of a prefect’s head into the doorway quelled the argument.
“All right in here?”
A chorus of reassurance sent Harper off to the next compartment.
“I can’t wait to get home!”
“All right for you. You’ll be home long before me.”
Dixon’s customary moan fell on deaf ears.
“Will Auntie meet you in Leeds, Entwistle?”
“No. I’m meeting her in York ‘cos she can get a train straight there and it’s a waste of time and a fare for her to come to Leeds only to go back again. Then we get the express to Armiford – you’re not the only one with a long journey today, Dixon.”
Dixon stuck his tongue out and they all grinned. “Such manners!” murmured Fourakis in mock horror.
*
The journey to Armiford didn’t seem so long now as they were both old hands at it and there was plenty to talk about as Reg related the events of the first half term. They also noticed some changes as they passed through the outskirts of Birmingham where new housing was being built to re-house those who had lost their homes during the war.
“Dixon says they’re planning to rebuild almost all of Plymouth with new buildings, all modern and made of concrete. Most of the city centre was bombed out.”
“Plymouth? That’s right down in Devon isn’t it.”
Yes, it’s where a lot of the navy shipyards are.”
“I remember they got bombed really badly. We’ve been really lucky, you know.”
“I only heard the air raid siren once, when that plane crashed near the school. It’s really scary – it wails up and down and the hairs stand up on your neck.”
“Let’s hope it’s never needed again.”
“I hope not. It was awful when Copley’s mother and little sister were killed. Mrs Douglas had a brother who died right at the end – the same day as Hitler and, of course Mr Douglas has those horrible scars and lost an eye.”
Auntie shuddered. “Let’s talk about something more cheerful. It does no good to keep remembering horrid things like that.”
Reg, though he changed the subject, was not at all sure she was right. He was all too aware of the threat the atomic bomb could be in the future. Upper V had access to several newspapers in the library and discussed articles from them in ‘Current Affairs’ classes.
The atomic bomb tests on Bikini Atoll in June had been widely reported and argued over. Everyone knew that the Russians would try to develop their own and some people, Mr Douglas among them, thought they would succeed sooner rather than later.
After the serious stand off with the Soviets over Iran in the March, it seemed likely to many that the Americans were trying to point out their position as the only atomic power by testing the bombs as much as carrying out serious research.
The bombing of the King David Hotel in Jerusalem just as the school broke up for the summer for summer by Zionists had caused even more concern to Reg and his friends for they had been shocked by what was becoming known as ‘The Holocaust’. Mr Douglas had asked Sir Julian to sit in on one of their Current Affairs sessions when they’d been discussing what was becoming known as ‘The Jewish Question’ and they’d learned that things weren’t as simple as they seemed. In fact Sir Julian had been quite pessimistic that things would be sorted out within the next ten years.
It seemed the world had gone mad and become a more dangerous place again after the jubilation of the end of the War.
*
On arrival at Plas Gwyn, Reg was greeted with rapture by the triplets, Margot having forgotten that he was ‘only a boy’ and as excited as the others. They would have dragged him off to their bedroom immediately to view their ‘fossils’, which were in reality a collection of stones and shells found on their holiday but Jo intervened and insisted that he should unpack, freshen up and have a snack first.
“No.” she said firmly when Margot’s lip curled and she showed signs of going into a tantrum. “If you make a fuss, Reg shan’t see them till tomorrow. That’s my last word on the subject. Now go and play while he and Auntie settle in.”
Len and Con ran off into the garden and Margot stomped off behind them, looking thunderous.
“Sorry. Margot’s temper is still a problem. I don’t know where it comes from, neither Jack nor I were like it as children. Reg, you’re in Jack’s dressing room again and I’ve put you in your usual room, Auntie. Anna is very excited about you coming and Debbie and Karen are coming over on Saturday so you can all spend some time together, it being Anna’s day off.”
“I’ll be right pleased to see them both.” Said Auntie, who privately thought that Madam Margot would be better for a good slap.
“Reg, Jimmy is expecting to see you tomorrow morning. I can’t tell you why but you are due to arrive at the San at eleven o’clock exactly.”
Reg raised his eyebrows. “What’s going on?”
“My lips are sealed. That’s the message I was told to give you.”
*
Reg set off early and had to wait for a good ten minutes before he set off up the drive to the San. He was reasonably sure that it was going to be a nice surprise – surely Auntie Jo would have warned him, if not.
He entered the big doors and went across to the desk where the receptionist recognised him immediately. “Hello Reg. What can we do for you today?”
“I’ve come to see Jimmy. Is it all right to go up to the ward?”
Unaccountably, she laughed and pointed across the hall. “No need to go up.”
Reg swung round and saw a figure coming towards him. For a moment, he didn’t even recognise his friend and when he did he let out a shout. “Jimmy. I can’t believe it.”
Jimmy was grinning fit to bust. “I thought we’d go into the canteen and have a lemonade.”
“But, you’re walking with only one stick! The last I heard you were having all sorts of problems.”
“I was. Come on to the canteen and I’ll tell you all about it.”
The two boys walked across the hall, Reg automatically shortening his stride to slow down to Jimmy’s halting pace. When they reached the canteen, Jimmy went to the nearest table and Reg saw that his face was beaded with sweat.
“Lemonade?”
“Yes please and they do the most gorgeous sticky buns.”
“I’ll get them. You sit down.”
“My treat. Here’s the money.” Jimmy held out some change and Reg, who had been on the point of arguing, saw that this was important to his friend and accepted the money. “Gosh thanks. My turn next time.”
They sat and chatted for a good thirty minutes before Jimmy looked up at the clock. “I’d better get back to the ward in a few minutes. Sister said I could have three quarters of an hour and then have to go back. I still get tired quickly and they’re afraid of me setting myself back.”
“Well, that’s the last thing you want. Will Sister let me visit Billy, do you think?”
“She’s sure to. He’s off the plaster boat now and gets taken out in the grounds in a wheelchair that has him lying down most of the time. He’s got a brace strapped on to keep his back stable. They’re going to have to do an operation and fuse some of the vertebrae before he can sit up properly and learn to walk again.”
“Hark at you! All these medical terms tripping off your tongue.”
Jimmy looked embarrassed. “I think I’d like to do something medical when I grow up. I doubt I’m clever enough to be a Doctor, but I’d like to do something.”
“How old are you now?”
“Thirteen.”
“Well I was nearly that when I started at Chaucer and I knew next to nothing. How are your lessons coming on?”
“Quite well I think. My father went and saw the Head at the school Miss Slater works at to see if they could help me with other lessons. I’m having coaching in English and Geography as well now and I’ve started Latin again this week. He insisted on paying as he can afford it and so they’re giving Billy and one or two of the others some help as well – don’t tell Billy, my Dad’s paying because he might feel he’s getting charity and he’d hate that.”
“I won’t tell him.”
They set off back to the ward and Jimmy was sent to lie down for half an hour. Reg stopped to speak to Sister and, when he asked for a word in private, she took him into her office.
“And what are you cooking up now to disrupt my Ward, young man? Sit down before you tell me. I can’t be doing with looking up at someone I remember as a young boy.”
Reg grinned at her and sat down. “I had an idea. Jimmy tells me Billy is out of bed part of the time now and in a wheelchair. Would it hurt him if he came out onto the lawn and I flew his kite for him and then he could just hold the string and feel what it’s like.”
Sister looked doubtful. “We have to be careful not to jar his back. Till he’s had his op, the bone is very fragile.”
“I’d hold it as well and take the strain. I just thought it would be nice for him to sense it in his hand – it really is a wonderful feeling. Please say yes. He gets so few treats.”
“I don’t see why not if you’re really careful. I’ll come out with you, though and if I say stop, then you stop straight away.”
“Great. Maybe you could have a go yourself.”
“I might surprise you. My brother was keen when we were small and I flew his kite many a time.”
“When can we do it.”
Sister looked at her fob watch. “I’d rather it was early this afternoon after they’ve all had a rest. I know the weather is good but it is late October after all so would you be able to come back at about two? No later than that or he’ll get cold.”
“I’m sure Mrs Maynard won’t mind. I’ll run both ways and be back there in time for tea. May I phone her and check?”
#22: Author: Nina, Location: Peterborough, UKPosted: Thu Aug 03, 2006 6:40 pm Ah, isn't every war going to be the last one? Quite chilling to read about bombings in Jerusalem, nothing changes ...
The Sister seems lovely - so glad the boys have a decent person on the ward!
Thank you, Pat
#24: Author: Josie, Location: LondonPosted: Thu Aug 03, 2006 8:19 pm Oh, hurrah for Jimmy! And what a fabulous surprise for Reg.
Love seeing Dorothy and Hugh adjusting to living with each other - and dealing with Aunt Gertrude. So real.
Thanks Pat.
#25: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Thu Aug 03, 2006 9:28 pm Thanks Pat - the information on world affairs makes sad reading - as Nina says - nothing changes.
Reg is a really thoughtful lad, isn't he?
#26: Author: Carolyn P, Location: Lancaster, EnglandPosted: Thu Aug 03, 2006 9:43 pm That is a lovely idea from Reg, he should make a great doctor.
#27: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern USPosted: Fri Aug 04, 2006 2:07 am Thank you, Pat.
I love the way your characters think for themselves -- and each other. Beautifully drawn, as usual.
#28: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSWPosted: Fri Aug 04, 2006 3:29 am Thank you Pat; the awareness of just how much they are all part of a community is so strong.
#29: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Fri Aug 04, 2006 9:14 pm Jo decided that a picnic tea should be packed so they could meet Reg half way home in a little wood which was a favourite spot for the children to play.
“The weather has held so well and with all this talk of a bad winter, we should make the best of it. I’d like to get the children to bed early tonight as well.” She explained to Auntie. “Hilda and Nell are coming to supper and it’s so rare both of them are free together that I’d like to make the most of it. A good romp in the woods will tire them out nicely.”
Auntie opted to stay and help with supper so Anna could get ahead with the preparations for the next day’s meals as it was to be her free day and she would be doing her own entertaining of Debbie, Karen and Auntie.
“Frau Maynard will not let me do anything for the family on my day off so I always try to get some things ready the day before. Doctor Maynard will be home for the day as well so it will be better for them to have time with you and Reg than to be cooking and then in the afternoon they are having a tea party for the children who went sailing last year.”
“What do you usually do on your day off?” Auntie asked as she peeled potatoes.
“Sometimes I go to see Debbie or we go into Armiford for the day and have our lunch at a nice place there. I have some friends in the village as well and I visit them. I go to see Karen at the school or she comes here and sometimes, I am quite content to sit in my room or the garden with my knitting and listen to the wireless. Tomorrow will be a proper party for us all. We will sit in my sitting room and talk.”
“And laugh as well if Karen is coming. She always has a funny tale to tell about the school.”
*
Sister had forbidden Reg to tell Billy about the afternoon’s excitement when he went into the ward in the morning. “He’ll get too excited to eat his dinner and we can’t afford to have that. Then he’ll not rest properly and I can’t let him go out if he’s tired. He’s still a frail little thing you know.”
Reg was back at two o’clock and went straight to the ward, where Billy was lying in his chair.
“Sister says you can come out on the lawn with me, Billy.”
“Really?”
“Yes, she’s insisting on coming as well to make sure I don’t do you any damage.”
Reg casually picked up Billy’s kite. “I could fly this for you.”
“Razzer!”
Sister had a porter waiting to push the chair carefully down the corridor to the lift and soon they were leaving the front doors and going down the curving ramp which avoided the steps.
“I know we’re out on the balcony every day but the air smells fresher here.” Billy took deep breaths as if he felt freer.
They went to the middle of the lawn and Reg put the kite together while Billy watched. “I’ll get it up and then come back and stand beside you so you can see it better.”
“Just a minute.” Sister raised the back of the wheelchair slightly. “You’ll see better like that. Now you tell me if you’re uncomfortable or have any pain. I mean it!”
“OK. I promise. I can see better now.”
Reg ran with the kite and soon had it up in the air, then he walked back to the chair and crouched down beside it.
“It looks great from here. When I watched from the balcony it was fun but this looks as if I’m flying it myself.”
Reg moved his hand till it was right over Jimmy’s. “Now get hold of the reel beside my hand.”
Jimmy looked at Sister and she nodded. He tentatively placed his hand on the reel and watched the kite. Reg gently moved the reel and the kite responded Billy gripped more confidently and Reg relaxed his grip..
“I can feel it vibrating. It’s alive.”
“Good isn’t it?”
“Best thing ever.”
For a few minutes the two boys watched the kite while Sister watched Billy carefully.
“I think that’s enough, Billy.” She said as she saw his hand start to tremble. Obediently, Billy let go and she swiftly lowered the back of the chair and checked his pulse.
“I don’t hurt at all.” He was quick to assure her.
“Good. Now I’m going to have a go.”
Billy’s eyes nearly popped out of his head. “You!”
“Yes, me! Why should you boys have all the fun.”
Reg handed her the reel, his eyes dancing and watched as she got the feel of it. The kite rose higher as she let it out and, after a few minutes, Reg went back to stand beside Billy. She seemed to know what she was doing – perhaps it was like riding a bike. Once you could do it, you never forgot.
After about ten minutes, she called to Reg. “I think you’d better bring it down now, Reg. Half an hour is long enough for Billy to be out here.”
Reg took the line and started reeling in. To his surprise the porter, who was quite a young man, came running over and caught the kite competently as it neared the ground.
“Thanks. I don’t worry so much about my own but this one is Billy’s and I’d not like to smash it.”
“I’ve been out with some of the Doctors when they’ve been flying theirs.”
“You could fly mine any time Mr Williams.” Said Billy. “You know where I keep it.”
“That’s real nice of you. I might take you up on that on my day off. Thank you Billy.”
Once Billy was safely back in bed and Reg had shown Mr Williams how to take the kite apart, Reg had a quick word with Jimmy and rushed off to meet the Maynards, turning once to wave to the ward in case anyone was watching him leave.
*
Reg didn’t need to look for the Maynards; all he had to do was follow the sounds of shouting as the children played hide and seek. Jo was holding Charles tightly by the hand as he staggered after the others. When he saw Reg, he screamed with delight and Jo let him run to be picked up.
“Did it go well?”
“To quote Billy, it was Razzer.”
“Good. I’m having a job keeping hold of Charles at the moment. Although he’s only just turned two he’s quite convinced he can keep up with the others.”
“I’ll give him a piggyback if you like and go and find them.”
“Yes, please. Get them to come back and have their tea now and I’ll get it laid out. It gets dark early these days and we need to be home before then.”
Reg ran off with Charles who squealed with delight as he was jogged up and down and rounded up the triplets and Steven. Soon they all sat round on the picnic blanket in their coats and hats, munching sandwiches and drinking milk. Jo looked round and saw they all had rosy faces and, when she checked Charles’s hands, found them to be warm as well. Nonetheless, she wouldn’t let them sit after they had finished and, when she said they should be going home, the triplets begged for a little longer.
“Reg hasn’t had a game of hide and seek yet and he’ll be really upset if he doesn’t have one.” Len suggested.
“Why don’t you go on ahead with the boys and we’ll have one last game and follow?”
“Are you sure, Reg?”
“Please Mamma.”
“Will you promise to be good and do as Reg says?”
Three little heads nodded enthusiastically.
“All right then. Reg, twenty minutes and no more. It gets cold as the sun goes down.”
“That’s all right. Come on you three, whose turn is it to hide?”
*
Reg lay in bed thinking through the day. Despite the running around he had done, it didn’t seem as hard as a typical school day so he wasn’t that tired yet and somehow his book didn’t appeal tonight.
He hadn’t expected to see Jimmy in the hall, walking with one stick. He’d never have known the effort it had taken to get across to the canteen if he hadn’t noticed the sweat on the other boy’s face. He remembered what Mr Douglas had said about giving and receiving. Jimmy had really needed to pay for the lemonade and sticky buns. It had quite clearly made him feel good. It was nice of him to warn Reg not to mention to Billy that Jimmy’s Dad was paying for his lessons as well.
Billy had really enjoyed the kite flying. Poor kid. He’d been stuck on that ward nearly two years now and he’d got that big operation ahead of him and months more in plaster. If it was successful he would walk again, Sister had said. She hadn’t said what would happen if it wasn’t.
It was nice that he’d offered Mr Williams his kite to fly. Reg wasn’t sure whether Mr Williams would ever do it – he hoped so because it would make Billy feel he had given something to someone.
It was nice to see Miss Wilson and Miss Annersley again. Miss Annersley was friendly but seemed a bit distant and was very dignified like Doctor Cartwright, but if you were the Head you probably had to behave like that. Miss Wilson was a Head too, they said, but she didn’t stand back from things quite the same. Perhaps you could only have one Head really, whatever the titles.
Miss Wilson had been really interested in Grimes Graves and she’d already seen the arrow heads that Gay and Jacynth had brought back. He’d spent some time with her looking at a book she’d brought about digs in the Middle East. She’d looked a little wistful when they talked about archaeology and without thinking, he’d asked why she hadn’t become an Archaeologist. She’d laughed and told him that nobody had ever told her girls could do it and, even now, very few girls could get started.
They’d talked about Jimmy and Billy as well. The Chalet School held a fete every year to raise money to pay for poor children to go to the San. Now, due in part to the Polgarth involvement with the boys’ ward, they were looking at ways they could help in a practical way, perhaps finding something the girls would like which would match the kite flying for the boys. He hadn’t liked to suggest that the girls might enjoy kites as much as the boys – after all they always came out on their balcony to watch and cheered and clapped as much as anyone and Gay and Jacynth had enjoyed them in the summer.
It was nice that Auntie was comfortable with the two Heads. Funny how against education she’d been and now she’d come right round.
My goodness, how the triplets had grown! Proper little schoolgirls, they were now. Tomorrow would be fun. Auntie Jo had invited Sybil, Peggy and Rix to tea together with the Commodore. Perhaps someday they would sail together again.
If he closed his eyes and concentrated hard, he could see the water creaming along the bow. The sound of the wind in the rigging was different from any other sound.
When Jo stuck her head round the door as she went to bed, he was sound asleep.
*
The next morning, Reg went to Mass with the Maynards and then, after breakfast, went with Jack to his study to chat about school and the progress he was making. Although he had not seen Jack since his last end of year report, he knew it had been a good one as it had been sent on with a letter, expressing satisfaction and full of praise for his efforts.
“I’m sorry I’ve not seen you for so long, Reg. The summer holidays just didn’t seem to work out for you to come down with your trip to Norfolk and then having Christopher to stay. With us down in Cornwall, it was a bit too far for a short visit.”
“It does seem ages since I saw you but it’s gone quickly. Time seems to fly by.”
“You wait till you’re my age! It’ll go even faster, then. How’s this term going? Doctor Cartwright wrote to explain what you’re doing this year. Are you enjoying learning French and German?”
“Oh, yes. It was a bit of a shock at first and I was nervous that it would hold me back on the other subjects but it hasn’t. You know we’re in a form on our own?”
Jack nodded. “Just six of you. That can be a real advantage so long as the other boys don’t think you’re getting special treatment.”
“Just the opposite. Most of them are sorry for us doing extra lessons. We’ve made sure to moan occasionally just to rub it in.”
