#1: Life Begins At 40 (part 1) Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 4:22 pm I'm really snowed under with work and life in general at the moment, so don't have a lot of time to write. However, this is the start of the story of Joan Baker's life!
Joan banged the receiver down with a snort of disgust. “And he expects me to believe this blatant rubbish,” she said crossly, speaking aloud even though there was no one to hear her. Their son and daughter were upstairs, Debbie probably doing her homework and Kenny listening to the radio, and meanwhile her husband was trying to persuade her that he was working late again. Joan knew that he was unlikely to be working, even if he happened to be in the office. He had just got a new secretary and Joan knew that he would be with her. It never took him long to persuade any new women working in his office to have an affair with him, and Joan was fed up with having to tolerate his infidelity. She had brought up the children almost single-handed since Vic had started ‘working late’ and ‘playing golf’ at the weekend and now, nearly ten years later, she was sick to death of it and of Vic, too.
Blowing her nose vigorously, Joan went upstairs and knocked on the door of Kenny’s room. Kenny, a lanky youth of nineteen, opened the door and Joan wondered, as ever, how her beautiful bouncing baby boy had turned into this long haired man.
“I’m going to go and visit Aunty Con,” said Joan, trying not to look past Kenny to the tip that he called a bedroom. “Keep an eye on Debbie for me, will you?”
“Okay,” said Kenny and then he had closed the door again.
Joan went across the landing to Debbie’s room and opened it in response to Debbie’s shouted, “Come in!” Light, airy and immaculately tidy, it was the complete opposite of her brother’s room, just as Debbie, with her short fair curls and sturdy build was the opposite of Kenny. “I’m going to visit Aunty Con,” Joan said again. “I won’t be long.”
“Where’s Dad?” asked Debbie.
“He’s got to work late,” said Joan.
“Again?” Debbie said, rolling her eyes.
“Kenny’s here, though, if you need anything,” said Joan.
“I won’t,” Debbie predicted. At seventeen she was more than capable of taking care of herself. “See you later, Mum.”
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#2: Author: Ruth B, Location: Oxford, UKPosted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 4:33 pm Oooh! ANOTHER becky drabble! Thank you so much.
Did Joan have brothers? Or is Con a "brevet aunt"?
Intrigued.
#3: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 5:03 pm Very interesting - hope Con is of help to Joan.
Thanks Becky.
#4: Author: Dawn, Location: Leeds, West YorksPosted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 6:08 pm Fabulous - a new Becky drabble, really looking forward to more
And all 3 of mine have rooms like Kenny's
#5: Author: arky72, Location: CheshirePosted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 7:34 pm Oooh! This was a nice surprise!!
Looking forward to more!
#6: Author: Alison H, Location: ManchesterPosted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 7:56 pm IIRC Joan had 2 sisters.
Thanks for starting this despite having so much else on!
#7: Author: Lulu, Location: West Midlands, UKPosted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 3:37 am Looking forward to reading more of this; I always felt very sorry for Joan
xxx
#8: Author: pim, Location: LondiniumPosted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 8:05 am Oooooh. A new Becky drabble, how fine (and making my morning).
*intrigued as to what happens next*
#9: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, EnglandPosted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 11:39 am Yay! A new Becky drabble *bounces*
#12: Author: wheelchairprincess, Location: Oxfordshire, UKPosted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 5:33 pm Very intrigued by this and have a feeling this is going to take a not typical CS twist. Looking forward to more, thanks!
#13: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 6:08 pm Thanks for all the comments.
Joan went downstairs again and pulled on her coat. She left the house and walked briskly along the street, for Con Maynard, her closest friend, lived just a few streets away. Joan hoped that Con would be there, for she had a rather hectic social life. If she was lucky, Con might just be getting ready to go out, for it was still only six o’clock. Joan strode across the road and hurried around the corner, pleased to see that Con’s little car was parked outside the neat house she shared with her brother Stephen.
She rang the bell and the door was promptly answered by Con. “I’m sorry to disturb you,” said Joan apologetically.
“You aren’t disturbing me,” Con assured her, opening the door wider. “Come in.”