“That would do the trick!”
“It gives some of the others a chance to get the end of term prizes as well. There’s always been a bit of muttering about the fact we collected them all between us. We won’t get any this year.”
“Do you mind that?”
Reg shook his head. “Mr Douglas suggested we all help one another and don’t worry about who’s top. You know, it really helps. When I help someone else, it makes the work stick better. Everyone says the same.”
“Are you still keeping up with your running?”
“Yes, and I’ll be in the Senior team next term. You can’t be in that till you’re sixteen. We’ve still got the Kite Club as well, of course and one of the Upper Fourth has asked to learn whittling so I’m showing him. I think he’s going to be really good at it.”
“So long as you’re getting some play mixed in with the work.”
Reg looked at Jack, noting some grey hairs and also lines on his face which had not been there last time he had seen him. There was a tiredness about him now he was sitting down that didn’t show when he was busy.
“This isn’t meant for cheek, Uncle Jack, but you look as if you could do with taking your own advice.”
For a moment, Reg thought that Jack might tell him to mind his own business but then he laughed.
“Now I know you’re growing up! We’ve just been very busy recently. Two men who were due demob have been told they have to stay in the Army for a while longer and we’d counted on them coming back. They’re both in Palestine now, poor chaps, and we’ve not managed to get anyone in to replace them. You know the younger doctors do stints as housemen to complete their training?”
Reg nodded.
“We’ve had three go off to take more senior posts elsewhere. We would have offered jobs to two of them if we’d known what was afoot.”
“Palestine looks like a long term problem. We were talking about it in Current Affairs and Sir Julian came in to explain it to us. It’s very complicated.”
“It certainly is. They’ve got to find a just settlement. The Jews obviously want a state of their own but the Palestinians shouldn’t be just pushed aside. There’ll be trouble later if they are.”
“That’s what Sir Julian says. Neither side likes us British much at the moment. There are problems in India as well. We talked about that as well.”
Jack sat up and gave a short laugh. “We sound like two old duffers in our dotage the way we’re complaining about the world – ‘It wasn’t like that in my young days’. We can’t do much to change things out there. It’s just a matter of keeping going and praying for wisdom for the politicians. I’ve got some leave due at Christmas and that will set me right again. More importantly, Doctor Cartwright’s latest letter says you should do really well in your exams. You’ve done wonderfully, Reg, especially with all you had to catch up on. I’m really proud of you.”
“Thank you.” Reg flushed. “I mean to go on doing well.”
“You will. I only wish we saw more of you but I’m pleased you’ve made such good friends and can see them in the holidays. You need that sort of experience and seeing new places is always a good thing.”
They chatted about Jimmy’s progress and Jack explained what was hoped for Billy. He pulled a long box out from under a bookcase and lifted out a skeleton, which he hooked on a stand in the corner of the room.
“I can’t have it out all the time because Anna refuses to come in here if it’s hanging up. I don’t think Jo likes it much either.”
Reg was fascinated and was soon naming bones and exclaiming over how everything fitted together.
“It’s great! I don’t think I could put it away if it was mine – I’d rather clean the room myself.”
“I wouldn’t mind that so much, it’s the lemon biscuits she slips me that I’d be sorry about.”
“Ah! That’s different.”
They grinned at one another and then Jack swung the skeleton round to show Reg exactly which vertebrae they would be fusing.
“What do you use?”
“Bone from his iliac crest – look, there’s plenty there and we harvest it at the same time as we’re going to use it.”
“And it joins together?”
“Hopefully, like Jimmy’s femur joining up the gap. We put pins in to hold it in place and a plate to hold the whole affair straight. If they don’t cause any problems we just leave them. If they do, we can take them out later. It’s a serious operation, make no mistake about it. Apart from any complications from anaesthetics, it’s a big shock to the system. We don’t like messing about so near the spinal cord either.”
“Will he ever walk again?”
“That we don’t know.”
“And the alternative?”
“A very poor prognosis. He’d probably not be able to sit up ever again.”
“Poor kid!”
“Indeed. However, when you first saw him, we didn’t expect him to live much longer. The disease was still active.”
“Do you really think cheering him up helped?”
“Yes, there’s no doubt. We just wish we knew how it works.”
“Some day we will. Will you let me know when he’s having his op, please?”
“Are you sure? I wouldn’t want you fretting and we may not know for days how things will turn out.”
“I’m going to worry anyway. I thought perhaps I could pray for him. I’m not going to pray for him to get half way better though” Reg sounded very definite.
“Can you cope with praying for whatever is best for him? Only God knows what that is and we have to accept that while we do our best to get him completely well.”
Reg nodded. “I’ve been thinking about it. I know you have to try.”
“Good man. I’ll let you know.”
“Thanks.”
#30: Author: Pat, Location: DoncasterPosted: Fri Aug 04, 2006 9:26 pm What a wonderful mixture in that post. I loved the talk with Jack at the end, and Reg seeing how tired Jack was.
#31: Author: Carolyn P, Location: Lancaster, EnglandPosted: Fri Aug 04, 2006 9:49 pm That was lovely, I esp liked the talk with Jack and the touch with Anna, the skeleton, and the lemon biscuits was great.
#32: Author: Kat, Location: Kingston-upon-Thames/SwanseaPosted: Fri Aug 04, 2006 10:45 pm All so good, as always - thank you, Pat
#33: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 4:24 am He's really growing into a good man, isn't he? Love his observations about everyone and that he felt confident enough to even rebuke Jack. Jack is treating him as an adult too.
Thanks Pat.
#34: Author: Mrs Redboots, Location: London, UKPosted: Sat Aug 05, 2006 12:28 pm Thank you, Pat. They are all growing up into such lovely people. I wish I had grown up to be as thoughtful and inward-looking as your Reg!
#35: Author: Jennie, Location: CambridgeshirePosted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 12:48 pm Thanks, Pat. That was as marvellous as always.
#36: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, EnglandPosted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 11:26 pm A wonderful beginning to the chapter
Thanks, Pat
#37: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSWPosted: Sun Aug 06, 2006 11:48 pm Thank you Pat, that was very compelling - and completely fascinating too! The exchange between Jack and Reg was particularly interesting, given Reg's observance of how tired Jack is. He somehow seems to stand a little apart from everyone, observing and assessing them. And his understanding is maturing so finely.
I loved the comments from Anna about her own life too.
#38: Author: Mia, Location: LondonPosted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 11:01 am Thanks Pat, just read the last two updates together and they were both lovely Glad Jimmy has come on so far!
#39: Author: Vikki, Location: Sitting on an iceberg, freezing to death!!!Posted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 3:19 pm Fabulous posts Pat!
Thank you!
#40: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 6:05 pm Thank you for all the comments.
Sybil, Peggy and Rix arrived quite soon after lunch and, when Doctor Pearson arrived a few minutes later, Jo and Jack left them with Reg and the triplets and went to the nursery to spend some time with Stephen and Charles. Sybil and Peggy fetched ginger beer and biscuits from the kitchen where Jo had left them ready and they sat round, recalling that magical summer.
The time flew by and the Commodore, lounging in a big armchair, put in the occasional comment but mostly watched and listened. Reg and Rix were sprawled on the old bearskin rug with Len between them, while Con sat between Peggy and Sybil on the big sofa and Margot perched on the arm of the Commodore’s chair, leaning back against his shoulder.
They’d all grown and not just in size in the intervening year Ted thought, while laughing as loudly as anyone at a funny story Sybil was telling. He noticed that Rix listened when Peggy spoke and she was now a very confident girl, while Rix himself had lost the chip on his shoulder and was quite happily teasing Sybil, who was giving as good as she got and seemed at ease with her cousin. Len was next to Reg as usual. He rather wondered if Reg minded being constantly followed round by the little girl but if he was he didn’t show it. Margot had made her usual beeline for him – she always did when they met. She seemed a bit more confident as well. Con looked alert and was taking in everything, though she rarely spoke.
Reg was the one most changed. He’d be coming up sixteen but he looked older. Ted hid a grin as he noticed a tell tale scratch on the boy’s chin – he was definitely growing up, that was a razor nick unless he missed his guess.
It seemed no time at all till Jo came in and called them through to tea and they all sat down with Jo and Jack to tuck in to a big spread. Stephen and Charles joined them as a treat and it was just like being on holiday again.
“I wish we could do it again.” Peggy lamented. “It was such fun sailing.”
“Reg is going to buy a boat when he’s grown up. Perhaps we can all go sailing with him some day.”
“That’s a few years away yet!” Reg said, reaching for a sausage roll. “It’s around seven years till I finish school and training and then junior doctors don’t earn that much. You’ll all be grown up before I can afford a boat.”
“Still it’s something to look forward to.” Said Sybil. “It’s not as if any of us are going emigrate or anything. We’ll still be able to arrange something, surely.”
“Of course we will. I’ve still got our pennant.” Rix was quite sure.
“The Cormorant is hanging in my room at home.” Reg reassured Sybil.
“And my lovely Kingfisher hangs in my room as well – all ready to sail again.”
“A toast!” cried Len, remembering the last evening of the holiday.
There was general laughter and Reg and Rix went round topping up everyone’s glasses with Anna’s special lemon cordial.
“To the best holiday ever.” Said Len, going bright red.
As they had done before, they all stood and repeated the toast.
Toasts came thick and fast and laughter rang round the room till they had run out of ideas.
Reg stood up and looked solemnly round the table.
“To the next time.”
Everybody stood. “To the next time.”
Jo took the little boys to the nursery to clean them up and the others cleared the table and went to the kitchen to wash up. Sybil and Reg went back into the dining room to fold the tablecloth and put the chairs straight.
“It was good, wasn’t it?” Sybil said a little wistfully.
“It was. Cheer up Sybil, we’ll do it again.”
“Of course we will.” Sybil grinned at him. “Fair Winds, Reg.”
*
Once Jem came to pick up the three children from the Round House, Reg left the three adults and set off for Phoebe’s. Auntie was still closeted with Anna and her friends and no one said “Be careful” as he left even though it was already dark. It was nice to be treated as an adult.
Almost as soon as he arrived, Frank excused himself on the pretext of having some papers to look at and left the two friends alone. Although Reg looked happy enough, he knew that Phoebe would want the chance to check that for herself. She felt responsible for Reg’s change in fortunes and followed his progress with interest.
Although he had told her about the holiday in letters, he filled out the story and she nodded when he told her of listening to Jacynth playing the ‘cello.
“I’ve heard her play and she’s very good. I should think we’ll hear of her later when she’s been to college. Gay is good but she’ll never match Jacynth, not that she seems to mind, thank goodness. They’re nice girls.”
“Jacynth is good fun too. You should hear her scream on the dodgems! Gay and Mrs Lambert said they’d never heard her laugh like that.”
“She’s very quiet as a rule and she often looks sad if she thinks no one is watching. You know she has no family.”
“Yes. She told me – not to get sympathy or anything. We were just telling one another our stories. I’d like to see her again.”
Something in his voice made Phoebe look at him sharply. He was gazing into the fire with a little smile on his face. With a sudden pang, Phoebe realised that Reg was nearly grown up.
He looked up and smiled at her. “It’s good to see you again. It’s a long while since we were both living in Garnham and seemed to be stuck with it. Now look at us!”
“It seems a long while sometimes but only yesterday when you’re sprawled on the rug like that.”
“I’m still Reg, the village boy with scraped knees.”
“And your hair still stands up.”
“ No change there then.”
“No. Are you happy?”
“Yes. Are you?”
“Very.”
*
“Back to school tomorrow.” Reg sighed as he carried the cases into the cottage.
“Don’t you want to go?” Auntie asked in surprise.
“Yes but I’ve only got one night at home. It’s nice going visiting and seeing everyone but it’s nice to be home.”
“It is that. Joe’s mum has kept the range going so you riddle it and I’ll make a cup of tea on the spirit stove.”
“Lovely. We’ll have a nice quiet evening, just the two of us.”
*
“You’re in early!”
“The triplets go back to school tomorrow so I guessed you’d have them in bed early tonight to get back into routine and I’d not see them if I didn’t get back.”
“I didn’t think you’d remember that. They’re in bed and reading. Why don’t you go up straight away.”
“I’ll do that. Then we’ll have a quiet evening – unless you’ve something else planned.”
“No. I want to go over the shopping list with Anna but I can do that while you’re upstairs.”
Jack set off up the stairs and Jo watched him go, noting that he was not running easily up the wide narrow treads but determinedly putting one foot in front of the other. No good nagging him. She’d just have to make the best of this evening and see that he got to bed early.
“Jack’s . . . Oh, you heard the car.“
“Yes. I thought you would want tea soon so I prepared the tray.”
“He’s gone up to see the triplets so I’ll leave putting the water on the pot till he comes down. Shall we just check the grocery list now, then you can get off.”
“I was thinking that he will not want anything heavy tonight as he will probably go to bed early, but sandwiches are not so good. I could bring my knitting down and make you omelettes when you are ready. If you offer to do them, he will insist that a sandwich will do.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. I will leave the kitchen door open and listen for the children as well. He is working too hard.”
“It would be a real help. I’ll have the children next Tuesday afternoon then so you can go to the W.I meeting with Debbie.”
“Then we will do it. Now, we have enough coupons to get butter tomorrow as well as some margarine for cooking so I have added it to the list. I need some more Kilner jar rings as well. Last time I got them in that little street beside the Church, there is a shop there that sells them.”
They went through the list and Jo made sure she knew exactly what Anna wanted – the time she had brought home self raising flour instead of plain was not one she wanted to repeat.
“I’ve enough petrol to take the car so I can manage all that. Goodness knows how I’d have managed on the bus. I’d better go up and get Jack to come down. The triplets ought to settle now or they’ll be grumpy in the morning.”
“You go. When I hear you come down the stairs again, I will bring in the tea.”
“Thank you.”
Jo ran lightly up the stairs and found Jack reading to the triplets. He put his finger to his lips and indicated Margot who was already asleep. Con looked not far off and Len appeared to be forcing herself to stay awake. Jo nodded and held up her hand with five fingers raised and left the room to go and change into a clean blouse and replait her hair. She didn’t bother to change when Jack was not expected home. Clothing shortages meant that they all wore old clothes as much as possible to save their best for special occasions.
Jack met her on the landing and they went downstairs together. Anna brought in the tea and Jo put another log on the fire while it brewed.
When they were sitting comfortably, sipping the tea, Jack spoke.
“Sorry I’ve been working such long hours. It’s not what we agreed when you started writing again.”
“I know you’re short handed and with Jem away so much at conferences, I’ve a nasty feeling you’re doing a lot of his work as well as your own.”
“True and it’s got to stop.”
“What do you mean?”
“Reg pulled me up short at the weekend. I was checking that he was getting enough exercise and free time and he assured me he was. Then he said I looked as though I needed to take my own advice.”
“Out of the mouths of babes.”
“Not such a babe! He’s taller than you and not that much shorter than me now. He didn’t mean it for cheek, either.”
“No, he wouldn’t.”
“It made me think, though. I really respect Jem and he makes a good conference speaker. It’s part of what we’re trying to do, you know – spread the new knowledge and bring standards of care up all round. The trouble is he’s leaving more and more of the management in my hands. I don’t really want to do that. I’m not getting enough time with patients so I’ve been working longer hours to make sure I do. That’s all right in the short term but – well, it’s not going to make me a good doctor if I’m always tired.”
“Have you spoken to Jem?”
“No, he’s up in Newcastle if you remember.”
“So he is, Madge was saying he’s missed most of the children’s half term.”
Jack shook his head. “That’s not a good thing. I’ve no intention of getting into that situation.”
“The children know the patients come first. I don’t think it hurts so long as you’re there for them when you are home.”
“Patients, yes. Signing off invoices and cheques is a different matter. Jem’s kept too much in his own hands and every single thing has to be signed off by him or me.”
“What will you do?”
“I’ve slipped an appointment in his diary for when he comes back on Thursday and I’ll give it to him straight. It would make more sense financially to have a proper Business Manager in and release us both for clinical duties – it’s what we should be doing.”
“All that from one comment by Reg.”
“It needs someone outside sometimes to stir things up.”
“How do you think Jem will react?”
“I hope he’ll be relieved. He’ll waffle a bit but I’ll give him till Christmas to get it implemented and, if he’s still delaying, I’ll bring it to the Management Meeting in January.”
“Risking a clash?”
“Oh, I’d get a clear majority. Frank Peters isn’t happy about things for a start and he’d be off if it wasn’t that Phoebe is happy here. He’s not the only one.”
“Tell Jem that when you see him on Thursday.”
“I intend to.”
#41: Author: Jennie, Location: CambridgeshirePosted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 6:35 pm Ooh! Strong words from Jack. I wonder how this Jem will take it?
#42: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 8:29 pm Needs to be said though - Jem should consider his Staff - I expect he's not fully realised just how much it's all grown since the humble beginnings in Austria.
Thanks Pat
#43: Author: Josie, Location: LondonPosted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 9:05 pm Thanks Pat. Lovely two updates.
Nice to see Phoebe so happy and settled - and her realisation that Reg was almost grown up!
Loved the bits with Anna - especially the conversation with her and Jo - put a more human perspective on their relationship.
And go Jack!
Basically, loved all of it as usual.
#44: Author: Kat, Location: Kingston-upon-Thames/SwanseaPosted: Mon Aug 07, 2006 10:33 pm *nodding and agreeing with Jo*
Thank you!!
#45: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSWPosted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 12:04 am Very interesting! Good to see that Jack can see what has happened and is prepared to tackle Jem about it.
Nice to see Phoebe and her realisation that Reg is growing up - followed by Reg's comment that it's nice to be home.
Thank you Pat
#46: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, EnglandPosted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 10:23 am Lovely to see everyone growing and learning new things about life (even the adults!)
Thanks, Pat
#47: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, KentPosted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 10:36 am Thanks, Pat. I hope that Jack will be able to get Jem to see sense. I'm glad that Jimmy was able to meet Reg as he had been hoping to.
#48: Author: Nina, Location: Peterborough, UKPosted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 11:25 am
patmac wrote:
“Still it’s something to look forward to.” Said Sybil. “It’s not as if any of us are going emigrate or anything. We’ll still be able to arrange something, surely.”
Oh dear ... out of the mouths of babes
#49: Author: Nell, Location: London, EnglandPosted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 2:38 pm How wonderful to see this back and to learn more about old friends.
Thank you!
#50: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 6:01 pm “No sign of the bad weather Mr Newby keeps forecasting.”
“I shouldn’t think we’ll get any till December.”
“I don’t know. It’s late October. We’ve usually had a frost or two by now.”
“Hey! Don’t tempt fate. We’ve got to get back from Oxford on Monday.”
“It’s a lovely day today. I like this time of year, there’s a different light in the sky, softer somehow.”
Hugh glanced across at Dorothy. She looked well, her hair seemed extra glossy and there was a glow to her cheeks.
She felt his glance and smiled. “I’m fine. That upset tummy has cleared now. It must have been something I ate. I’m really looking forward to the weekend.”
“So am I. I’ve only been to Oxford once before and going round the colleges with a local person will be great.”
“Our very own native guide! You did put that box of plants in, didn’t you.”
“Safely tucked away.”
“Good. I’m glad you went to the Doctor.”
“Even better news that he thinks the shrapnel is migrating towards the skin. I was relieved when he said he could probably take it out later with just a local anaesthetic. I really didn’t fancy going into hospital again.”
They drove on in companionable silence for a while.
“Let’s stop soon. I could do with stretching my legs and having a cup of tea.”
“All right. We’ve been on the road two hours.”
Hugh drove on till they came to a lay-by. “Will this do?”
“Fine. We won’t stop for long anyway.”
Hugh got out and stretched while Dorothy leant over the back of her seat and pulled out the flask and two cups.
“Here you are. Just hold the cups while I pour.”
Soon they were perched on a field gate and Hugh was drinking his tea with pleasure. Dorothy took a couple of sips and then looked at her cup.
“Does this tea taste a bit funny?”
“No. Perhaps your cup wasn’t rinsed properly. Here, try mine.”
“Yours is the same.”
“Odd. It tastes all right to me.”
Dorothy was silent for a moment.
“Um, Hugh.”
“What, dear.”
“I’ve been sick in the mornings and now I’ve gone off tea. What does that suggest to you?”
“Perhaps your tummy upset hasn’t cleared yet?”
“There could be another explanation.”
Hugh looked puzzled.
“I could be having a baby, you know.”
“Are you serious?”
“It’s possible.”
Hugh jumped down from the gate, spilling his tea.
“Should we go home then?”
“Whatever for? I’m not going to have it today.”
“But shouldn’t you take it easy? Put your feet up or something?”
“Hugh, do you think I’m going to put my feet up for the next nine months?”
“I don’t know. I’ve never known a woman who was having a baby before.”
“OK. I may get sick some mornings like I have the last couple of days. I may go off some food or drink. That may last a couple of months. I’m going to get a lot fatter round the middle but not yet. Most people won’t even notice for the next three months or so. Till then, I carry on as normal. You don’t need to treat me like an invalid or stop me doing things or tell me to be careful. Have you got all that?”
“Yes, dear. Dorothy?”
“Yes, dear?”
“Do you really think it’s likely?”
“I’m 99 percent positive. I’ve missed a monthly.”
“So we are going to have a baby?”
“Technically, I’m the one who’s having it, but yes, we are going to be parents.”
“Oh, Dorothy, darling. That’s wonderful.”
“I wondered how long it would take to sink in.”
“Sorry. I’m just stunned.”
“I had noticed.”
“Oh, darling! I want to shout it from the rooftops.”
“Not a good idea. Wait till I’ve seen Doctor Ward first and had it confirmed. Don’t you go blabbing to Stacie.”
“I’ll try not to but it’s so exciting.”
“It is, isn’t it.”
“Oh, Dorothy, I do love you.”
“I know you do, Daddy. I love you too.”
“Me, a Daddy! Wonderful.”
*
It took some time for Hugh to stop grinning and Dorothy began to wonder if she would have to put up with it for the next nine months – or eight or seven, depending on what the Doctor said. He was so sweet. Fancy never having known a pregnant woman before.
Fortunately, he got himself under control before they arrived at Stacie’s and they were plunged into a hectic weekend, during which they saw as much of Oxford as they could fit in on the Saturday and then sat up late talking, as Dorothy said, putting the world to rights, and catching up on the various developments, including the engagement of Julian and Mary, for which Stacie was inclined to take the credit.
Stacie seemed oblivious to Dorothy’s preference for coffee and the fact that she had only toast for breakfast. Hugh wondered if Stacie was perhaps as innocent as himself when it came to such matters.
They worked in the garden on the Sunday morning and planted the perennials Dorothy had brought and dug up some of Stacie’s to divide and take a few parts back to Yorkshire. Hugh cut back a large Elder bush which was shading the end of the garden and pottered around raking up leaves, all the time whistling off key.
At one point, Stacie winced. “What does he think he’s whistling?” she asked Dorothy quietly.
“Sentimental Journey.”
“It doesn’t sound anything like that!”
“Occasionally there’s an odd bit that sounds right.”
“I haven’t heard any.”
“Well he could hardly help but hit the occasional right note, could he.”
“How do you know it’s Sentimental Journey?”
“I asked him once.”
“Does he know he’s out of tune?”
“Probably not. He only does it when he’s happy so it’s a good barometer of his moods.”
“Then he’s ecstatic today.”
Stacie wandered off with her trowel and Dorothy hid a grin.
*
“That was a good weekend. It’s lovely to see Stacie so happy. I did wonder if she’d be lonely on her own after living with you lot at the Lodge.”
“She certainly doesn’t seem it. Mind you, even there, if she had her nose in one of her beloved books, it sometimes took a thrown pillow to get her attention.”
“When will you go to see Doctor Ward?”
“I’ll phone in the morning from Chaucer before we get the train to Leeds to fetch the boys. He’ll probably see me tomorrow afternoon, if I’m lucky.”
“Do you want me to run you down in the car?”
“No I can take my bike. It might cause comment if we went together. Someone is sure to see us.”
“They’re going to see you and wonder anyway. When did you last go to the Doctor’s?”
“They’ll just have to wonder then.”
“I’ve just thought. Should you be riding your bike?”
“Mum rode hers till she got to six months.”
“Oh. I just wondered.”
“Have you really never known anyone expecting a baby before?”
“I suppose I must have done because there were lots of children on our street. I never heard any talk about it, though. They just appeared. I’ve just got this vague idea about women putting their feet up. I do remember the first time I heard the facts of life.”
“Go on, tell me.”
“It was behind the bike shed. There were five of us I think and Steve Farrow was a year older than the rest of us. We used to go round there for a crafty cig – one shared between us all. We thought we were so grown up.”
“How old were you?”
“Twelve or thirteen I should think.”
“Were you shocked when he told you?”
“Not really. We didn’t believe him.” Hugh stopped speaking while he negotiated a junction before continuing.
“Just as well really. He’d got it all wrong.”
There was a moment’s silence and Dorothy burst out laughing. “Oh, Hugh. I’m not going to ask what he told you.”
“And I’d rather not tell you.” Hugh joined in the laughter. “Suffice to say it was anatomically impossible.”
*
The next morning, Dorothy went in early to phone Dr Ward for an appointment and, after school, cycled down to the village to see him. He confirmed her suspicions and judged her to be about six weeks along, supplied her with the certificate to get her vitamin supplements and asked how she felt.
“I’m fine, just a little morning sickness and I’ve gone off tea. Apart from that no problems. Hugh is inclined to try and cosset me, though.”
“He’s bound to. You and the baby mean a lot to him. Just let him down gently and let him do a bit extra to make him feel needed. Don’t forget I was a first time father once and just as edgy so I know how he feels. Will you go on working?”
“Till Christmas at least. I’ll have to talk to John about going on later than that. He might not want the boys asking questions.”
“I’ll bet they’d never notice. Small boys can be very self centred.”
*
“Well, are you?”
Hugh met her at the end of the lane, and had obviously been waiting some time. Dorothy was about to tease him when she saw his anxious face and relented. The full wonder of what was happening suddenly hit her and she let her bike fall to the ground and flung her arms round him.
“Yes. It’s true, next June.”
He gently put his hand on her tummy. “Our baby!”
They walked along the lane, Hugh pushing the bike with one hand and the other round Dorothy’s waist.
“I want to celebrate! Do say we can tell Mary and Julian, she’s visiting at the moment.”
“Ask them round then. We shouldn’t tell anyone else till we’ve told John.”
“We’ll tell your parents though?”
“I’ll write to them tomorrow and we’ll go over on Sunday. I should be on duty but Mary will swap I’m sure. They went to see her Mum at half term so I shouldn’t think she’s got anything planned.”
“Right, now you go in and put your … “
Dorothy clapped her hand over his mouth.
“Don’t say it.”
“Sorry. It’s going to be difficult not make a fuss.”
“I know, love. Just think before you speak.”
“Will you promise to take care and not do too much.”
“I promise. I want this baby as much as you do, you know.”
“All right. I’ll try.”
“Bless you, Hugh. I do love you.”
With a quick peck on her cheek, Hugh was off down the path at a run and she heard his urgent knocking on Julian’s front door. Laughing to herself, she fetched a bottle of elderflower wine from the kitchen and, taking it into the sitting room, put a match to the fire and took four glasses from the pretty china cupboard she had found in a second hand shop.
“What’s up?” Mary and Julian came into the room chivvied along by Hugh and saw Dorothy opening the wine bottle. “It’s a bit early for wine, isn’t it?”
“Well seeing as it’s my last drink till next year, I thought I’d start early.”
Hugh came round to stand by Dorothy as Julian and Mary looked puzzled.
Suddenly the penny dropped.
“You’re not!”
“Oh, yes I am.”
Julian looked at the two women as if they had gone mad. Mary rushed across to Dorothy and hugged her, nearly knocking the bottle out of her hand. Hugh grabbed it in time and took two glasses across to Julian.
“Hold these while I pour.”
“But what are we celebrating?”
“We’re having a baby. Dorothy’s just come back from the Doctor’s and we just had to share it.”
The next moment, Julian was shaking Hugh’s hand before going across to kiss Dorothy. Mary went to kiss Hugh and it seemed they were all talking at once.
“I’m so excited.” Mary ended up hugging Julian. “When is it due?”
“Probably next June. I’ll know closer when I’m a bit farther along.”
“Shouldn’t you be sitting down?” asked Julian, anxiously.
Dorothy rolled her eyes. “Not another one!”
Clare, you may now gloat! Clare guessed this in a previous episode, which I had written before Dorothy told me she was pregnant!
#51: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 6:19 pm Congratulations Dorothy and Hugh!
Thanks Pat.
#52: Author: Kat, Location: Kingston-upon-Thames/SwanseaPosted: Tue Aug 08, 2006 6:43 pm Yaaaaaaaay!!! *jumping up and down with excitement*
#53: Author: Mrs Redboots, Location: London, UKPosted: Wed Aug 09, 2006 7:33 am Hope all goes really well for them.
It was coffee I went off when I was expecting, I seem to remember - at least, instant coffee. The real stuff was okay once I was about 6 months gone.....
#54: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSWPosted: Wed Aug 09, 2006 8:43 am Lovely!!!
They're going to be delightful parents!
#55: Author: Nell, Location: London, EnglandPosted: Wed Aug 09, 2006 9:09 am How exciting!
Thank you Pat.
#56: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Wed Aug 09, 2006 6:30 pm “That’s tremendous news! I’m so pleased for them.”
“It certainly is. Hugh’s been a lonely man and he had a hard war.”
“It takes one to know one.” Mary smiled tenderly at Julian and he stroked her cheek.
“He’s had a worse time than me, darling. I didn’t get burned and lose an eye.”
“No, but not all scars show. The war damaged you as much as Hugh in some ways.”
“It damaged all of us. You and Dorothy each lost a brother.”
“I’ll have to start knitting. I’m so excited for them.”
“I wonder what they will do when he or she needs to go to school. Even if it’s a boy, they’ll have three years schooling to sort before he can come to Chaucer and if it’s a girl, it will be even more difficult. I can’t see them packing any of their children off to Boarding School too early.”
“You’ve got your Governor’s hat on!”
“A bit, I suppose. It’s also that they’re friends and happy here. I’d hate to see them go just because there isn’t a suitable school for young children.”
“What do the local people do? The ones who can afford to pay for education, I mean. I hadn’t thought about it before but we’ve a few day boys in every year and some weekly boarders as well.”
“Some go to the Village School till they’re eight and some girls stay there till they’re eleven or so and a few get sent to boarding schools before then, I remember Dr Ward’s girls went at nine. Some travel all the way into Northallerton on the train from about seven.”
“It’s a pity but I suppose Village Schools have a problem with getting teachers. The Government isn’t going to pay for a teacher for each year if some classes only have a few children in them.”
“No, they’ll concentrate on the schools that have classes that are too big. That’s not likely to change in the foreseeable future. They’re already spending a lot on education and there’s a limit to how much people will pay in taxes without kicking up a fuss.”
“H’mm.”
“What are you hatching?”
“I’m not sure yet. It’s a bit fuzzy in my head but I’m wondering about a kindergarten and then girls up to eleven or so. A day school, not boarding and only small. It wouldn’t jibe with Polgarth as the boys would go there at eight. I don’t know if there’d be enough children to make it work.”
“That’s an interesting idea. We’d probably get some who travel to Northallerton now from other villages nearby. We might even get people moving out from Leeds so they could live in the country but not have to send their children away so early.”
“Dorothy’s friend Hilary was saying they get people moving into the area so their children can go to the Chalet School. I think all their kindergarten are day pupils.”
“I wonder if it could even be an extension of Polgarth. We’d fund it and set it up and sell it as part of the whole school. Are you serious?”
Mary nodded emphatically. “I’ve done enough teaching now that I know it’s the little ones I like best. Oh, I’ve enjoyed things like the Kite Club with the older boys but that wouldn’t necessarily stop if we were part of Polgarth. In fact there would probably be some overlap. It would take a lot of money though to start it up. Could we really do it?”
“Yes, we could certainly fund it. You do realise that whatever we put into it, we could end up making more money than we invest eventually?”
“Aw, shucks! I know, we’ll set up scholarships and re-invest it. Make them anonymous so no one knows it’s us. I’m thinking of children like Reg Entwistle. If the Maynards hadn’t found him, he’d be mucking out cows now and very unhappy. Think how much easier it would have been if he’d been taught properly when he was younger.”
“That’s a good example. It needs thinking about but it sounds interesting.”
“Let’s shelve it for the moment. Whatever happens, we’ve over five years till Dorothy’s baby is old enough to need it. I’m not naïve enough to think we could rush something like that. Anyway, Polgarth might not go for it.”
“I’m thinking of offering for old Fowler’s shares. He didn’t have any sons and I think his wife would be glad of the money. He did tend to live rather above his means.”
“Does that mean you’d have control?”
“Not quite, I’ve already got the most at 30% but I wouldn’t want to hold much more than that – it could backfire. The older Governors think I push too many changes through as it is. If you agree, I’d rather they went to Eric and John. I’ve heard some schools are doing that now. After all, anyone with a stake in the business is bound to put their heart and soul into it. Anyway, they are the ones who do the work – why shouldn’t they reap a share of the benefits and have a proper say in what is planned.”
“I’d like that. I’ve never thought about the school as a business. Does it make money?”
“Some, though it looked dodgy towards the end of the war. With the money for expansion, it could make a lot more.”
“Damn! I’m trying to get rid of your money and all it does is multiply.”
“My dear, if we left it invested and did absolutely nothing, it would bring in more than you and I could spend in a year, even if we lived the life of Riley. That’s how it grew after my father died. I never touched any of it. The Accountants and Lawyers dealt with everything, paid the taxes and just kept reinvesting. I just got a statement every year and it always seemed to grow – even during the thirties, they got out of stocks and shares in time, stuck it in the bank and sat it out.”
“So after you’ve got a certain amount, you just get richer and richer?”
“In a nutshell, yes.”
“Then let’s work out how much we have to spend to stop that happening.”
“Um. Well. I don’t think you’re going to like this but it’s around £50,000 a year before tax.”
“And how much after tax?”
“Well, after the accountants fees and all the rest of it, it’s about a third of that – and that’s with income tax at the highest it’s ever been.”
“And the next year that £17,000 or so is earning income.”
“Yes.”
“So we’re going to get richer and richer?”
“Well, I don’t have a job any more so we’ll be drawing on the income.”
“Even so we’d never spend that much. I’ve been saving a bit on £400 a year.”
“Sorry.”
“It’s not your fault. It’s your family’s money and you’re not to blame for them. I just wish they hadn’t been quite so successful! Well, I’ll just have to keep on thinking.”
“Good for you. I’ll give you Power of Attorney if you like.”
“What does that mean?”
“You get to make all the decisions.”
“Oh no you don’t! Either we work it out together or we give it all to a Cats’ Home.”
“You can do that if you like.”
“Are you serious?”
“Well perhaps not completely. We have to think of our own children you know, if we’re lucky enough to have any.”
“H’mm. That’s where my socialist ideals fall down.”
“I’ve a feeling Hugh’s will as well.”
“Let’s both think about the idea of a kindergarten, there’s plenty of time.”
“Not that much. We’d have to have a proper plan and find suitable premises. Then, if we decided to make it part of Polgarth we’d have to get agreement from the rest of the Governors as well as Eric and John. Then we’d have to buy the buildings and they’d probably need knocking about to make them suitable. We’d need to start advertising the fact that it’s opening about a year ahead as well.”
“OK. I see it’s more complicated than I thought. Lets still think about it, but faster.”
“Right. You can make one of your lists.”
“There’s nothing wrong with my lists!”
“No, dear. I’m sure they’re a great comfort to you.”
“Seriously, though. Do you think it’s possible?”
“Actually, I do and I can’t see why we never thought of it before.”
“What about you?”
“What do you mean?”
“I don’t see you teaching little children. It doesn’t solve the problem of what you want to do.”
“Well Eric came up with something just before half term.”
“Can you tell me or did he swear you to secrecy?”
“I wanted to think about it first and as we were going to Windermere, I waited till we got back to discuss it with you.”
“We’re back now.”
“Are we?” Julian pretended terror as Mary threatened to tickle him. “All right, I’ll come clean.”
“You’d better!”
“I think Eric and John have been hatching this for a while. They’ve asked me to do two things. One is to take over the financial and business management of Polgarth. I’ve really been doing bits of it in my spare time for years, but with all the changes and the growth, it really needs more time spent on it. Eric and John do what they can but they don’t enjoy it and it’s a waste of their talents.”
“What would that mean?”
“It means dealing with all the budgeting and the finances and the premises, paying the bills and getting the fees in. At the moment, John and Eric come up with ideas and then we work out how to pay for them as we go along. Repairs and so on just happen when someone notices something’s wrong – that means everything gets to be an emergency. This would mean taking the lead in producing a proper plan and making it work. They’ve been thinking about it for ages – it was the admin that nearly cracked them during the War and they want someone who will take a strong lead with future planning as well.”
“Like the Bursar at College. Would you want to do that?”
“It would give me the chance to make sure we keep going in the right direction and I’d like that. You know, I owe an awful lot to Polgarth. It was my home from when I was eleven. John was sure I had something inside that was worth unlocking and he worked really hard to find it.
He kept me going through the war as well. I could come and he’d drop everything just to listen – you know how he sits there, puffing away on his pipe. He’d sort of soak up the problem and ask the odd question while I worked things out in my head.”
“So it comes down to putting something back into Polgarth.”
“I suppose it does, but it’s also something I know I’d be good at and the fun of building it up into a success.”
“Three good reasons.. You said there were two things?”
“You know I sat in on a couple of Current Affairs session with the Inseparables. They were getting really into the Palestine business – you know, the Zionists and the problems we’ve been hearing about Hugh must have mentioned it to Eric and he asked me if I would consider taking Current Affairs for the sixth form.”
“H’mm. As long as you realise they are not all like them. They are a unique group, you know.”
“But that’s what I’m getting at. They may be unique but how many other boys could be like that with the right stimulus.”