Joan stepped into the little hall and went through to the little sitting room where she had sat so many times before. Con sat in a deep, comfortable armchair opposite her and curled her legs up under her. Joan leaned back, finally feeling able to face up to the truth. “I want to leave Vic,” she said decisively. “I can’t go on like this any longer, Con. I just can’t.” And on the last word, Joan’s resolute façade crumbled. She covered her face with her hands as tears came into her eyes. “I’m sorry,” she mumbled. “I know I’m being every sort of fool.”
“You aren’t,” Con assured her, her dark eyes filled with compassion as she got up and went to sit on the settee beside her friend. She put an arm around Joan’s shoulders and hugged her. “After all he’s done, you have every right to be upset. Don’t apologise for that, Joan.”
“He called to say he was working late again,” said Joan, taking the hanky that Con pushed into her hand and wiping her eyes. “I’m just so sick of hearing the same old lies, Con.”
Con thought back over the years she had known Joan. They had been at school together, but had not been especially friendly at that point. Once Joan left school, Con heard occasional details about her from another friend, but had never particularly missed her. Joan had, so Con heard, married and had two children, and after that she had heard nothing more. She had left school herself and headed to Oxford to do her degree, after which she had started work for a big glossy magazine. When her brother, Stephen, had come to London, Con had suggested that they get somewhere decent to live and Steve had agreed. He worked in advertising, so it was useful to have someone like Con as a contact, and it was much cheaper to live with her than to either rent or buy his own place. They moved into their home and settled down happily, for both enjoyed rather frenetic social lives and were delighting in their newfound freedom from their sheltered upbringing on the Gornetz Platz.
During those years Con had seldom, if ever, thought about Joan or wondered what she was doing, and Joan would have said the same about Con. And then, one day in early September, Con had been to the supermarket and was just strolling home when the lady walking along the path in front of her dropped her shopping all over the pavement. Con immediately went to help her and as she tried to pack the groceries into the broken carrier bag, she realized that she knew the lady. Joan had recognized her, too, and Con had felt obliged to invite Joan back to her house, where she had a supply of carrier bags that could replace the broken one.
#14: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 8:05 pm So pleased that Joan met up with Con - it sounds as though she needs a friend.
#16: Author: wheelchairprincess, Location: Oxfordshire, UKPosted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 8:40 pm I had thought that if it was this Con it would be an odd pairing for a friendship but it looks good and reads well!
#19: Author: Alison H, Location: ManchesterPosted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 9:43 pm It's a shame Con and Joan were never friends at school - EBD left both of them without a close friend . Very glad that Con and Steve have both escaped from the Gornetz Platz!
#20: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 11:06 am Here's a little more of Joan's history...
Con had made coffee, which they had sipped while having a rather stilted conversation, recalling their school days and catching up on news of mutual friends. Con heard about Joan’s husband Vic and her children, who were just ten and eight at that time and on whom Joan evidently doted. She had been aware of a subtle change in Joan; she no longer wore too much make up or loud and unsuitable clothes and she seemed to have softened. Despite the rather constrained nature of their discourse, Con found herself arranging to meet Joan again and noticing that Joan sounded almost pathetically eager to fall in with Con’s plans.
As the months passed, Con found that Joan was rapidly becoming one of her closest friends. She was very down to earth and sensible and had a heart of gold. Her life revolved around her children, and once she met them, Con could understand why. Kenny was happy-go-lucky and possessed of all his father’s charm, while Debbie was as bright as a button and Joan adored them both. She did not speak much of Vic, although Con knew that she had known him for years before they got married. Finally, about two years into their friendship, Joan admitted that she was no longer happy with Vic. She had told Con that she had been seeing Vic on and off since she was about fourteen, and that his initial attraction had been a combination of his undoubted charm and the fact that most of her friends of the time, as well as her family, had considered him to be a rather unsavoury character. She had met him again at commercial college, where she had found him just as attractive as ever and had been more than willing to take up with him once more. He had acquired a little polish by then, and when she had introduced him to her parents, they had been far more favourably impressed by him than at their previous meeting. They got engaged and married when Joan was just twenty and within a year Kenny had arrived.