“Not all of them. There’s always a ‘rump’ that will coast along no matter what you do.”
“And I could have been one of them, but for John Wheeler.”
“Do you want to do it? It would be a long term commitment.”
“To be honest, I wasn’t sure till you came up with the idea of a kindergarten. Yes. I’d like to, now you’ve shown me how we can stay here even when we’ve got a family. That was bothering me.”
“All right. It sounds a good idea. Tell them yes and get it moving. In the meantime, we’ve a wedding to organise. You haven’t even chosen a Best Man yet.”
“And who is going to give you away?”
“I’ve a nasty feeling we’re going to fight over John.”
“It would be more diplomatic to talk about a full and frank exchange of views.”
“In other words a fight which may or may not result in bloodletting. The only other person I can think of to give me away is Hugh and he’s just too young. I really ought to have a father figure.”
“They’re the only two I can think of as well. You could always have Tom from the garage. I think he’s old enough.”
“You can’t scare me. I like Tom. If I can’t have John, I’ll choose Tom. Aunt Gertrude would approve.”
“All right. I can see why Hugh couldn’t give you away. It would be fun to have Tom though.”
“Look at it another way. John giving me to you is better than anyone else doing it. I think he’s a father figure for both of us. So who’s your best man going to be?”
“It’ll be Hugh. I’m closer to him than anyone else.”
“He’ll be really chuffed and I shall tell Tom he lost by a short head. He’ll love that. Now, shall I see Mrs Thompson about the catering and get her to organise it. I know she’ll rope in the whole village anyway not to mention Mrs Newby and the other cooks from school but I think I’d rather she organised it. I just hope she can get the ingredients for the cake. Two weddings in a year are a bit much. I know we get some extra coupons but it could be difficult.”
“I think you’ll find Mrs Thompson can manage. Just don’t ask too many questions. My guess is that the village trades coupons around according to need.”
“Is that legal?”
“Probably not strictly but if you take the village as a whole, it works out quite well. I know they manage to see that old Mr Watson gets plenty of eggs and milk because he can’t eat solid food. His meat coupons go to someone who has a load of children.”
“Socialism at it’s best!”
“It works in a local community like this with an informal system. It hasn’t worked in Russia.”
“I know and I was half joking. We’d be in Siberia if we lived under Stalin. To get back to the subject. What do I do about money. We said we’d contribute, and we jolly well should, but do I set limits, or what?”
“Mrs Thompson knows we can afford whatever we have to pay so just tell her to make sure that everyone gets paid for what they contribute and that she shouldn’t stint. I’ll get some cash from the bank for you to take with you so she’s not out of pocket and you tell her to come back when she needs more. She’s a business woman so she won’t be embarrassed.”
“All right. I’ll go and see her on Thursday. I’ve no teaching in the morning and I’m well ahead with lesson preparations. I’ve a nasty feeling that half the people won’t accept anything. They’ve known you since you were a little boy and you’re one of their success stories.”
“Then we accept it graciously, thank them and find some quiet way to pay them back without them realising.”
“Good. I wouldn’t want them to think we’re too proud to accept their gifts.”
“Neither would I.”
“I love you to bits, but we’d better get washed up now so I can get back to the Lodge at a reasonable time.”
“Leave it. I’ll do it later and walk you home first.”
“Sure?”
“Yes, I’d rather do that. Shall I go and see Eric and tell him, yes?”
“If you’re sure you want to do it.”
“Yes. I’d be good at the management side of it and the chance to get through to at least a few of the boys would be very satisfying.”
“In that case, go and see him. Oh, and see if you can buy up those shares and give them to Eric and John. They deserve them.”
#57: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Wed Aug 09, 2006 8:19 pm What a wonderful conversation - and a lovely idea, to start a school to complement Polgarth - I'm sure it will be a great success.
Thanks Pat - it's so nice when your universe takes off like this, isn't it?
#58: Author: Kat, Location: Kingston-upon-Thames/SwanseaPosted: Wed Aug 09, 2006 8:31 pm *bows to the deities Lesley and Pat*
#59: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, EnglandPosted: Wed Aug 09, 2006 10:18 pm Am so pleased for Dorothy and Hugh I have been sitting here with a big soppy grin on my face!
Thanks, Pat
#60: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSWPosted: Thu Aug 10, 2006 12:07 am That was a glorious conversation!! The kindergarten and junior school is a brilliant idea, as is the suggestion that Julian becomes Polgarth's administrator.
Thanks Pat
#61: Author: Identity Hunt, Location: UKPosted: Thu Aug 10, 2006 6:18 am Fab updates, Pat !
I am so glad for Dorothy and Hugh
The idea about a Kindergarten is great; I hope it comes to fruition.....
looking forward to more in due course
#62: Author: Nell, Location: London, EnglandPosted: Thu Aug 10, 2006 9:24 am What a wonderful idea! I do love Julian and Mary.
Thank you Pat.
#63: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Thu Aug 10, 2006 6:19 pm Thank you, everybody. To continue -
Mrs Thompson was thrilled to be in charge of the catering and slipped the thick wad of notes Mary offered into her apron pocket with no sign of embarrassment.
“You leave it to me, dear. I’ve already been putting a few bits aside in the hope you’d have it here. We’ve always been fond of Sir Julian. Difficult to believe he was such a sorry specimen when he first came. We used to see a lot of him because he hardly ever went home for holidays and Mr Wheeler used to let him come down to the village on his own, he knew we’d all look out for the lad and he’d come to no harm.
Many’s the time, he’s sat where you are now and talked me silly. It all went over my head and I just listened. A right thinker he was. He’s done a lot of good quietly since he went up in the world, not that he’d ever boast about it and them as got the benefit never knew where it came from. A real Gentleman he is. Let me pour you a cup of tea and we’ll lay plans.”
Once they both had a cup of tea, Mrs Thompson proceeded to get down to business.
“Now what sort of meal are you thinking of?
“Very similar to Dorothy’s I should think. I like the idea of everybody mixing in. If you have a sit down meal, you end up only speaking to the people you came with. If people can serve themselves then the people who’ve done all the work can join in properly as well.”
Mrs Thompson nodded. “My feelings exactly. It might be an idea to have soup as it will be winter. What about guests?”
“Oh, we want everyone to be there. Do you think they’d all come like they did to Dorothy’s.”
“Of course they will. There’ll be a lot of excitement. And will you be having any outsiders?”
“There’ll be some boys staying so I expect some parents will be there. Apart from that, only my mother who is coming the week before and staying with Hugh and Dorothy and then my cousin Alf and his wife will bring my Aunt Ethel. I think they’ll come the night before and we’ll put them at the Polgarth Arms.”
“They could stay here?”
Mary looked doubtful. “Aunt Ethel is the managing kind and Mum’s already having problems with her trying to take over. I’m really worried she’d spoil things for Mum.”
“Every family’s got one dear. My sister Ida is just the same. Best put them in the hotel where they can’t do any harm. You’re Mum lives with her?”
“Yes. She was so upset when George died last year – I don’t think you know but he died out in the East. He was a prisoner of war.”
“Ah. So she gave up her home all quick like?”
“Yes, and it was a mistake. I feel guilty about it because if I’d been at home she wouldn’t have done it.”
“No good looking back. You’d not have met your young man if you had.”
“That’s true, but I do feel a bit guilty all the same. I’d be happier if she had her own place.”
“You could see if she’d move here. If she lived in the village she’d not lack for company and you could see her as often as you like.”
“I never thought of that. She’s lived on the lake all her life though, I’m not sure she’d move.”
“See how she gets on when she comes over for the wedding. Get Sir Julian to bring her down in the mornings and she’ll be right in the thick of it and get to know a few folk as well. You can decide after that whether to ask her to move.”
“She’d love that. I know she’s been disappointed that she couldn’t be involved.”
“The more the merrier. Now, what sort of cake did you have in mind?”
*
“Hugh. Do you have a minute?”
“Yes, Eric, what is it?”
“I’ve had a letter from Doctor Maynard. I think you ought to see it.”
Hugh took the letter and read it quickly, then looked up, his face grave.
“Poor little chap. I gather it’s a big op.”
“You’ve met Billy. What do you think?”
“He was very frail, from what I saw, though I gather he improved a lot later. Poor kid. I’m glad he’s given us a day’s warning before Entwistle gets his letter. I see the op is planned for Thursday, that’s the day after tomorrow – at least that’s not long to wait.
“I suppose all we can do is pray and keep an eye on Entwistle?”
“And the other Inseparables. They’ve all been to the San. Copley and MacDonald went down in the summer. I think I’d better have his letter when it arrives and give it to him to read it in private.”
“Come back to me if you need any help or advice. I’ll be available any time.”
“Thanks. Dorothy’s met him as well. I really don’t want to worry her at the moment, though.”
“You’d better tell her. She’d be pretty upset with you if you didn’t and anything happened.”
“You’re right. I suppose I’d better then.”
“Do what you can for the boys but keep them in school as much as possible no matter how it goes. They have to learn to carry on at times like this. Once Entwistle has read the letter, ask him what he wants to do about the others as he may want you to tell them. Sorry to land this on you, Hugh, but you’re closer to them than anyone. They’re more likely to open up to you than me.”
“I’ve got them for a double period Thursday morning and I think they’ve got Maths after break so I’ll alert John Mason so he doesn’t jump on them if they’re distracted. Upper V have sport in the afternoon so that should work off some of the fretting. I’ll speak to Jack this evening and get him to phone through with a report on Thursday when he can. There’s no use you phoning him in the day time as he is always out and about. I’ll let you know what time.”
*
“I wish I could have gone to see him last weekend.”
“He’d wonder why you had come in term time and it might have worried him.”
“I know.”
“What do you know about the operation?”
“They’ll take bone from his hip, here.” Reg indicated his hip. “Then they sort of wedge it against the vertebrae that are damaged. They put screws in and a metal plate to hold everything steady while it grows together. It means two operations at the same time, that’s partly why it’s so serious. He’s a lot stronger than he was but, even so.”
“Do you understand why they have to do it.”
Reg nodded. “Three of his vertebrae have almost crumbled and sooner or later they’ll slip or collapse completely. Then he’ll be paralysed from there down. You know how the nerves come out between each bone?”
“Sort of. I don’t know what comes out from where.”
“Well the problem is with Thoracic 4, 5 and 6. If they give way and trap the spinal cord, he won’t be able to move his legs - or even feel them."
Reg looked stricken for a moment and then set his features.
“We knew it was going to happen soon and the Doctors are very clever. May I go and write to him and get a letter in the post today. I’ll keep it cheerful.”
“Of course. What about the others? They’ve all met him.”
“I don’t know. They’ll worry.”
“Maybe they have the right to worry. They’d be upset with you if you don’t tell them.”
“ I don’t think I can tell them and not blub. He’s such a little chap.”
“I’ll do it. Go into the Form room and I’ll bring them along. You’ll all be excused from the first period.”
Reg was still chewing the end of his pen when the others arrived, all looking serious and Hanson and Fourakis with red eyes. Each carried a writing pad and Copley had found a big envelope.
“We’ll all write and send one package.” Hanson sat beside Reg and opened his pad.
Hugh went to his desk, pulled out a piece of paper and began to write.
Reg thought it was easier in some ways with his friends round him, all knowing, but in another way it was harder. If they hadn’t known, he would have had to put on a brave face. If you had to act a part, it was easier to shove things to the back of your mind.
When they had all finished and the envelope was addressed and stamped, Hugh looked at them.
“Don’t be defeatist about this and don’t concentrate on things going wrong. I talked to Doctor Maynard last night and he tells me that Billy is much stronger now than he was. They wouldn’t be operating if there wasn’t a good chance of success.”
The six boys nodded.
“It’s your job to carry on with your work and you can leave the Doctors to do the best for him they can.”
It wasn’t an easy day but they got through the lessons somehow. After tea, they were walking up the hill to the fallen tree, when they were joined by Dorothy and Hugh.
“Do you mind?” Dorothy asked. “We couldn’t settle either.”
The boys chorused their acceptance of the company and continued up the hill in silence.
“It’s going to be too cold to sit here for long.” Hanson shivered.
“It will be dark soon as well.” Reg offered with an effort.
“Well it is late November.”
They ran out of things to say.
“Let’s stay for a few minutes just to see all the lights in the valley come on and then go down to the Chapel. That will do him more good than brooding about it.” Dorothy looked to see what the reaction was to her suggestion.
“Good idea, Mrs Douglas. I’ll come. What exactly should we pray for?” as usual Hanson was being practical.
“For the Doctors first of all. We’re sitting here but they’re thinking about what they have to do. It’s harder for them after all.”
“I couldn’t take that responsibility in a month of Sundays! Do you really want to do that Entwistle?”
“Yes.”
“And what if you can’t make someone better?”
“The way Uncle Jack told me, it’s hard but what else can you do? You just have to try or no one would ever get better. You never give up on someone.”
“Like Canning’s leg. I bet they had some go wrong once upon a time but they kept trying.”
“And the way they do it now is better than the first operations as well.”
“Uncle Jack said I should pray for the best for Billy. We don’t know what that is so that’s what we should pray for.”
“It’s got to be that he gets better!”
“It might not be. How can we tell? It’s not just Billy, it’s the whole world.”
“What on earth are you talking about, Dixon.”
Dixon flushed but stuck to his guns. “Look at us, we’re sitting here talking about things like we’ve never done before. That’s all because of Billy. Then there’s what the Doctors learn when the operate on him. They might learn something that will save thousands of lives later. He might get better to the point where there are things he can’t do and he could be unhappy.”
Dorothy and Hugh sat quietly and listened as the six friends forgot their presence and talked earnestly. It was obvious that Entwistle had already thought about the problems facing doctors in this sort of situation but it was a new subject to the others.
When there was a pause, Dorothy stood up. “The lights are coming on across the valley now. Time for us to move.”
None of them ever tired of the view, especially at this time of night. The pale winter sun was about to dip behind the hills to the West and, already lights were twinkling in the valley and, as they watched, began to come on higher up the hill. To the east, the sun’s rays caught the top of the hills turning the dead bracken into a golden glow and above them the first stars were just beginning to peep through the gathering darkness.
Dixon sighed. “It’s like the psalm. ‘I will lift up mine eyes to the hills’.”
“But he’s such a little chap.” Hanson’s voice broke for a moment and then they all set off down the hill to do the only thing they could, to pray.
*
“Good thing we brought torches.”
“No moon tonight. It’s going to be a dark night.”
“I’m glad we went up and found the boys.”
“Thank you for coming with me. I guessed they’d go up to the old tree.”
“I wasn’t going to settle to anything tonight, dear. They’re a strange mix.”
“Good for one another though.”
“Dixon surprised me. He’s always so jolly and yet he’s the one who got to the heart of it. You know them a lot better than I do Hugh, were you surprised?”
“A bit. More surprised that he could actually put it into words than anything. He’s very cagey about what his career plans are but my guess is he’ll end up in the Church.”
“Isn’t he a bit young to be taking that decision?”
“That’s probably why he’s cagey about it. Mind you, he’ll have to take decisions about University soon if he’s going on.”
“I meant to ask you what will happen to Hanson? Will he have to do an extra two years in the Sixth or will he get into University early.”
“He’ll go early. He’s got it all mapped out. If Oxford will take him, he’ll go there and, if not, he’ll get in at Cambridge. You know his father is there?”
“M’mm, and his mother, don’t forget. Why does he want Oxford rather than where his parents are?”
“It’s because he doesn’t want to be in their shadow.”
“Like Stacie was at Oxford.”
“Exactly. He’ll still be young when he graduates so he’s keen to go to America for a few years like his mother. Here, let me shine my torch on the stile while you get over.”
“Thanks. It’s a good job we know this field like the backs of our hands.”
“It’s just as well, there’s no cows in here, either. I hate cleaning cow muck off my shoes.”
“Nearly home.”
“I could do with a cup of tea.”
“Me, too. Let’s sit in the parlour tonight. I know we don’t usually light a fire in there during the week but it would be more cheerful.”
They went indoors and hung up their coats. Dorothy went into the kitchen, riddled the range and made a pot of tea while Hugh lit the fire and the lamps and pulled the curtains in the parlour.
“I hope you’re proud of me. ” Said Hugh when they were settled each side of the fire with their tea.
“Always, dear, but why in particular tonight?”
“I didn’t once ask if you were all right on the way back.”
“You didn’t even point out where the tree roots were or grab my arm on the rough bits.”
“Am I improving?”
“You’re doing wonderfully, dear. I’m glad I can drink tea again. Mary’s dress is lovely.”
“You’ve seen it?”
“Only pictures. I forgot to tell you, she asked if I’d go into Leeds with her on Saturday for the fitting. Mum’s meeting us afterwards for tea in Lewis’s.”
“That’s all right. I’m on duty anyway.”
“Shall I get supper now? It’s a bit early but I’m hungry.”
“You’re always hungry.”
“ Well there’s the little sprat to feed as well, you know.”
“Has John done anything about replacing you?”
“He said he has someone coming to see him next week. I hope he can start after Christmas so I can get him used to our ways.”
“Do you know anything about him.”
“Only that John says he’s trilingual – come to that, I’m not even sure it’s a man. I just assumed it would be.”
“I hope he or she is up to the job.”
“Not as much as I do. It would be very frustrating to have all the progress set back. Mind you, I think Ed would be very careful of that. Nancy starts the little ones off now so at least we can’t lose the head start they get. She’s quite fluent enough for the First and Second Forms Did you know she and Ivy are planning a holiday in France next summer with Charles and Jack?”
“I knew they were thinking of it.”
“It’s pretty definite. They’ll come back a lot more confident.”
Edited after medical advice from Lesley Thanks Lesley!
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#64: Author: Mrs Redboots, Location: London, UKPosted: Thu Aug 10, 2006 6:38 pm Oh, Pat, you made me cry! Partly thinking about a friend who has been in a similar situation to young Billy, although she seems to be going on well now.
Thanks, it was wonderful to read, as always.
#65: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Thu Aug 10, 2006 7:02 pm Wonderful as always - thanks Pat - agree with Hugh about Dixon.
#66: Author: Karoline, Location: Leeds, West YorkshirePosted: Thu Aug 10, 2006 7:22 pm Wonderful as always Pat, I hope Billy pulls through
#67: Author: Jennie, Location: CambridgeshirePosted: Thu Aug 10, 2006 8:21 pm Wonderful, Pat, as always.
#68: Author: Kat, Location: Kingston-upon-Thames/SwanseaPosted: Thu Aug 10, 2006 9:24 pm The conversations between the boys are brilliant - as are Dorothy and Hugh's... and everyone else's!
Really hoping Billy will come through ok *prepares a poking stick for Pat just in case*
Thank you!
#69: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSWPosted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 12:30 am Pat, this was very moving - and however things turn out for Billy, it will be best for him.
Fascinating to see the very different directions in which the Inseparables are moving.
Thank you.
#70: Author: Nell, Location: London, EnglandPosted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 10:00 am Very moving, thank you Pat.
#71: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 5:54 pm Reg woke several times in the night and each time he could hear movement and guessed that others were awake as well though no one spoke.