Debbie was born two years later and Joan had thought her happiness was complete. She had two lovely children and a doting husband, who worked hard but provided generously for his family. They took holidays in Brighton or Eastbourne and Vic made sure that Joan had plenty of flashy jewellery and that the children had all the latest fad toys. It was only when Debbie turned seven that things started to go wrong. Joan had planned a birthday treat for Debbie and her three closest friends, and they were to go to the zoo and then out to the local Wimpy for dinner afterwards. Vic did not turn up and Joan was obliged to take the children to the zoo by taxi. They had enjoyed themselves, but at the back of Joan’s mind had been a nagging worry about Vic’s whereabouts. He had turned up late that evening, bearing roses and Joan’s favourite perfume, and explained that he had been called to an important meeting and was really sorry that he had missed the birthday outing. He had taken them all to the beach the following Saturday, which more than made up for his absence on the zoo trip, and within a few weeks, Joan had forgotten all about it.
#21: Author: Alison H, Location: ManchesterPosted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 11:09 am Oh dear - sounds as if the Lilleys et al were right to think Vic was a bad lot .
#22: Author: Lulu, Location: West Midlands, UKPosted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 11:11 am Poor Joan I'm glad that she's found a friend in Con, though!
#23: Author: Miranda, Location: Perth, Western AustraliaPosted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 11:15 am Poor Joan. To be stuck in that situation for 10 years... I hope Con will help her through this. I'm glad they've become good friends
If Con's working for a glossy magazine I wonder if she's writing articles like 'How to look perfect in a bikini' or '50 ways to be unforgettable in bed' - very unCS-like
#26: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 6:22 pm Nasty piece of work that Vic Coles. Poor Joan.
Thanks Becky
#27: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 6:28 am Yes, that's definitely the sort of magazine I can imagine Con working for, Liz!
Vic continued to work very hard, often remaining in the office until eight or nine at night, but he always compensated for his absences by being attentive, and showering both Joan and the children with gifts when he was around. Joan was finally alerted to the real reason for Vic’s apparent hard work, though, completely by accident. She had been doing some Christmas shopping and as she sat on the bus going home, her bags clutched on her lap, she had gazed out of the window and admired the lights and decorations in the houses they passed. Suddenly the bus stopped at the traffic lights and Joan looked admiringly at a particularly lovely Christmas tree in the window of the house opposite which the bus was standing. As she thought how beautifully decorated it was, Joan saw the front door open and Vic came out. He embraced some young woman on the doorstep, kissing her lingeringly and then waving as he unlocked his car, which was sitting on the drive. The bus went onwards, but Joan noticed no more of the houses they passed and would probably have missed her own stop completely had it not been the end of the bus route, where the sudden silence as the driver turned off the engine awoke her from her shocked daze.
Afterwards, Joan wondered whether she could have changed anything if she had behaved differently that day. Instead of challenging Vic when he returned home, she acted as if nothing had happened. She had wanted to confront him, but when he walked in the door bearing a huge bag of neatly wrapped gifts, which he had arranged beneath the Christmas tree to the accompaniment of oohhs and aahhs from the children, she knew that she could not ruin the holiday for them. They did not deserve to hear their parents arguing at Christmas when they were so used to having fun and being spoilt.
Vic had been around all over Christmas, and had managed, as he always did, to buy the perfect gifts for everyone. They had had a wonderful time and Vic had been his usual charming and attentive self and Joan even began to convince herself that she had dreamed the whole thing. How could a loving husband and father betray his family so blatantly?
But in the New Year Vic continued to work late and then he began playing squash or golf at the weekends. He even attended conferences held over the weekend and although he inevitably returned with presents, Joan could not stop herself thinking that he never brought back anything that he could not have purchased in any London shop. Not once did he bring back any speciality from the area in which he claimed to have stayed and with every new excuse for his absence, Joan became more and more suspicious.
Somehow they went on and on in this vein, though. Joan found smears of lipstick on the collars of his shirts when he came back from his weekends away, and even found the occasional photograph of increasingly young-looking women. It was only when the love letters began to arrive and she guiltily opened them, that she had absolute proof of his infidelity and finally confronted him with it. Vic did not deny it – there would have been no point. Nor did he promise to give up his current inamorata. He told Joan that she could leave if she wanted, but that he would be staying in their house. Worried that she would be left with no home and so be unable to keep the children, Joan had felt unable to leave and obliged to accept that she had no choice other than to live with his faithlessness.
And so they had gone on, pretending that they still cared for one another, just for the sake of the children. After a while it had not been so difficult, either. Vic continued to treat his family well, with his time being the only thing he did not give them. He did make an effort to be around for Christmas and birthdays, but soon he was letting Joan take the children on holiday on her own and he was often away for nights during the week in addition to his weekends away. She knew very well that he would be with some woman or other, but he always told her that he was working, or playing golf, or even visiting his parents.
#28: Author: Alison H, Location: ManchesterPosted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 6:49 am Oh dear, poor Joan .
#29: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 8:24 am Horrible man - this would be late 1970's? Surely she would be entitled to remain in the house then?
Thanks Becky.
#30: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, EnglandPosted: Sat Sep 23, 2006 11:17 am Grrrrrrr!!!
Poor Joan
Thanks, Becky
#31: Author: Jennie, Location: CambridgeshirePosted: Sun Sep 24, 2006 12:46 pm Poor Joan, she doesn't deserve this. The children are old enough for her to take a refresher course in her secretarial skills, get a job and throw Vick out. She ought to pack all his clothes for him and have the suitcases delivered to his office, change the door locks, and sue for a divorce.
#32: Author: Cazx, Location: Swansea/BristolPosted: Sun Sep 24, 2006 7:33 pm Poor Joan, I hope Con comes up with some solution which allows Joan to keep the house and kids.
#33: Author: aitchemelle, Location: West SussexPosted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 12:39 pm What a RAT! Poor Joan. Thank you for the drabble
#34: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 1:03 pm Ramadan is keeping me busy, but here's the next installment. Don't worry, Joan's going to have some fun soon! Thanks for all your comments.
Joan sniffed and dried her eyes. “I just can’t go on like this,” she said, sounding more determined again. “Tonight I suddenly realized that the kids have grown up and Vic can’t take them from me any more. Kenny’s got a job and Deb will go to college once she’s finished her ‘A’ levels. I’m going to see a lawyer, Con.”
“You know I’ll help in any way I can,” said Con approvingly. “And Cindy at work will know a good lawyer. She’s divorced three husbands now.”
“Thank you,” said Joan gratefully.
“Let me get you a drink,” said Con, patting Joan’s shoulder and standing up. “I think you need one.” She disappeared and when she returned she was carrying a bottle of red wine and two glasses. She poured a generous measure for Joan and passed her the glass, then she raised her own in a toast. “To freedom,” she said with a smile.
“To freedom,” agreed Joan. “I am doing the right thing, aren’t I?”
“Yes, of course you are,” said Con reassuringly. “Vic’s been awful and you deserve so much better. It’s not going to be easy, but it’s definitely for the best.”
Joan swallowed some more of her wine, feeling much more cheerful as it warmed her empty stomach. With Con to help her, she was sure that she would be able to arrange the divorce and make a new life for Kenny, Debbie and herself. The children would still want to see their father, for he had been good to them, but she hoped they would be happy to live with her and not want to remain with him.
“I’ll talk to Cindy tomorrow,” Con was saying. “I’m sure she’ll know the best person for you to see, and as soon as I know anything, I’ll phone you and then you can arrange an appointment.”
“Do you think I should tell Vic what I’ve decided?” asked Joan suddenly. “I want this to be amicable, for the children’s sake, but I don’t want him to have any advantages. I want to be rid of him with the best terms I can get.”
“Then don’t say anything to him until you’ve seen a lawyer,” advised Con. “The lawyer will know what you should tell Vic.”
Joan nodded and held out her glass for a refill. “It would be wonderful if I could be free of him by Christmas,” she said, starting to feel pleasantly tipsy.
“That might be a bit optimistic,” Con warned, “So don’t pin your hopes on it. I’m not sure how long it takes to get a divorce, but seven months might be pushing it a bit.”