The next morning, it seemed that the clock was going all too slowly. At half past nine, when the operation was scheduled to start, Mr Douglas gave up all pretence of teaching and suggested a walk.
Movement seemed to help and they strode off down to the river to walk the familiar circuit back by Chaucer. John saw them go by and stopped his marking to offer a prayer, not just for Billy but for wisdom for Hugh and understanding and acceptance for the boys if it should be needed.
The six went into maths and Mr Mason sprang a spot test on them. After a few minutes, they were too busy to brood and, when he released them for lunch, it was a few minutes before they remembered to worry.
“When do you think we will hear?”
Reg shrugged. “I’ve no idea. I know it was planned to take a long while so I shouldn’t think we’ll hear anything till later this afternoon. I vote we go to sports and then meet up at tea time and find Mr Douglas. Come on chaps, lets make the effort.”
*
Reg set off at an easy pace and waited for the rhythm to establish before lengthening his stride and picking up speed. Soon he was climbing easily up the first slopes of the moors, breathing easily, his stride even. It was good to be alone for a while, to sort out his thoughts.
For the first time, he thought of Billy’s parents. His Mum would be there, he was sure of that. She’d be staying in the visitor’s flat. He wasn’t that sure about his Father though. He hadn’t been for ages because it upset him to see Billy ill. That sounded selfish to Reg and he’d said as much to Uncle Jack who disagreed. Not everyone could cope with illness and sometimes visitors got so upset that they had to ask them not to come again because it upset the patients.
He hoped he had come, though. Billy had sounded sad that his Dad didn’t come. Surely he could manage to put a brave face on things for Billy’s sake, just this once.
There, just the steep scramble and he’d be at the top.
*
“Well, what did he say?” Anne Hatcherd called from the kitchen.
“Let me get my coat off first!”
A moment later Albert appeared in the doorway and Anne poured him a cup of tea.
“Thanks.”
Anne sat on the other side of the table and picked up her own cup.
“Well?”
“He gave me a right old telling off for not going regularly.”
“Quite right too.”
“All right don’t rub it in. I did point out to him that he had said there was nothing they could do.”
“And what did he say to that?”
“That he meant at that moment.”
“Why didn’t he say what he meant then.”
“That’s what I said!”
“Come on. You’re stalling. You promised you’d tell me everything.”
”He sent me to the hospital for x-rays. That’s why I’ve been so long.”
“So he thinks it is moving?”
“Possibly. That’s why he wants to check. The pain means a bit could pressing against my ribcage.”
“And if it is?”
“I didn’t ask. Don’t look so exasperated, there’s no use discussing it till we know exactly what’s going on, that’s just borrowing trouble.”
“You’re right of course. It’s just … well, I do worry and it’s no use you telling me not to.”
Albert reached for her hand. “I’m sorry. I’ve not been easy to live with since I got back.”
“I’m just so glad you came back. We’ll work it through, just so long as we do it together. Two are stronger than one, you know.”
“I’ve not been very strong this couple of years. You’ve had to prop me up at every turn.”
“Perhaps it was my turn. If you hadn’t been strong when my sister died, I don’t know how I’ve have got through. You have been strong though – just not prepared to let me in.”
“I’ll try to, love.”
“That’s all I ask.”
“I’ve been thinking.”
“Now you have got me worried.”
“I wondered if, perhaps, I should do a bit less at the shop. Now Jack’s boy is home again, he’s showing an interest and working with us. I think Jack hopes he’ll take over some day.”
“I’m sorry.” Anne’s eyes filled with tears.
“No, lass. Our Tom had other ideas than the shop and I’d not have made the mistake my father made with me. He wouldn’t have joined us, even if he had lived.”
“I still miss him.”
“We both do and always will I should think. Buck up, old girl. Think about Dorothy and the new baby instead.”
“All right Granddad.”
“That’ll take some getting used to. It might be the thought of the new baby that made me consider cutting back. We’ve worked all our lives and it’s time to take things a bit easier and spend more time together. Perhaps go off on holidays now and then. We could pop over to Polgarth for the odd day as well.”
“What about money? You wouldn’t take as much from the business?”
“We’ve a bit saved and I’ve got my war pension. The house is ours so we’ve no rent to pay. Jack and I have talked a bit about the future and, if Ted takes to it, Jack would like to buy me out when I retire anyway. Don’t forget he’s younger than me.”
“Could he afford to?”
“It would have to be in stages but he’s got a bit put by. I think the idea of bringing Ted into ownership quickly is part of what he wants. It would tie him in. While you were working all hours at the shop, Jack’s wife was earning quite good money right through the war and Ted’s got no commitments, he lives at home.”
“I didn’t mind working, in fact, I enjoyed it more than I thought I would. Why don’t you go ahead and talk again about it. Mind you get it all tied up legally though. I’ve seen what happens to families when they fall out over business.”
“Don’t worry. If he’s still willing, we’ll talk to the accountant first. The tax system is so complicated now that we’d have to have everything laid out in black and white. If we can agree something, I’d like to get it sorted fairly quickly. I’m hoping there’s a way to do it so I gradually do less hours. I’m not really ready to stop altogether yet.”
*
When Reg arrived back at the sports field, he reported to the Games Prefect, who ticked him off his list after noting the time and then escaped with the excuse that Mr Douglas wanted to see him.
MacDonald was in the changing rooms, sporting the beginnings of a black eye.
“Good game?” asked Reg as he slipped out of his singlet and shorts.
“We won. I scored two tries and converted one.”
Reg ducked into the shower and called over the noise of the water, “Good for you. My time was a bit slow today. Have you seen any of the others?”
“Hanson’s uniform has gone so he must have come in early. The others are still out.”
Reg emerged from the shower and grabbed his towel. “Do you want to go ahead. There’s going to be an awful scrimmage in here shortly.”
“See you in the form room.”
Reg was not far behind him, and left just as the other three arrived with about a dozen other boys.
“Hanson and Macdonald have gone up. Hurry up you lot.”
Not waiting for a reply, he shot off, walking at a pace which verged on running and would have earned him a sharp rebuke had he been caught. He burst into the form room and his face fell as he saw only Hanson and MacDonald waiting.
“No word?”
“Mr Douglas caught me on the stairs and said he’d be in his study and we should fetch him when we’re all here. He said Jimmy is back on the ward but he’ll give us the details all together. Are the others in yet.”
“Yes just going into the changing rooms as I left. They were a bit ahead of the crowd so they shouldn’t be long.”
They waited for the others, who appeared still in various stages of untidiness. Copley was still tying his tie as he came in and Fourakis appeared with his thick black hair standing on end and proceeded to comb it while Hanson told them what he knew already.
Reg had left the room immediately the others arrived and was soon knocking on Mr Douglas’s study door. Mr Douglas said he would be down in a minute and Reg left, guessing that he was avoiding questions till all the boys were together.
“Doctor Maynard rang as soon as he could. The operation went fairly smoothly, though the bones were actually more damaged than they had thought from the x-rays. That means they had to get out some of the damaged bone before it crumbled completely and extend the fusion up and down a bit further than they hoped to get bone good enough to hold the screws and they put in a longer plate as well spanning the bad bones and a bit beyond. They were prepared for this but it does mean the operation took longer than hoped and that is not a good thing, of course.
He’s back on the ward but fully sedated at present and they’re obviously doing everything they can.”
“So how long will it be before we know if it’s a success?”
“That he couldn’t tell me, Hanson. He’s a very poorly little boy but he’s through the first stage. It now depends on how his heart stands up to the shock of the operation and if there’s any damage to the spinal cord.”
“Is his mother there?”
“Yes Entwistle. Doctor Maynard said you’d ask that. He also told me to tell you that his father is as well.”
“Good.”
“Did you really think they might not be?” Copley sounded horrified.
“It’s been a bit difficult for them. His mother got really discouraged when he didn’t seem to be getting better and she got so upset she couldn’t face coming often. His Dad got too upset to come at all after a while. I think it’s over a year since he visited. They’re quite poor as well and it costs a lot to keep travelling down from London.”
“That’s awful. He’s their son!”
“I thought that at first but Uncle Jack said it does happen sometimes. A lot of people find hospitals frightening and they don’t really understand what’s going on however much you try to explain. They just can’t cope.”
“Entwistle’s right. When I was in hospital after my crash, there were people who didn’t get visitors for that very reason. I remember one wife fainting just inside the Ward door. She did it three times before she gave up. They are both there now though so Billy has that comfort.”
“Can you guess how long it will be before he’s well enough for us to stop worrying?” Hanson asked and they all looked at Reg for an answer.
“I don’t know much more than you do. I know they keep patients sedated sometimes for a couple of days after an op like this. He’ll have a plaster cast on to stop him moving his back but they won’t want him moving anything else just yet. They bring them out of it slowly so that they can check things like reactions in his legs and things like that before he wakes right up as he’ll have to be on strong painkillers for a while. As for stopping worrying, every day is a step on the way and they say the first three are the most critical.”
“We just have to keep praying and hoping. Doctor Maynard has promised to phone every day at about four o’clock so if meet here each day then I’ll tell you whatever I hear. Oh, and he said that Billy was really pleased with the letters, they arrived in time and he read them before he went to theatre.”
“Four o’clock at the weekend as well?”
Hugh nodded. “I’m on duty Saturday anyway and I’ll come up Sunday.”
“Thank you, Sir.”
*
“Hello Julian. What brings you here?”
“Good news I hope. I’ve talked it over with Mary and I’ll take on both the jobs you asked me to.”
“That’s good news indeed. Both John and I spend far too much time on administration and, if I’m honest, we neither of us like it. You’ve got a grasp of the broader picture anyway as you’ve done a lot of the dealings with the bank and so on. You know enough to be able to make some sensible plans for the future as well. Every decision for the last few years has been the result of a crisis.”
“I’ll get it ratified by the other Governors over the next few days and I’ll start officially after Christmas. Is there a room I could use as an office? If we could get all the paperwork in one place before Christmas that would speed things up.”
“What about that small room off the main hall? It’s one we used to use for coaching but we haven’t needed it for at least a year.”
“That will do very well. It means if I’m seeing suppliers, they can just come straight in.”
“Have you told John?”
“No, I’m calling there next. Any more news on that little lad?”
“No. Jack Maynard said he’d phone every day around four o’clock.”
“I’ll get the latest from Hugh and Dorothy tomorrow then. Sorry it’s a short visit but I promised John a chinwag tonight and we don’t seem to get many chances at the moment.”
#72: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern USPosted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 6:29 pm Lots and lots to catch up on.
Especially enjoyed Jack's reactions to Reg's concern -- the Jo-Anna interactions -- Dorothy's training of Hugh -- all the little moments -- um, might as well just say everything. Nice to see plans to keep Mary & Julian around Polgarth as well.
*Tense over Billy, with the rest of the world*
edited for mixed-up names
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#73: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 6:37 pm Pleased the op appears to have gone well - but still holding my breath. Glad that Dorothy's Dad has finally seen the doc and that the two of them are planning their retirement.
Thanks Pat.
#74: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, EnglandPosted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 10:08 am *hoping that Billy makes a good recovery from his op*
Thanks, Pat
#75: Author: Kat, Location: Kingston-upon-Thames/SwanseaPosted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 3:21 pm At least Billy has come through the op itself...
Thanky Pat!
#76: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, KentPosted: Sat Aug 12, 2006 6:18 pm Thanks, Pat. It is nice to be able to gloat! I guessed after the post on the 3rd of August. I have been away though since the post I could gloat about was posted. I hope things will go ok for Billy and I really like Mary's idea about the new school.
#77: Author: Jennie, Location: CambridgeshirePosted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 1:24 pm Thanks, Pat. This is such a wonderful universe, I need more of it every day!
#78: Author: Nell, Location: London, EnglandPosted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 9:52 am Thank you Pat.
#79: Author: Vikki, Location: Sitting on an iceberg, freezing to death!!!Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 3:32 pm Thanks Pat! Have just caught up on LOTS of posts. Hurrah for Dorothy and Hugh's baby, and fingers crossed that Billy will be okay.
#80: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 5:48 pm Four o’clock on the Friday saw the inseparables waiting anxiously for more news. As soon as they heard Mr Douglas’s unmistakeable steps in the corridor they stood up.
“Sit down boys. We’ve just had the latest. Billy had a bit of a problem with his heart in the night and they had to give him some drugs to help it. He came through that all right and is holding his own.
It does happen sometimes after an operation but if it happens again, it may mean the heart is weakened or damaged. He just doesn’t know at the moment.”
“Thank you for giving it to us straight, Sir.”
*
“Thank you for coming with me, Dorothy. I really don’t trust someone who has made the dress to say whether it’s right or not – let’s face it she’s hardly likely to say it looks awful, is she!”
“I’m looking forward to the day out. Saturday in Leeds with a girl friend seems like old times to me. We’ll have a nice lunch and look round the shops. Not that they’ll have much in them. It’s all very well having coupons but there’s nothing to buy anyway.”
“I’m afraid Julian is very pessimistic about that. He wonders if Atlee has aimed too high with the National Health Service and all the plans for rebuilding when the country is almost bankrupt.”
“If they hadn’t done it straight away, it wouldn’t have happened. There’d always have been a reason for putting it off. I’m all in favour of what they’re doing, I was just having a moan.”
“So am I and Julian is in favour in principle. He’s just horribly realistic about things, like how much it will cost. He doesn’t think the Government realise that people will actually start going to the Doctor with things they used to treat at home, let alone all the people who don’t go to the dentist and the opticians now because they can’t afford it.”
“Surely they’ve taken that into account.”
“Julian doesn’t think they have sufficiently. They’re not increasing the number of doctors or hospitals, you know. They don’t know how ordinary people live and take their advice from the so called ‘experts’. He says that’s one of the things that put him off his old job. When it comes to it, Politicians only hear what they want to.”
*
Julian met the postman at the door. “Thanks Terry. You’ll be glad to hear you won’t need to come up here after Christmas. I’ll be at Polgarth each day so you can drop ours off with the Douglas’s.”
“If you don’t mind, it would save a bit of time. Mind you, if some of the farmers are right, we won’t get through anyway. They are downright gloomy about the winter.”
“Let’s hope they’re wrong.”
“They’re not always right so we’ll hope. I’ll be off then.”
“All right. I’ll probably see you Monday.”
Julian sorted through the letters as he went upstairs to his study and found the one he had been waiting for.
Sitting down at his large old fashioned desk, he opened it and spread the papers out. At last.
Mrs Fowler had agreed to sell her shares and he had duly notified the other Governors of this, telling them that he would buy them all unless they wanted to put in an offer.
Included in the official letters to the two younger Governors, Clive Borrows and Samuel Adams, was a note explaining what he intended to do and asking if they would support him. He knew that if they didn’t he wouldn’t stand a chance. As he expected, they were in favour so, once the older Governors had said they did not want to buy any, he had gone ahead and bought the shares.
It was then a simple matter to notify the Governors of his intention to dispose of the recently acquired shares and his reasoning. From what he had heard from Clive Borrows, there had been outraged letters sent to the two younger Governors by the two fossils, who Clive had irreverently nicknamed ‘Barker’ and ‘Whiner’.
Clive seemed amused by this and pointed out in a letter to all Governors that, if anyone disagreed, the correct procedure was to do so formally, stating reasons. He added that, while as a Lawyer, he could not see any legal impediment to issuing shares to members of staff, if any Governor wished to challenge this, he was free to call an Extraordinary General Meeting which would be scheduled at a convenient date at Polgarth as stated in the Articles of Association.
This brought a reluctant agreement from Barker and Whiner who knew when they were beaten. Julian had decided not to pass on Mary’s offer to kiss Clive but had taken her suggestion and invited both Samuel and Clive to the wedding.
Julian had already primed his own Lawyers to prepare the documents needed to transfer the shares to Eric and John and it was only three days since he had given instructions to forward them for signature. Now he could go ahead.
He sifted through the rest of the post till he came to a letter from his Bank in London. Curious, he opened it and discovered that they had just realised that he had a second deposit box at their premises as well as the one he had transferred to Leeds and did he wish to retain it. They awaited his esteemed instructions etc., etc.
“Damn. That means a trip to London. What on earth is in it?”
He opened his desk drawer and took out a bunch of seldom used keys and sorted through them. Yes, here was one with the bank’s code on it. He shelved the issue and continued through the pile.
Well, they said everything happened in threes. A letter from the Agents who were selling the flat with a higher offer than he had expected.
“Damn.” He said again. “Mary will kill me.”
Then the funny side of it struck him and he laughed. He’d repeatedly told her it was difficult to get rid of money once you had more than enough and she’d suggested that there should be a branch of physics set up to study the matter.
He did realise that, despite her jokes, she was finding the thought of being very rich rather daunting. Not for the first time, he regretted his background – much better to be poor and have a happy family life than rich and alone in the world. He wasn’t alone now though and the thought made him feel warm inside. They would work it through – though he hoped there were no more revelations to come.
For the first time, he wished he had a phone installed. He wanted to arrange to see Eric and John as soon as possible and get everything signed to transfer the shares. Well that would have to wait. There was a house to clean today.
Anyone who had known Julian in his previous life would have been amazed and probably horrified to see him sweeping and dusting but he took an enormous satisfaction in it and a couple of hours saw him looking round with pride.
Apart from his bookshelves which had somehow extended into the parlour, the landing and the spare bedroom – not counting the books piled on the kitchen table - it was sparsely furnished at present. He was glad now that he had waited because he wanted Mary to feel it was her home and they were starting to choose things together. Already a small oak table stood in the window with a vase of dried flowers displayed on it and there was a lovely but sadly neglected armchair waiting in the spare bedroom for Mary to recover in the New Year.
As he sat at the kitchen table with a well earned cup of tea, he suddenly remembered what was in the deposit box. His mother’s jewellery, of course! He’d bowed to the wishes of his Lawyer to hold on to them as a tangible investment after his father died. For the third time that morning he swore. He couldn’t really remember what she had but they must have been worth a fair bit for the Lawyer to call them an investment. Perhaps he had better sell them and set up a Cats’ Home with the proceeds. He decided to shelve the matter till after the wedding.
His mind went back to the installation of the telephone. Why not? And why not have electricity laid on to both the cottages at the same time. After all, the mains reached as far as Chaucer so it was only about half a mile away. He could get it laid on to the Farm at the same time. That would help the Newbys as at present they relied on a generator for the pasteurisation.
He’d talk to Mary this evening. Better not tell her it would increase the value of the cottages, though.
*
The Inseparables were waiting in the form room when Hugh arrived at five past four.
“Sorry I’m late. Doctor Cartwright was dealing with some errant fourth formers and had to send them out when the phone call came through and then have them back in again to finish them off, which I gather he did very effectively to judge by their faces as they came out again.
Billy is much the same. There have been no more crises but he is still weak. They still have him sedated and really, they can’t say any more. We just have to go on waiting.”
Thanking Hugh, the six filed out of the room looking subdued.
*
“It’s a lovely dress Mum. It has quite a low neck – Mary can wear things like that, I’m too flat chested.”
“That will probably rectify itself in the next few months.”
“So it will. Now there’s a nice bonus.”
“What length are you having?”