The sound of a key in the door heralded the arrival of Stephen Maynard. They heard him call out a greeting to Con, and then his heavy tread on the stairs. “I ought to go,” said Joan, downing the rest of her wine.
“Don’t worry about anything tonight,” said Con, standing up as well. “I’ll speak to you tomorrow and then you’ll be able to find out where you stand.”
Joan giggled. “It might not exactly be standing,” she said, wishing she had had a more substantial lunch. “More like staggering.”
Con grinned. “Shall I walk you home?” she asked.
“No, I’ll be fine,” said Joan, hoping the fresh air would revive her.
As they reached the front door, Stephen came downstairs. He was a tall, well-built, fair man who looked a lot like his father. “Hello,” he said, seeing that his sister had a guest. “You aren’t leaving on my account, are you?”
“No, I have to go and give the children their dinner,” said Joan. “Thanks, Con.”
“Any time,” said Con. “I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”
#35: Author: Jennie, Location: CambridgeshirePosted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 1:11 pm Thanks, Fatima. It's good to see Con with so much know-how. I always did hate the descrition of her as a dreamer. What's wrong with dreaming?
#37: Author: kimothy, Location: GlasgowPosted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 1:18 pm thanks becky! loving this version of con and joan
#38: Author: wheelchairprincess, Location: Oxfordshire, UKPosted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 1:19 pm I really really like Con in this. It's good to see that she can be a dreamer but still live in the really world. I too felt like the CS books made her dreamer-ness seem like a bad thing. Is it too soon to ask for More?!
#39: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 4:38 pm Lovely friend Con is there - just offering practical help and encouragement - exactly what a friend should do. Hope Joan gets some good news from the lawyer.
Thanks Becky.
#40: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, EnglandPosted: Mon Sep 25, 2006 7:39 pm Hope the lawyer is extremely good!
Thanks, Becky
#41: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Tue Sep 26, 2006 1:32 pm I hope this isn't too unrealistic! Thanks for your comments.
Con was as good as her word. Joan had only just seen Debbie and Kenny off the next morning and begun to make the bed in which she had slept alone when the phone rang and she found Con on the other end, with the number of Cindy’s lawyer. Resolutely crushing all her anxieties, Joan dialled the number and had soon made an appointment with the lawyer, managing to get one for the end of the week. Once she had met him for the first time, Joan began to wish that she had not been so tolerant of Vic’s infidelity – she realized that she could have divorced him years earlier without worrying about whether she would be thrown out of their home and forced to leave her children behind. After the meeting, Joan had phoned Con at work and given her the gist of her discussions with the lawyer and Con had suggested that they meet for a celebratory lunch. Thrilled to have had such a positive discussion with the lawyer, Joan had agreed with alacrity.
From that first meeting everything had gone well. Vic was obliged to agree to the divorce and they decided to sell the house and divide the proceeds, and from that there was enough for Joan to buy a little flat for herself and Debbie. Kenny was to move into his own flat, near the garage where he worked, and Vic was moving in with the woman of the moment, at an undisclosed location. Although she was dealing with legal matters about which she understood little, Joan could not remember the last time she had been so happy. It felt wonderful, getting Vic out of her life after all the years she had spent turning a blind eye to his extra marital activities, and although she celebrated her fortieth birthday just before Christmas, Joan actually felt a lot younger than she had done in years.
As the divorce was going through uncontested, with Joan’s lawyer pushing for the earliest possible settlement, it seemed likely that things would be finalized in the early weeks of the new year. Kenny had settled happily into his new accommodation, which he was sharing with another of the mechanics from the garage and which rapidly became as much of a no-go zone as his bedroom had been. Debbie finished her ‘A’ levels, passing with flying colours, and headed off to Birmingham, where she was reading French and German, with hopes of becoming a teacher. She popped home some weekends, but Joan was getting used to living on her own, pleasing herself with regard to what she did and when she did it. Con had found her a job in the magazine office, where her secretarial skills were put to use and for which the pay was a welcome addition to the money that Vic was obliged to pay her. In all, as Christmas approached, Joan began to feel more optimistic about her life than she had done for several years.
#42: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, EnglandPosted: Tue Sep 26, 2006 2:26 pm Oh good Hope Joan has a wonderful Christmas!