“I’ve taken a leaf out of Dorothy’s book and it’s not right to the floor. I agreed it was dangerous on that long walk down the aisle. It’s a bit longer than Dorothy’s though. I may be better endowed above the waist but my legs are quite short and, with the size of my hips, a short dress sticks out like a lampshade, so I’ve chosen a length almost to the ankles.”
“Don’t put yourself down, dear. You’ve got a lovely figure.”
“Thank you Mrs Hatcherd but I’m a realist. Low neck, yes. Short skirt, no.”
Anne and Dorothy laughed.
“How’s Dad?”
“He went to the Doctor this week.”
“How did you manage that?”
“Just plain old nagging.”
“What did he say?”
“He sent him for an x-ray to see what’s going on, if anything. We’ll know more next week. I’ve got some good news for you as well, thanks to the baby.”
Dorothy looked down at her stomach. “Did you hear that little sprat? Grandma said thank you. Go on then, what is the news?”
“He’s decided to cut down on work.”
“That’s splendid. What will that mean as far as the business goes? I thought the agreement was that they both work full time.”
“Your cousin Ted is interested in gradually buying your Dad out. I think it will be Jack putting up the money, mind. He’s keen for Ted to take over eventually.”
“So he’ll work in proportion to his share?”
“Something like that. It will gradually go down over the next five years or so – unless Jack comes up with all the money earlier than that.”
“That’s really good news. I like the idea of him retiring a bit at a time as well. It means he won’t suddenly find he has nothing to do. I say Mum, we’re going to have to go for our train. We have to get this one because Julian is picking us up from the Station. I didn’t realise we’d been here an hour.”
“So we have. It was lovely to see you Dorothy. And you, Mary. I’ve enjoyed hearing about the dress.”
“Oops. I nearly forgot! Here’s your wedding invitation and a letter from Mrs Thompson.”
“Oh my dear, that’s so kind. We’d love to come. Now shoo, you two. I’ll get the bill or you’ll miss your train.”
“Thanks, Mum. My treat next time.”
The two girls kissed Anne and set off at a good pace for the escalator. By walking briskly, they caught their train and were soon on their way home. Julian was waiting at the station and, once they were in the car, Mary’s first question was about news of Billy.
“No change.” He said as he drove round the Square. “Sorry, there’s no more detail.”
“Is that good or bad?”
“Hugh seemed to think that it’s not very good. The next twenty four hours should decide it.”
There was silence in the car for the rest of the journey back to the cottage as all three thought about a little boy at the other end of the country.
*
Jo looked up from her sewing. “Well?”
Jack shook his head. “No change. I talked to Mr Wilkinson and he says he is going to stay tonight.”
“Oh, Jack. Does that mean he’s expecting the worst.”
“We really don’t know. He says he’ll talk to the parents this evening. If Billy’s heart does get any worse, he needs to know whether they want him to try the stronger drugs again. His pulse is no weaker at the moment, that’s the most positive thing we can say. It could go either way.”
“Who is with his parents?”
“Mrs Wilkinson is going up before he talks to them. She’ll sit with them through the night.”
“So tonight is the key.”
“Yes, probably. They need to bring him round tomorrow.”
“What did you tell Eric?”
“I left it a bit vague. Weak but no change.”
“Reg will see through that.”
“Do you think so?”
“Definitely.”
“At least he’ll be prepared if it comes to it. I’m glad Canning has gone home. He was really protective of Billy and it could have upset him badly.”
“I’ll get our rosary beads.”
“Yes, please.”
#81: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 6:27 pm So much to comment upon...
Love Julian swearing at the fact that, try as he may, he can't stop making money.
Pleased Mary and Dorothy visited Dorothy's parents
Worried about Billy - it's not looking good
Joey's comment about the Rosary beads
Thanks Pat, excellent as always.
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#82: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, KentPosted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 7:23 pm Thanks, Pat. I am definitely wibbling about Billy.
#83: Author: Jennie, Location: CambridgeshirePosted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 7:26 pm Thanks, Pat. Joining the wibblers.
Loud Hint: [b]Billy deserves a chance.[/b]
#84: Author: Carolyn P, Location: Lancaster, EnglandPosted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 9:42 pm Thanks Pat, that was a lovely episode, and left me with goosebumps wondering what will happen.
#85: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 6:21 pm The white walls were barely visible by the cold light of the stars, as the great structure settled for the night like a huge bird, it’s outstretched wings curving protectively round it’s precious burden.
As the building slowly drifted to sleep, lights were extinguished and the vast array of windows became a multitude of closed eyes, blinking occasionally as nurses moved around the wards by flashlight.
One bright light remained at the heart where a drowsy porter sat at the big Reception desk, hoping there would be no calls. A call would mean a problem and he knew there was a vigil being kept this night.
Gradually silence fell except for the sporadic muttering of a patient dreaming; a creaking bedspring; a cough, sounding louder in the silence; the soft footsteps of a nurse.
On the Third floor, light showed in one window. In the room a small boy lay on a metal framed bed, wrapped in plaster from hips to shoulders. His face was white and gaunt, his eyes closed. A stand by the bed held a bottle of liquid with a tube descending, reaching the needle in his thin arm.
Drip, drip, drip.
The metered flow continued, seemingly endlessly. Every now and then, an attentive nurse checked the bottle and made a note on her clip pad.
From time to time, there was a quiet murmur of voices as the two doctors monitored the boy’s pulse and blood pressure and then conferred.
Sister Heywood waited to one side, motionless, poised for the call to action should it come. Her eyes were fixed on the boy. She had stood here before, and would doubtless do so again. She was watching a thin pulse beating in his neck as if she could compel it to continue and strengthen by her very gaze. When, occasionally, it missed a beat the intensity of her eyes seemed to increase until the rhythm returned.
Drip, drip, drip.
A quiet woman, who had once waited where Sister Heywood now stood, watched silently from her chair set at the back of the room. Now she was the wife of the surgeon who had brought Billy this far. If things went well, this would be just one more sleepless night in many and she would count it well spent
If things went badly, hers would be the task of helping the grieving parents to cope through the first intensity of their loss, before handing them over to the Almoner who would help them with the practical details which would have to be faced.
Then she would go home and listen quietly while her husband recounted all he had done and tried.
She would contain her own anguish at the death of a child - for she loved children and it was a grief to her that she had none - while he castigated himself for what he might have done differently.
She would hold him close while he ranted against the dread disease which still claimed so many lives. Only when he had dropped off to an uneasy sleep would she allow her tears to fall.
Twice the nurse brought another bottle to Sister and she checked it and signed the clip pad.
Twice the nurse removed an empty bottle from the stand, replaced it with a full one and resumed her watch.
Drip, drip, drip.
Once there was flurry of activity as the boy’s breathing became jagged and his heart beat irregularly. Then the pulse steadied and silence fell again, apart from the steady drip, drip, drip.
A small, worn woman sat beside the bed, holding the boy’s hand and stroking his forehead, heedless of the tears streaming down her cheeks.
Behind her, his hand on her shoulder, stood a man, his clothing threadbare, his thin face grief-stricken and despairing as he gazed on the fragile body of his only child.
Drip, drip, drip.
The faintest sliver of the new moon, gradually rose through the bare trees and into the open sky, its pale glimmer lit up the white walls of the building and was reflected in the multitude of windows. A few restless patients saw the pale light and drifted off into sleep, comforted by its appearance.
In the small room next to Sister’s office, where a thoughtless lad had once told Jimmy Canning that boys went to die, no one noticed the moon as the hour drew near when all creation waited, hushed, in hope of a new dawn.
Drip, drip, drip.
The pulse slowed. The breathing became barely perceptible.
A third bottle was raised on the stand.
The thin pulse was missing a beat more often now, beating more slowly. The breathing was shallower.
At 5.04 am on the 24th day of November 1946, Billy’s heart fluttered for the last time and stopped beating.
Sorry.
#86: Author: Caroline OSullivan, Location: Reading, Berkshire, UKPosted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 6:26 pm
Sending hugs to Pat - that must have been so hard to write.
Caroline
x
#87: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 6:43 pm No words.
#88: Author: Chelsea, Location: Your ImaginationPosted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 7:07 pm
#92: Author: Elder in Ontario, Location: Ontario, CanadaPosted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 7:37 pm Pat, I haven't commented earlier on this really moving section, because I was hoping against hope for a better outcome, despite the hint which was so clear in one of Hugh's comments.
This 'end' was so simply and so beautifully written - that night watch in the silent hospital, and the gradual descent, as night turned into morning, was all almost palpable - and so sad. It must indeed have been hard to write.
I will be interested to see how the boys accept it - I suspect that Reg, at least, will be sad, too, but not too surprised.
Thank you.
#93: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern USPosted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 7:56 pm I was afraid of that.
So glad he & Reg got to fly the kite first.
#94: Author: Sugarplum, Location: second star to the right!Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 8:00 pm That was so powerful and so sad. Thank you Pat. It was beautiful.
#95: Author: Alex, Location: Cambs, UKPosted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 8:50 pm Dammit Pat I'm crying now.
I hope Billy is flying kites now.
#96: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, KentPosted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 9:01 pm Thanks, Pat. That must have been so hard to write - you got the scene just right.
#97: Author: Vikki, Location: Sitting on an iceberg, freezing to death!!!Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 9:03 pm Pat!
Have you borrowed Georgia from Pim?
Poor little Billy.
#98: Author: Carolyn P, Location: Lancaster, EnglandPosted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 10:07 pm That was beautifully written Pat, and was not unexpected although unhoped for.
You drew the scene perfectly, thank you.
#99: Author: Karry, Location: Stoke on TrentPosted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 8:23 am Oh!
Gosh!
*i must read this before the rest of staff come in- - getting strange looks as tears roll down cheeks!*
#100: Author: Nell, Location: London, EnglandPosted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 9:20 am In tears.
Thank you Pat.
#101: Author: Mrs Redboots, Location: London, UKPosted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 11:18 am I was afraid that was going to happen - but you wrote it so well! Thank you.
#102: Author: MaryR, Location: CheshirePosted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 6:40 pm Beautifully written, leaving me hushed.
Thank you, Pat.
#103: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 7:10 pm Thank you for all the kind comments and to people who contacted me as well. I really didn't want it to happen but, no matter how I tried, the story just wouldn't progress if Billy lived - I did try and even wrote right up to Christmas before deleting it all and giving in. Once I accepted it, I just steamed ahead again.
Hugh stood outside the Refectory as the boys streamed out from breakfast. He had no need to call the Inseparables to him. The expressions on their faces showed that they knew why he was there. Silently, they followed him to their form room and waited for what they knew was coming.
“It doesn’t seem fair. He’d not done anyone any harm. Why should he die?”
MacDonald sounded more outraged that upset.
“Neither had my little sister! I thought now the war is over everything would be all right.” Copley said, nearly in tears.
“Uncle Jack calls what he does a war against disease. Perhaps it’s not so different.”
“I can’t believe it. Perhaps I’ve been lucky ‘cos no one in my family died during the war, but I knew Billy and he’s gone and I’ll never see him again.”
Not for the first time, Hugh felt sorry for Hanson. He might be as clever intellectually as his sixteen year old friends but he was still only fourteen.
*
Doctor Cartwright came to the altar rail and his clear, firm voice carried to every corner of the chapel.
“I have some sad news for you. Many of you know of Billy, a boy at the San down in Armishire,. A couple of days ago he underwent a major operation and this morning he died. He died peacefully and never regained consciousness.”
There was a stir in the Chapel and a few gasps. Most of the boys had seen snaps of the boys on the ward and Billy’s story had been one of the triggers for the Kite Club to become involved with the boys at the San. The Inseparables sat with blank faces as Dr Cartwright made the announcement.
“I’m sure you are thinking ‘Why?’ and some of you are feeling angry that this should happen to a little boy who has done no one any harm. Some of you are probably thinking that God should not let this happen. I don’t have any easy answers, any more than I ever have when someone dies before their time.
Many of you lost relatives in the war and you have all seen the Honours Board with the long list of names of Old Boys who were killed fighting for a better world. Part of that better world we hope for is that boys like Billy can get the treatment they need quickly and that Scientists can have the money they need to search for a cure.
You can’t blame God for the fact that some people are too poor to seek a Doctor’s help when they need it – that is the fault of mankind. We, who have an abundance and never go short of care when we need it, make choices about what we do with our money and our time. Our choices affect many children like Billy so I want you to remember what I am saying today.
You can choose to make a difference. Some of you may become Doctors or Scientists and work directly towards finding cures for disease. Some of you will become Teachers and you can make sure that the children you teach learn as much as possible so they can earn the money they need to support their families. Yet others of you will be lawyers – you can work for justice for all.
More importantly, whatever work you do, you can still make a difference by your actions as citizens of your country and the world. We fought the Nazis because they didn’t value the poor and the weak – they labelled some people as inferior and that is an abomination. Many thousands of people died to give us the chance to build a future in which everyone has a fair chance of life and opportunities.
In a way, the war is not ended until we have reached that goal. I hope and pray that none of you have to go and fight with guns but we are all at war – war against disease, poverty, prejudice.
Let us now pray – for Billy’s parents, for the Doctors who are in the front line of the battle against disease, for ourselves, that we may find a way to make a difference.”
*
“How much of that will the boys remember?” wondered Dorothy as she and Hugh walked down the hill from Chapel with Julian.
“Snippets here and there.” Hugh said thoughtfully. “At least some of them will remember. Do you think so, Julian?”
“They may not remember consciously but if it goes in at all, it’s there when they need it. I think you have to take it on trust that it does at least some good – otherwise everything we do here is wasted and I don’t honestly believe it is.”
“I remember Madame that’s telling us in 1938 to be brave. We didn’t really understand and a lot of the younger girls just let it flow over their heads I did remember later though, when the Anschluss came and right through the war, and it helped. He was such a little chap.” Said Dorothy sadly.
*
As Reg repeated, again and again, the reasoning Uncle Jack and Phoebe had given for carrying on trying to make someone better even when things seemed hopeless, he found to his surprise that he believed what he was saying. While a deeply buried part of him wanted to scream against the injustice of Billy’s death, to wail and shout against a God who could allow such things, reason prevailed and, against all odds, his faith was strengthened. His friends’ needs were more important than his own uncertainty and he rose to the challenge, developing a maturity and confidence which would stand him in good stead in the struggles he would face in his chosen career and in life itself.
Hanson’s voice began to break and it seemed almost a symbol of his emotional growth as he battled with his first experience of the death of someone he knew, endlessly wanting details and explanations, struggling to understand, to find an answer which would satisfy his scientific mind.
For Copley, this little boy’s death brought back memories of his sister and mother dying and Hugh watched him anxiously in case he reverted to his previous withdrawal. Instead, it seemed that the two years of coping with his own loss had given him a quiet strength on which the others leaned.
Fourakis, written to him every week since the day he met Billy, wept unashamedly in the manner of his Greek heritage and Hugh was reminded of the Italian neighbours of his childhood who had expressed their emotions openly, only to be scorned by the British obsession with keeping a stiff upper lip. To his relief, the other five boys respected the difference in Fourakis’s reaction. As Hugh and Dorothy had discussed a long while ago, the British way was not always the best.
MacDonald was, quite simply, enraged. A little kid, no older than one of his younger brothers, had been snuffed out. A little kid who would never grow up, never feel the thrill of running full pelt down a rugger pitch, never throw himself over the touch line to find himself in glory. A world where that could happen made no sense!
Billy would never scramble to the top of a hill, sweating with exertion and throw himself on the soft grass to get his breath back, lying there, looking at the clouds scudding by overhead . . . . .
. . . As he was doing now with no memory of the climb. It seemed wrong that he could feel the weak November sun on his face, the breeze ruffling his hair when Billy couldn’t see the sun or feel the breeze and never would again.
He could see the cheerful little face now, smiling as he thanked MacDonald and Copley for flying their kites on the lawn in the summer.
Gradually, he became aware that there was a bird singing somewhere up above but try as he might, he couldn’t see it. A skylark, singing insistently. He remembered Entwistle telling him that they could sing for hours without stopping.
He was not given to a love of poetry – sissy stuff, mostly – but some lines about the skylark popped into his head from the previous term when they had been studying Shelley.
‘ We look before and after,
And pine for what is not:
Our sincerest laughter
With some pain is fraught;
Our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought.’
He lay, listening to the lark, feeling the gentle warmth of the sun on his face. Tears he would scorn to shed in public leaked from his closed eyelids to be dried by the breeze.
A cloud passed across the sun and the wind suddenly felt chill. Climbing to his feet, he scrubbed his face with his hanky and set off down the hill to join his friends.
Dixon, who had thought himself secure in his faith in a benevolent God, who had spoken assuredly of not assuming that recovery was the ‘best’ outcome for Billy, was shaken.
Suddenly he realised that he had, deep down, been sure that Billy would be made well. Prayer, which had come easily before, seemed pointless. Perhaps he should have prayed for Billy’s recovery? It was what he wanted, after all. Would it – could it – have made a difference?
Hugh watched, reading between the lines and trying to be available but let them work this through. These boys would be men soon and they were visibly growing up before his eyes. For a few days, their work fell off its usual peak and he wondered if he should talk to them about the need to carry on but Eric was quite sanguine about their reaction so he waited. Then, gradually, in fits and starts, they began to concentrate again – though Hugh knew there were many unanswered questions which would surface later.
*
The Inseparables were not the only ones affected. On the Saturday following Billy’s death, no one flew a kite. Reg had painted too graphic a picture of Billy’s joy at holding the reel for a few brief moments at half term.
*
It wasn’t often nowadays that she felt insecure and uncertain but today butterflies the size of vampires were rampaging round her middle.
How long was it since she first met Julian? It was 1929 and he was a young junior diplomat of about 27 – a mere lad and woefully inadequate socially. There was something about him, though. She could hardly remember what it was – a keen mind and a willingness to listen and learn. He was an idealist, too – rare in political circles.
Strange, that she should now be nervous about getting to know his new fiancée who was just the age he had been when she first met him. She’d met Mary at Dorothy’s wedding – a gauche tomboy was her first impression. She laughed to herself – much as she had been when she first met Hubert. The similarity calmed her. Poor Mary. She must be dreading this meeting with Julian’s older and rather eccentric friend.
*
“You’re very quiet.”
“Sorry. To be honest, I’m a bit nervous about meeting Aunt Gertrude.”
“You met her at Hugh and Dorothy’s wedding, didn’t you?”
“I didn’t get to know her and I wasn’t marrying her friend then.”
“You’ll find her very sympathetic to your plight.”
“My plight? That sounds ominous. Is there by any chance something you haven’t told me - a dramatic change at full moon for instance?”
“Not that. You’ve seen me at full moon and you didn’t turn a hair.”
“So I have. What then?”
“She married a much older man. Her husband was forty years older than her and she didn’t even know he was rich till she agreed to marry him.”
“That must have been a shock. I didn’t know about that. Was she happy with him?”
“Very. They only had two years together but she still misses him. I was your age when I first met her – while I was a junior in the Diplomatic Corps. She taught me a lot about getting along with people and even more about how the world works.”
“I like what I’ve seen of her and what Dorothy has told me about her. I just wonder if she will like me – I hope she does.”