Thanks, Becky
#43: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Tue Sep 26, 2006 5:30 pm Joan was very lucky - expect Vic just couldn't sope with the new confident Joan.
Thanks Becky
#44: Author: Vick, Location: Leeds, YorkshirePosted: Tue Sep 26, 2006 7:39 pm Good for Joan!
Thanks Fatima
#45: Author: Cazx, Location: Swansea/BristolPosted: Tue Sep 26, 2006 8:21 pm I'm so glad that Joan has given Vic the shove, hopefully she can live a little now!
#46: Life Begins at 40 Author: Fiona Mc, Location: Bendigo, AustraliaPosted: Wed Sep 27, 2006 1:30 pm That sounds great Joan deserves to be happy and think Con is being a great friend for her. I always thought she was more helpful and down to earth than most gave her credit
#47: Author: Mia, Location: LondonPosted: Wed Sep 27, 2006 2:26 pm Good for Joan
#48: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Thu Sep 28, 2006 4:06 pm Joan has every intention of enjoying every moment of the festive season! Thanks for your comments!
Debbie returned from Birmingham for the holiday and together mother and daughter began planning their Christmas celebrations. Kenny was to come over for the day and they would cook a wonderful turkey dinner, with all the trimmings, and in the afternoon Joan’s younger sister, Pam, would come and visit. Pam was currently head of the maths department at the English branch of the Chalet School, and it was her example that had inspired Debbie to train as a teacher, too. Vic would be spending the day with his new girlfriend who, Kenny informed them, was really nice but only about twenty-five. Joan was thrilled to discover that she really did not care in the least what Vic was doing; she had high hopes of Barry King, one of the photographers at the magazine, with whom she had gone out twice and who was to accompany her to the New Year Party Con planned to throw. If Vic wanted to try to recapture his lost youth with a succession of ladies young enough to be his daughters, that was up to him. Barry was just a year older than Joan, a nice, respectable career oriented man who had just never quite found the time to get married. He and Joan had found they had a lot in common and had enjoyed the time they had spent together so far; Joan hoped they continued to enjoy one another’s company, although she had absolutely no intention of remarrying. She had just discovered the joys of living her own life with her own interests taking priority that she did not intend to give it all up by taking on another man.
Between Christmas and New Year, Joan visited her parents and her older sister Edna. Although they did not say much, they were pleased to see Joan looking so happy and Edna whispered that she was almost envious of Joan, being in control of her own destiny once more. Edna was happily married, though, and would not really have wanted to start living a single life. No one mentioned Vic; they had not really been surprised to hear of his unfaithfulness as they had only been taken in by his veneer of worthiness for a short time. It was clear that Joan was glad to be rid of him and that Kenny and Debbie were having no trouble adjusting to their parents’ separation.
Con visited Joan and Debbie the next day, bringing lovely gifts for them both and Joan was delighted when she saw Con’s genuine appreciation of the pretty scarf she had bought her. Con got on well with Debbie, too, telling her all about the article on what to do with unwanted Christmas gifts that would be appearing in the January edition of the magazine. Debbie giggled and agreed that the rather ugly and unfashionable cardigan that her grandparents had given her could possibly be doomed for one of those fates.
Before Con left, she made sure that Joan was coming to the New Year party, and would be able to bring a big dish of her delicious home-made lasagne with her. Joan gladly agreed, as she was looking forward to the party. With Vic she would have spent the evening worrying about whose telephone number he was collecting, or she would have stayed at home with the children, knowing that Vic could have been absolutely anywhere, doing absolutely anything. Instead, she would be with friends, accompanied by someone who treated her with the respect she deserved, and she would have a wonderful time.
#49: Author: Chris, Location: NottinghamPosted: Thu Sep 28, 2006 5:18 pm I am enjoying this - it is very upbeat, and I hope there aren't any cliffs looming for Joan and the children - it seems she has put up with enough of what life has to throw at her for the time being!
#50: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Thu Sep 28, 2006 6:31 pm So pleased for Joan.
Thanks Becky
#51: Author: JoW, Location: LincolnshirePosted: Thu Sep 28, 2006 8:53 pm Perhaps Joan will end up with Steve. I'd like hear what Joey would think of having Joan Baker as a daughter-in-law.