*
Julian relaxed. He had been sure that Gertrude would make Mary welcome and do everything in her power to make her feel comfortable but it wasn’t until Mary had embarked on the tale of the Dastardly Levitating Waiters and Gertrude had responded delightedly with further embellishments that he was sure that the two women could become friends.
Once they had stopped laughing, Gertrude announced that she would give Mary the sixpenny tour of the house while Julian washed up. Mary was delighted and impressed with the beautiful home and they finished up in Gertrude’s austere bedroom where they sat on the bed and talked.
“I love this room.” Said Mary, looking round appreciatively. “It’s so restful. In fact, I love the whole house and the way you’ve chosen everything so carefully.”
“It took me about ten years to get it as I wanted it. Everything has a meaning for me or I just fell in love with it.”
“Dorothy quoted William Morris when she and Hugh first got the cottage. I can’t remember the exact words but it was something about everything being beautiful or useful. It’s a lovely idea.”
“Have nothing in your houses that you know not to be useful, or believe to be beautiful."
“That’s it! I might have guessed you would know it.”
“How are the wedding plans going? It’s not long now.”
“Nineteen days. It’s going by so fast. Really there’s not a lot for me to do, except worry. Mrs Thompson has all the catering in hand and I just have one last fitting for the dress. With having it in the School Chapel, we’ve a ready made choir so there’s nothing left to do there either. I did think flowers might be a problem but we’ve decided to go with the Christmas theme as the chapel will already be decorated for the Carol Service. Dorothy’s mother thinks she’ll have some Christmas roses out, hellebore if we use the proper name, and she’s going to bring those to go in the bouquet with trailing ivy and some sprigs of hawthorn, complete with berries.”
“I’ve got some hellebore that should be ready by then. They were originally seedlings from Anne’s so they should match. Shall I bring them?”
“Yes, please. That would be lovely. Stacie is going to be my Maid of Honour and it would be lovely if she had some in her posy as well.”
“Scared?”
“Petrified, more like. Not of the wedding itself – that will be lovely with all our friends round us. It’s more a matter of whether I’m up to the task of being a good wife for Julian. I know he loves me but I worry that I’ll let him down and embarrass him in some way. You know I’ve never had much money and it scares me to be rich. I felt so out of place at that hotel we stayed at – you know, the one with the Dastardly Waiters.”
“I expect that was as much because it was unfamiliar as anything. We went to one like it for the first night of our honeymoon and it was nearly a disaster. We stopped in London and stayed at Claridge’s before getting the boat train to the continent and I was so nervous I couldn’t eat my dinner. Hubert, bless him, was so upset he offered to take me somewhere else straight away.”
“Thanks for the warning, we’re spending our first night there. I can’t imagine you being nervous. I can see you lifting your hand, just slightly like Julian does and attentive waiters appearing.”
Aunt Gertrude laughed. “It took me a while but I learned. You will, too. It’s like going in front of a class of boys I should think – you do that very well from what I hear. Make sure that Julian teaches you all about finances as well. If you want to take a share in the decisions you need to understand what you’re doing.”
“I will. You know what got me through those two days?”
“No, what?”
“I kept thinking what you would do. I wanted to wear slacks the second day and wasn’t sure if I should go down to breakfast in them or change again. I decided that you would consider it a waste of time to change twice in an hour so I wore them.”
“I’m flattered. At least Julian won’t turn a hair whatever you do – he’s used to me. We’d better go down or he’ll think we’re hatching mischief.”
When they stood up they were much of a height and after a slight hesitation, Mary put her arms round the older woman and hugged her. Neither was given to casual displays of affection but there was nothing casual about being hugged by Mary. Her whole heart was in her arms and Gertrude felt the strength flowing into her spirit from the younger woman. Yes, Mary would take over as Julian’s anchor. She was young and vibrant, she would make a good partner for the prime of his life.
Gertrude hugged her back, accepting with a last momentary pang of loss that a younger, stronger woman would come first for him from now on.
*
“Well, it settles one thing.”
Eric and Hugh were discussing the Inseparables who were back in their stride with their lessons, though without the high spirits they normally displayed.
Hugh looked up from the next term’s timetable. “What’s that?”
“We’ve got at least four sub-prefects for next year and a probable Head Boy for the following year already sorted.
“I know MacDonald leaves at the end of this year, but I didn’t know any of the others were.”
“I only heard yesterday. Fourakis is going back to Greece with his family. He doesn’t know yet as they’re going to tell him at Christmas.”
“Are you sure about Hanson? He’s not only younger, he looks it.” Hugh looked uncertain.
“That’s something I’ve been thinking about. I think he’ll make a good Prefect despite his age. He has to go into the Sixth Form so he needs to keep up with them in every way, if he’s to cope with University early. He’s growing up nicely.”
“A couple of weeks ago, I wouldn’t have agreed but Billy’s death has pushed him into a maturity he didn’t have before. Poor kid! You know his voice is breaking now?”
“I’ve heard him – and I’ve heard from Mr Reed who holds me personally responsible every time he loses a treble!”
“Well, from what I hear, he has a new one coming along. Dorothy tells me that Jeremy Baker who is only eight is likely to outshine Hanson soon.”
“Thank goodness for that! Though it doesn’t solve Mr Reed’s problems for the Carol Service or Julian and Mary’s wedding. To hear him, you’d think there isn’t another boy in the school who can hold a tune. You didn’t ask me who I have in mind for Head Boy in September ‘48.”
“Entwistle.”
“Got it in one – mind you, in any other company, Copley or Dixon would probably win hands down but Entwistle has an extra something.”
“You know he’s going to try for a Bursary for Edinburgh?”
“I’d be surprised if he didn’t get it.”
*
Julian went to see John and Eric on the Monday evening to tell them that they were being offered shares in the School and to get their signatures to the forms.
As he expected, they were both surprised, never having thought of such a thing. Once they had taken in the implications of the fact that they would be involved directly in all the future decisions and be able to affect the way the school developed, they were thrilled. The share of the profits they would be receiving was quite secondary and Julian was delighted when they began discussing new ideas immediately.
He also set about ordering the phone and electricity connections to the cottages and arranged to have electricity supplied to the farm at the same time. At first it seemed that they would have to wait till the New Year but he was persuasive and insistent and got his way to having it all installed before Christmas. With his usual efficiency he found an electrician who was prepared to put in downstairs lights and some sockets immediately, though upstairs lighting would have to wait till the New Year.
The next week, poles were erected across the fields and Julian supervised the taking up of floorboards in both cottages to install the domestic wiring. By the time Mary’s mother arrived, all was done and oil lamps, at least for downstairs were a thing of the past.
#104: Author: Elder in Ontario, Location: Ontario, CanadaPosted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 7:59 pm Patmac, the first part of this had me in tears - even more so than your 'gentle descent' of last night's post. The way each of the boys reacted was so much what I'd have anticipated, particularly the way in which Reg was able to turn aside his own doubts and questions in the need to help the others.
I think that his help was even more valuable than Hugh's, if only because the other boys found it easier to accept a peer's rationalizations than they would an adult's. But the Head's attempts to put Billy's death into context was just excellent, too, even if not all the boys would remember, or even fully understand, what he was trying to tell them.
It's hard to remember that is really *is* only 50 years since deaths like Billy's were all too common - I'm pretty sure there were a couple of similar ones among my own father's young patients when I was a child.
But what really blew me away was the whole Kite Club's unanimous refusal to fly their kites that next weekend - clearly in salute to Billy's memory.
I can quite understand why you found this part so hard to write and why you 'fought' against that outcome for so long.
I also appreciated the way in which you brought us all back to the everyday world with the rest of the post - this is such an intriguing and many layered tale you are weaving for us and I'm looking forward to more.
Thank you.
#105: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 8:26 pm Pat, the boys' reactions and the headmaster's speech were even more poignant than last night's post. Also loved that Mary and Gertrude got on so well, though did feel for Gertrude in being usurped.
Thank you.
#106: Author: Carolyn P, Location: Lancaster, EnglandPosted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 8:28 pm I think Elder has said it all, and far better than I would put into words. There was a great contrast in this piece, the sombre coming to terms in the first half and the different way each person did so and the practicalities of the second half. Thanks.
#108: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, KentPosted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 10:06 pm Thanks, Pat. It was so moving to read everyones' reactions.
#109: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern USPosted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 10:13 pm Beautifully written, Pat.
Thank you so much!
#110: Author: Josie, Location: LondonPosted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 10:47 pm Gosh, didn't realise I'd got so far behind with this!
Won't make all the comments I'd like to or I'll be here all night, but congrats Hugh & Dorothy!
And so sad about Billy. Beautifully handled. And a lovely last post.
thanks Pat.
#111: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 6:17 pm Eric tried to be available to any boy who needed him between prep and supper. In practice, a visit was rare as most problems were sorted out by the boys’ Form Masters before ever getting serious enough to attract his attention.
He was busy marking when a knock at his door heralded a small deputation. Leading it was Entwistle, accompanied by Hanson and Copley.
“Come in boys. I’m afraid you’ll have to move some of those papers onto the floor to find enough seats. What can I do for you.”
“We spoke to Mr Douglas and he said we should ask you. I know it’s very late but could you include something in the Carol Service for Billy. So many people knew of him and several people have asked us if we are going to do anything to remember him. We just wondered if we could add it to the Service.”
Eric leaned back and steepled his hands under his chin considering the request.
“What sort of thing did you have in mind? I don’t think Mr Reed would have time to fit in choir practice for a piece of music at this short notice.”
“He’s not very pleased with me anyway.” Said Hanson mournfully. “I was supposed to sing a solo but my voice is breaking.”
Eric hid a smile as Hanson’s voice demonstrated the truth of that as he spoke.
“That’s why we came to you instead of Mr Reed. We know there’s no time to do anything much but, perhaps there could be a prayer?”
“What sort of prayer – have you thought about what you want to say?”
Reg flushed.
“Well, we’re all sad about it and a lot of people are asking why did it happen – not the medical things – just a little boy dying and not growing up seems awful, especially when he’d been ill for so long. We don’t want to end up with boys feeling bad at a Carol Service so it has to have something that makes us glad we knew him.”
“We’ve talked about it a lot, Sir. We’re really looking for things to be thankful for and it’s not easy. Does that make any sense, Sir?”
“Perfect sense, Hanson.”
“We don’t want people to not think about it. If they do, they won’t want to help the other boys. You know we didn’t feel we could fly our kites on Saturday – if we stop helping the boys at the San that would mean his death was too much for us. When my sister and my Mum died, Granddad got like that. He wouldn’t talk about it and it was horrid. Every time I said anything about them he got cross. Now Dad and I can remember them without getting upset – well, not too upset anyway.”
“I think what you are looking for is a poem rather than a prayer. It’s not easy to write good prayers to share with other people, they tend to come out either sentimental or preachy.”
“Mr Douglas gave me a poem when I was upset after Mum and Alice were killed. I can’t remember much of it now, though I read it every day for weeks. There was one bit, ‘Call me by my old familiar name, Speak to me in the easy way which you always used.’ Do you know it, Sir?”
Eric nodded. “It starts ‘Death is nothing at all’, Copley. I’d be happy for you to read that at the Carol Service. Perhaps you’d need to say a few words about Billy first.”
“You mean we have to do it ourselves?” Hanson’s voice ended in a squeak and the other two looked worried..
“Well, probably not you personally, Hanson. I don’t think your voice would cope with that at the moment. I do mean that someone in your group would have to speak, though. Two of you could share it if you really have to but no more or it becomes a performance. You are the ones who knew him and it will have more meaning coming from you.”
Reg squared his shoulders. “Do you know where we can find a copy of the poem, Sir?”
Eric reached behind his chair to a bookcase and produced a well thumbed book. Looking at the Index, he found the poem he wanted and opening the book at the page, slipping a piece of paper in as a bookmark.
“Here you are. I shall want it back though so copy it out tonight. I’ll look at the Service and replace a reading with this. Talk to Mr Douglas about it and make sure he’s happy with whatever you decide.”
“Thank you, Sir.”
*
His friends insisted that Reg should speak at the Carol Service.
“You’ve no choice. You’re the tallest and your voice is the deepest so it carries better. We’ll all help you learn the poem and think of what to say but it has to be you.”
Hanson’s logic was supported by the others and Reg, after appealing in vain to Mr Douglas, set himself to learning the short poem and practiced every evening while the others listened. They started to write an introduction and, it wasn’t till they remembered to make a plan that it started to make sense.
In addition, after receiving a letter, Reg went to see Mr Jeffreys and gained permission for the Kite Club to meet in his workshop on the Saturday afternoon. He then rushed round seeing as many of the club as he could find and asking them to come and tell everyone else.
He knew Miss Collins was busy getting ready for her wedding but he didn’t want to leave her out and so ran down to Chaucer one afternoon after tea when he knew she was on duty.
She had obviously heard about the addition to the Carol Service – he supposed the staff told one another things like that, just as the boys passed news round – and said she would be at the meeting.
At two o’clock on the Saturday, Reg stood up in front of the fifty or so boys who were crammed into the workshop and clapped his hands for silence.
“We didn’t fly our kites last Saturday because we were all too upset about Billy dying. I’m disappointed we can’t fly them today because there isn’t enough wind but I wanted to read you all a letter I had early this week from Sister on the Boys’ Ward.”
He produced a sheet of paper and cleared his throat.
Dear Reg and all the Kite Club,
I know you are all upset about Billy and we are, too. There have been a lot of tears shed here, some of them by me.
I wish I could come and meet you all and tell you what your friendship and the kites have meant to our boys. Every weekend that there is enough wind, some of the Doctors bring their kites onto the lawn and fly them where the boys can see them. The boys love it and the Doctors get a chance to relax doing something they enjoy.
I wondered what the boys were doing, whistling on a Saturday morning but I learned that they are ‘whistling up a wind’ as sailors are said to do, in the hope that there will be enough breeze for the kites to fly.
Those of you who have visited will know that the lads have very restricted lives while they are here and the days drag for them, no matter how we try and fill them. Saturday used to be a rather long day with no school but now they look forward to it. They look forward to your letters and the snaps you send as well. You’ve been doing it a long while now and not many people stick to it when they offer help.
In an ideal world, Billy would not have died. We don’t have a cure for TB yet, though there is the hope that we will soon. It was only after your visits and the promise of flying a kite that the disease in Billy’s spine was halted in its tracks. It may have been too late for Billy but there are other boys for whom it is not too late.
The point of this letter is to ask you to stand firm despite this set back. Please don’t abandon our boys.
As important as that request is, there is another. Don’t let Billy’s death spoil your own love of kite flying. He was a brave soul and would not have wanted that.
We’d love to see any of you if you can manage to come and see us at any time.
Sister Heywood.
*
Reg had kept his voice firm while he read the letter, though he ended up with tears streaming down his cheeks – and he was not the only one.
He folded the sheet of paper and stowed it in his blazer pocket.
“Do we carry on?” he asked, simply.
The resounding “YES” seemed to make the very rafters vibrate and the meeting broke up into small groups, all discussing ways of increasing their contact with the San.
*
Dorothy had been waiting for the sound of the car and was opening the front door as Julian escorted a grey haired lady up the path. Her first reaction was surprise that Mary’s mother was older than she expected. Then she realised that the lines on her face had been engraved not by years but by circumstances.
Julian performed the introductions and Dorothy ushered them into the parlour where a log fire crackled merrily.
“Let me take your coat, Mrs Collins. If you like to sit by the fire, I’ll bring tea in. I’m sure you’re ready for it and I can show you your room after you’ve thawed out.”
“Shall I carry the case up, Dorothy or would that be considered fussing?”
“I’ll indulge you today, Julian. Just don’t get ideas!”
Dorothy went through to the kitchen to get the tea and returned just as Julian was sitting down. Conversation was a little stilted and Dorothy was wondering what she had let herself in for when Julian rose to his feet.
“I’ll walk down to meet Mary. I won’t be long.”
“If you happen to come across Hugh perhaps you could remind him he was supposed to be home by four.”
“I’ll tell him if I see him but Mary’s at Chaucer and, if he’s at Polgarth, I’m not likely to run across him.”
“Oh, well. He’ll turn up like the proverbial bad penny.”
Julian left and saw that Mrs Collins looked a little bewildered.
“There are two separate houses at the school. One called Chaucer House where the junior boys are and one called Polgarth where the senior boys live and study. Mary works mainly at the junior house, Chaucer and my husband, Hugh seems to flit between both. I found it very confusing when I first came here. I work at both, though mainly at Chaucer.”
“I see. ” Said Mrs Collins, who quite obviously didn’t.
“You live at Windermere I believe. We went there on holiday last year. It’s lovely.”
“If you’re talking about down by the lake, that’s Bowness. That’s where I lived all my life till last year. Now I’m up the hill at Windermere.”
“Sorry. I did know that but it’s as confusing as Polgarth and Chaucer both being part of Polgarth School. Bowness is on Lake Windermere and Windermere is up the hill.”
For the first time, Mrs Collins seemed to thaw a little. “I never thought of it that way. It’s what you’re used to, I suppose.”
“We loved Bowness and we bought that painting in a little studio in the town.”
Mrs Collins looked up at the painting. “That’s Jennifer and Tom!”
“You know them?”
“Yes, of course I do. Except that Tom … “ she faltered.
“I know because she told us. My brother was called Tom and he died as well. I didn’t know her name was Jennifer, though. We told her we would name our first son after my brother and it would count for her brother as well. God willing that we are blessed with a boy one day, he will know the story of both Toms. We love the painting. It was the first thing we bought together and the first thing we did when we got the cottage was to put it up – before we even had a cup of tea!”
Mrs Collins visibly relaxed and some of the lines seemed to fade from her face.
“I’ll tell her I’ve seen it. She’ll be so surprised.”
“Coincidence is a strange thing. We met one of the boys from the school on the steamer with some friends. I didn’t work here then but I knew him from my father’s bookshop. I worked there while he was in the Army.”
“How odd. I’m sorry if I’ve seemed a little stiff my dear. I was so worried I wouldn’t fit in. You know – Him being a Sir and our Mary going to be a Lady. I know they said you lived in a cottage but I thought that was just talk. Does He really live next door.”
“Yes. His cottage is exactly the same as this – except it’s the other way round, I mean it’s like a mirror image of ours.”
“Mary hasn’t had a chance to say a lot. She writes of course, but I don’t get a picture in my head from her writing and I expected something quite different. You know I live with my sister?”
“Ah! Auntie Ethel. She makes sure she’s in on every conversation, does she?”
Mrs Collins gave a little chuckle. “She means well.”
“That’s the worst thing you can say about someone.” Dorothy said smiling and warming to Mary’s mother for the first time. “You’ve got a whole ten days of freedom ahead of you and you’ll see a lot of Mary and get to know Julian properly.”
“She’ll be here for the wedding.”
“Don’t you worry about that, it’s all dealt with and she’ll not get the chance to interfere. You ask Mrs Thompson on Monday.”
“She’s the baker’s wife who’s doing the catering?”
Dorothy nodded. “She asked if you could go down on Monday and make sure everything is as you want it. It’s not quite accurate to say she’s doing the catering because although she’ll do a lot of the baking, Mrs Newby who is one of the school cooks will do all the meat and lots of other people will do things as well. Mrs Thompson always organises the food for the Village parties and she would have been upset if she wasn’t asked. Mary and Julian will pay for the food, of course, but Mrs Thompson would be most offended if she was offered money for all the work she puts in.
She’ll want to be sure you’re happy and I expect she would be glad of some help. She did the same with my Mum. Hugh and I didn’t even know about it. We thought we were going to have a quiet wedding and it turned out the whole village was involved and everyone was there. It’ll be the same this time. They’ve known Julian since he was a little boy and they love Mary.”
“What did you mean about Ethel being ‘dealt with’?”
“Mrs Thompson has a sister just like her so she understands. She’s arranged that Aunt Ethel doesn’t get out of the Hotel till just in time for the wedding. The Manager at the Polgarth Arms is her cousin I don’t know how many times removed and he’ll handle it and keep her happy and out of the way.”
At that moment, the front door opened and Mary’s voice called “It’s only me.”
“Excuse me. I have to deal with supper and I’m sure Mary is aching for a chat.”
Dorothy caught Mary in the hallway. “Go in there and explain all you can about Julian and that you’re still going to be Mary, her daughter, just the same, even when you are a Lady. Your mother’s got all the wrong ideas and she’s scared of Aunt Ethel messing up your wedding.”
She turned to Julian. “Sorry Julian but you’d better go in the kitchen or go home for a while. Mrs Collins needs time with her daughter while they get this sorted out.”
Julian shot into the kitchen as if chased by tigers and Dorothy gave Mary, who looked taken aback, a little shake. “Tell her about Julian’s upbringing. Tell her everything you can think of. Just make her believe he’s an ordinary man. Take as long as you like, we’ll hold supper till you’re ready.”
Giving Mary a push towards the Parlour, she followed Julian into the kitchen.
“What was that all about?”
“Your mother-in-law-to-be thought that she was coming to a mansion. She was scared stiff.”
“But we said it was a cottage.”
“Oh yes! Sir Julian Roper and Lady Roper living in a cottage – she thought you meant a smaller house than your usual stately pile. Didn’t you realise that she would feel like that?”
“Hell! That dratted Aunt Ethel.”
“Bless her heart, she means well.”
“I’m not so sure about that.”
“Neither am I really. Make a pot of tea please, Julian.”
“Are you all right?”
“Please, don’t start that again. You are going to take a nice tray of tea in there and then retreat. We’re making the point that you are not above such things and that you are really quite harmless.”
“If you say so.”
“I do. Actions speak louder than words. And before you say anything you might regret, I am going to sit down.”
Julian, slightly bemused, did as he was told and returned to the kitchen with the tray from the earlier tea.
“We’ve really messed up haven’t we.”
“Not you. It’s a mix of things. It’s the first time she’s been here and she didn’t know what she was coming to. I’ll bet she’s never been this far from home before, either. George died, more tragically than most victims of the war and that led Mary’s Mum to move in with Aunt Ethel – if fact I’ll bet Aunt Ethel took over and gave her no choice.
Then the stupid woman never gave you and Mary time to get things clear and probably talked a lot of rot. Do you suppose I could get away with strangling Aunt Ethel? I know I can’t do anything about the war.”
“I don’t think they hang women who are … um ..err”
“The word you are looking for is pregnant, Julian. I’m sure it’s in the dictionary.”
“Sorry. I’m very new to all this.”
“You and Hugh come from opposite ends of the social scale, but you’d never know it. You’re both quite Victorian sometimes.”
“We neither of us had a conventional childhood and family. Anyway, we’re not likely to stay Victorian with you around.”
Dorothy laughed and relaxed. “I am being a bossy boots aren’t I. Sorry, I was just so cross and upset for her. She’s probably feeling she’s losing her daughter who’ll get ‘above herself’ and be ashamed of her Mum. It’s a good thing she’s come a good while ahead. Mrs Thompson will put her right about you and make sure she is included in all the preparations. By the wedding day she’ll be fine.”
“Mrs Thompson will probably tell her all sorts of awful things about me when I was a snotty nosed kid.”
“That’s exactly what I was thinking of.”
#112: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 7:38 pm Lovely letter from the Sister at the San - and felt very proud of Reg. Then the scene with Mary's Mum - can just imagine what Aunt Ethel has been saying - hope we get to see her well and truly sat upon! Loved Julian being told to make himself look harmless!
Thanks Pat.
#113: Author: Kat, Location: Kingston-upon-Thames/SwanseaPosted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 8:01 pm What she said!
Thanks, Pat!
#114: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, KentPosted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 8:37 pm Thanks, Pat. I am looking forward to meeting Aunt Ethel as I already feel as if I know her, even though she doesn't seem very likeable so far. It was a good idea about the Carol Service.
#115: Author: Vikki, Location: Sitting on an iceberg, freezing to death!!!Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 10:53 pm *hugs Mary's mum*
Poor love being bulldozed by her sister. I'm so glad Dorothy has taken the situation into her own hands!
Thanks Pat!
#116: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern USPosted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 11:02 pm Very moving, especially Reg's speech to the kite club. Between that and the letter I teared up in the office.
Dorothy's doing a great job with Mrs Collins and all.
*looks forward to more wedding preparations*
Aunt Ethel won't know what hit her.
#117: Author: Josie, Location: LondonPosted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 2:37 am *g* Looking forward to Aunt Ethel's arrival!
Loved Dorothy's little comment about Hugh and Julian being Victorian!
And what a lovely letter from Sister Heywood.
Thanks Pat.
#118: Author: Nell, Location: London, EnglandPosted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 9:41 am Looking forward to seeing Aunt Ethel being dealt with! Well done Dorothy for taking things in hand.
Lovely letter from the Sister at the san - and well done Reg.
Thanks Pat.
#119: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, EnglandPosted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 11:24 am Heartbreaking - but beautifully written - about Billy
Lovely to see Julian and Mary preparing for their wedding - I think they'll have a very happy life together
Thanks, Pat
#120: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire EnglandPosted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 5:51 pm I promise you will see the suppression of Aunt Ethel before long
In the meantime, we continue -
“What do you think, Sir?”
Hugh handed the sheet of paper back. “I think it is very good – it’s says what you want to without being too long and it ends on a hopeful note. Copy it out for me, please, and I’ll pass it by Doctor Cartwright. I know he’ll be happy with it but it would be polite if we showed it to him and Reverend Wilson beforehand. ”
“Everybody helped put it together and then Hanson said I should decide on the final version because it needs to be in my words since I’ve got to say it.”
“He’s right. Are you going to read it out.”
Reg shook his head. “I’m going to learn it. It won’t matter if a word or two are different.”
“Carry the paper with you. It gives you something to do with your hands and if you do get stage fright, you can look at it to remind you.”
“My main worry is that I’ll end up blubbing.”
“If you do, you’ll not be alone. Tears are nothing to be ashamed of.”
*
“I’m going to cut out my usual homily. This is much more meaningful for the boys.”
“Will Mr Wilson be happy?”
“Yes, he’ll not mind. He’s really not up to doing it himself now. I shall miss him when he goes, though.”
“Has he said when?”
“The end of the School Year.”
“How easy is it to replace him?”
“Very difficult. That’s partly why he’s stayed on so long. All the young clergy want a bit more of a challenge than teaching classics and preparing services for boys and we’re not exactly top of the priority list for the Bishop, so we usually end up with an older man nearing retirement – and keeping them far beyond then, like Mr Wilson.”
*
As Dorothy had predicted, Mrs Thompson soon had Mary’s mother at her ease and, having worked in a bakery when she was a girl, she quickly felt confident enough to offer to help out.
Once the Thompsons had reassured themselves that she had a light hand with the dough, they accepted her help and Mrs Thompson turned her attention to icing the cake.
There was a constant to and fro of villagers in and out of the shop and by the Thursday, Mrs Collins was serving customers and had added to the range of breads with her own recipe for potato bread which was declared to be delicious and had the advantage of eking out the flour which was still in short supply.
“Martha is proving to be a real blessing. I shall miss her when she goes.”
“It’s a pity she can’t move here. We’re not getting any younger and an extra pair of hands would be useful, especially as Ned isn’t likely to be home yet.”
Mrs Thompson paused as she brushed her hair. “I did suggest to Mary that she should see if she would like to be nearer. She’s not happy with her sister, but Mary didn’t think she would.”
“Ah, but that was before she came. I think she might well – especially if she has a job to come to. How old do you think she is?”
“About fifty I reckon.”
“Why don’t you ask her to stay over Christmas while Sir Julian and Mary are away?”
“That’s a good idea. Move over, you’re on my side of the bed.”
“Just warming it for you.”
“Thanks. I’ll think on that over the next few days. The wedding is not till next Thursday so we’ll see how we go.”
“Mention it to Mary if you get the chance.”
“Aye, I’ll do that.”
*
“Is she feeling better now?”
Dorothy nodded, her mouth being full of pins. She carefully inserted them in the seam she was letting out and then replied.
“Lots. She’s turned out to be a dab hand at making bread and you’d think she’d been working with the Thompsons all her life. She’s never been this far from home before and dratted Aunt Ethel talked a load of nonsense to her about Julian and how Mary wouldn’t want her around. I’ve been wondering – and I hope I’m wrong – but Aunt Ethel sounds like the sort of person who will be looking for hand outs from Julian. ”
“Julian must have met that problem before and he’ll be quite capable of coping with it.”
“Not when it’s his wife’s relative, he won’t.”
“Even so, I don’t think we should interfere.”
“Neither do I. It’s just that I’d hate it to be a problem for Mrs Collins.”
“Is she coming back for supper tonight?”
“No. She’s teaching Julian to make pastry and they’re going to make a meat and potato pie and eat it round there. Mary’s on duty tonight.”
“Poor Julian – first it’s changing spark plugs and now it’s pastry.”
”Oh!” Dorothy put her hand on her tummy and dropped her sewing.
“What’s wrong? ” Hugh leapt to his feet.
“Nothing, come here quick and feel this.”
She guided his hand to her middle and he felt a quiver.
“Is that what I think it is?”
“Yes. It’s the sprat kicking.”
Hugh looked at her in wonder. “It’s not a sprat anymore. It’s a little person.”
“Baby Douglas! It’s the first time it’s seemed real.”
“Will it do that a lot?”
“Mum says it will.”
“Goodness, me.”
*
The short pantomime sketches which had been born of necessity during Hugh’s first term when the staff were so shorthanded, had become an institution as they simplified rehearsals and were so popular with the boys. Now that the war was over and lanterns could be carried to light the way home in the dark, Chaucer and Polgarth combined to make one big show, to which the village was invited. On the Saturday before the end of term, the big hall was declared out of bounds while the Staff prepared.
The Prefects were left in charge of the whole school from the Third Form upwards for the day and, as usual on these occasions, co-opted the rest of the Sixth Form to help keep everyone happy.
Apart from an hour’s prep in the morning there were no lessons and, as it was still unseasonably mild, they decided to get the boys out of the house for the rest of the day.
The cooks gladly prepared packed lunches which enabled them to get the Refectory ready for the evening and lists were put up on the big Notice Board the afternoon before, splitting the boys up into suitable groups for a variety of rambles.
The Inseparables found that they had been split up for the day as the Prefects co-opted some of the Upper Fifth as extra helpers and Reg found himself assigned to a group which was taking a short and easy walk which stayed in the valley, accompanying most of the Third Form and a few less fit members of the year above. He felt a bit better when he saw that the Head Boy and Games Prefect, together with two other members of the Upper Sixth were also accompanying this party.
“I’m sorry to grab you for this walk, Entwistle.” Said Ashdown, the Head Boy as he met with his helpers before the walk. “I know you would rather have gone on one of the more energetic routes, but we’ve got some holy horrors in this group which is why I’m leading it and I need all the help I can get. Watch out for Jenkins and Tomlin from Lower Four. If I had my way, they’d have been split up and sent on the longest, hardest walks I could find but they’re so lazy, they’d spoil it for everyone else.
The last time we had a ramble, they managed to dupe the Prefect in charge by ducking behind a wall and hiding. The poor chap didn’t notice for a good twenty minutes and had to turn the whole lot round to go back and find them.
Entwistle, you lead the way, just remember not to go too fast, and the rest of you spread yourselves out. I’ll go at the back, where Jenkins and Tomlin are likely to be. Believe me, I’ll have my beady eye on them this time!
Just watch out for anyone who seems to find it a bit much as well. We’ve got a few delicate boys with us and we might have to stop somewhere and bring some of them back the short way if necessary.”
They set off, Reg remembering to go slowly and he found himself surrounded by a group of eleven year olds from Chaucer, all wanting to talk about kite flying, which they were looking forward to when they reached the senior school. To his surprise, he found he was enjoying himself and set his mind to entertaining them as they strolled along.
By the time they reached the agreed lunch stop, the group had spread out quite considerably and he was a bit nervous that he might have let his group get too far ahead but Ashdown, as he sat down next to him to eat his sandwiches, gave him a quick grin.
“You’ve got a way with the youngsters, Entwistle. There were a couple in that group swarming round you who I thought would flag before now. Well done.”
“Thanks. All I had to do was answer their questions. How did you get on with Jenkins and Tomlin?”
“The first time they played up, I told them if they did it again, they’d miss the pantomime tonight. I’ll remind them again before we set off after lunch in case their memories slip.”
*
“Where’s my wig? I’m sure I left it on this chair.”
“Look underneath, Charles. That looks like blond curls on the floor.”
“Bother! I haven’t got time to brush it again.”
“Oh, I don’t know. The tousled, windblown look really suits you.”
“Now you have got me worried – a big green genie thinks I look attractive.”
Hugh, helping Matron into her crocodile costume, laughed. “Could have been worse. A crocodile is more scary than a genie.”
Hugh and Matron had refined their act as Captain Hook and the Crocodile over the past couple of years and the result was a far cry from the painted cardboard and short duel of their first appearance. Hugh had found a trick sword in a junk shop and was looking forward to the cries of horror when he appeared to plunge it into the Crocodile’s side.
Charles jumped as a deep voice behind him intoned “All the better to eat you with, my dear.”
“Jack! Don’t do that to me. I’m only an innocent little girl and I might faint when a wolf creeps up on me. Anyway, you’ve got the wrong girl – I’m Cinderella, not Red Riding Hood. Where’s my Prince Charming?”
A cheer went up as Mary appeared from behind a screen dressed as a generic Principal Boy. She swept her plumed cap from her head and gave them all an elegant bow, slightly marred as her sword, hung well round the back of her waist to avoid tripping over it, slapped her sharply on her behind.
There was a general hubbub as last minute adjustments were made to costumes which intensified as Dorothy, who was producing the show – or as she frequently claimed, acting as Zoo keeper – rang a bell and cried “Fifteen minutes to curtain up!”
“Where are the Ugly Sisters?” queried Oliver Jeffreys, who was clanking around hung with various odd pieces of metal as the Tin Man.
“They’re behind you!” two falsetto voices replied in unison and all the staff swung round to see the two Heads dressed in garish dresses and wigs, with their walking boots peeping out from beneath the floor length hems.
Eric had elected to be the fat sister and was already regretting his choice as the pillows strapped to his middle were already making him too hot. He smiled and a cry of horror went up as everyone saw the lifelike gaps in his teeth.
“The little ones will have nightmares!” said someone at the back of the room.
“Nonsense! The little dears have stronger stomachs than you think. They’ve seen worse at the Cinema.”
John, as the thin sister had attached some horribly lifelike warts, made of putty to his face, including one on the end of his nose, which he felt gingerly. “This doesn’t feel secure.” He said wiggling it slightly.
“Leave it alone!” exclaimed his ‘sister’. “You’ll never have a nice complexion if you keep picking at your spots.”
“Ten minutes.” Called Dorothy, ringing her bell again and the rushing around resumed.
“Five minutes! Anthony, you’d better get to the piano.”
“I think that should have been ‘overture and beginners please’.” Complained Anthony Compton, who was a visiting piano teacher, “Get to the piano sounds so plebeian.”
Dorothy laughing at him, produced a toy whip from behind her back and waved it in the air. “Plebeian or not, you get to the piano this minute.”
Anthony pretended terror and set off for the front of house, where an excited cheer went up from the full hall. Bowing elegantly, he stepped up onto the dais, set to one side of the stage and sat at the piano with a flourish, playing to the house with a fastidious wipe of the keys with a large handkerchief, before ostentatiously and loudly cracking his knuckles, causing a loud laugh from the audience.
As he started to play a medley of nursery rhymes, Dorothy was trying to get her characters into order. “No time for any more adjustments. Where’s the White Rabbit?”
Ivy ran towards the door to the stage, dressed in what loosely resembled a rabbit’s outfit, complete with floppy ears and whiskers, holding up her oversized cardboard watch and crying “I’m late! I’m late!” As she passed through the door, they saw that she had attached a large powder puff to the seat of her costume and she paused to give a saucy wiggle. Dorothy gave up the unequal struggle and collapsed on a chair laughing.
As Charles had said four years before, the content didn’t really matter – the boys just enjoyed seeing the staff making fools of themselves. The mixing of nursery rhyme scenes with traditional panto stories worked well and, when Hugh plunged his sword into Matron and she fell to the floor shrieking and clutching the sword to her side to disguise the fact that the blade had retracted into the handle, there was the expected gasp of horror as Hugh danced in triumph, before she leapt to her feet and plunged it into him in turn.
Once all the bows were taken and the staff retired to attempt to restore themselves to a normal appearance, the cooks and maids, accompanied by Mrs Thompson and a few other women, slipped from the hall to start serving supper onto plates ready for the expected rush.
Julian waited for Mary in the corridor and the first thing she asked was where he had left her mother.
“Don’t worry about her, she’s having a high old time. The last time I saw her, she was heading for the kitchen with Mrs Thompson, both wiping tears of laughter from their eyes. I gather she’s been co-opted into the catering brigade while she’s here.”
“I’m so glad. I’ve not seen her so happy for years.”
#121: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 6:42 pm Oh that was lovely Pat - love the different costumes all the Staff had (two Heads as Ugly Sisters? ) and Dorothey attempting, without a great deal of hope, to instil some sort of order!
Also like that Mary's Mum is settling in so well and that it looks as though she'll have a job offer on the table.
#123: Author: Vikki, Location: Sitting on an iceberg, freezing to death!!!Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 10:59 pm Fabulous Pat! Thank you!
#124: Author: Karoline, Location: Leeds, West YorkshirePosted: Sat Aug 19, 2006 9:23 am Wonderful Pat, loved the staff making fools of themselves
#125: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, EnglandPosted: Sat Aug 19, 2006 12:35 pm It's lovely to see them all enjoying themselves - and I'm glad Mary's mum is have a good visit
Thanks, Pat
#126: Author: Mrs Redboots, Location: London, UKPosted: Sat Aug 19, 2006 2:35 pm As wonderful as ever! Thank you so much.
#127: Author: Miranda, Location: Perth, Western AustraliaPosted: Sun Aug 20, 2006 11:25 am Have just found this lovely story, and although some bits are confusing without having read the previous parts, I am thoroughly enjoying it.