#52: Author: pim, Location: LondiniumPosted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 8:11 am Glad they all had a lovely Christmas Cheers, Becky.
#53: Author: Jennie, Location: CambridgeshirePosted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 12:06 pm Thanks, Fatima. I do hope you're not setting us up with a nasty cliff.
#54: Author: ibarhis, Location: DunstablePosted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 12:10 pm To be honest it all sounds a bit TOO happy... but I may be completely off beam here.
#55: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, EnglandPosted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 2:28 pm But we like lots of happiness - please keep it up, Becky
#56: Author: leahbelle, Location: KilmarnockPosted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 5:21 pm Sounds like they had a lovely Christmas. I hope the happiness lasts!
To be honest it all sounds a bit TOO happy... but I may be completely off beam here.
So does that mean you think I’m the sort of person who would make her characters suffer?! Sorry there are so few updates - Joan knows where this is going, but I don't have the time or the concentration to listen to her. Thanks for your comments.
On New Year’s Eve Joan dressed with care. She had bought a new little black dress, which she planned on wearing with some high-heeled shoes that made her legs look thinner, and the pretty necklace that Barry had given her for Christmas. Her hair fell in soft curls to her shoulders and with some red lipstick the face that looked back at her from the mirror did not look like the face of a forty year old woman. Joan smiled at herself and clipped on a pair of gold earrings before spraying on the perfume that Kenny had given her for Christmas, then she switched off the bedroom light and went into the living room. Debbie was there, curled up in an armchair, her nose in a book as usual.
“You look nice, Mum,” she said sincerely. “I hope you have a lovely time at Auntie Con’s.”
“Thank you,” said Joan. She heard the doorbell ring, so she headed for the door once more. “Don’t wait up for me,” she said with a grin at her daughter.
“I won’t,” Debbie laughed. “Happy New Year, Mum.”
“You, too, Deb,” said Joan and then she was opening the front door and enjoying the appreciative looks Barry was giving her. “Hello,” she said, smiling at the tall, dark haired man on the doorstep. “Come in for a moment, Barry. I’m almost ready.”
“There’s no rush,” he told her, stepping into the hall. “I’m a little early.”
Joan showed Barry into the sitting room, where she left him making polite conversation with Debbie. She went to fetch the large lasagne she had made, wrapping it carefully so that it would reach its destination intact, and then she located the bottle of wine she had bought for Con. Finally, having slipped on her shoes, Joan slung her handbag over her shoulder and returned to find Barry and Debbie discussing the book that she was reading which, it turned out, he had just finished reading. Once he had arranged to send over another volume he had by the same author, Barry took Joan’s bag from her and they went out to his car.
#59: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, EnglandPosted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 8:16 pm Joan deserves to be treated nicely after putting up with Vic
Thanks, Becky
#60: Author: leahbelle, Location: KilmarnockPosted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 8:45 pm I hope Joan has a lovely evening.
#61: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Fri Sep 29, 2006 8:55 pm Good for Joan - so pleased for her.
#62: Life begins at 40 Author: Fiona Mc, Location: Bendigo, AustraliaPosted: Sat Sep 30, 2006 5:35 am This is great. Am curious as to where this is going to lead. More please!!
#63: Author: wheelchairprincess, Location: Oxfordshire, UKPosted: Sat Sep 30, 2006 10:33 am I think this is a great story and am extremely curious and intrigued as to what's going to happen. I do suspect there will be a bit of sadness because everything has been so happy so far. And I have to agree with whoever suggested that Joan should end up marrying Steve I would find that soooooo funny!
#64: Author: KathrynW, Location: LondonPosted: Sat Sep 30, 2006 11:01 am Thanks Becky, I've just read this through and it's lovely It's so nice to see Joan so happy now, after everything she's been through. I have to say, as soon as Stephen came in, I wondered if he might be a suitable new man for Joan...?
#65: Author: Cazx, Location: Swansea/BristolPosted: Sat Sep 30, 2006 11:53 am I hope Joan has a wondeful New Year!
#66: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Sat Sep 30, 2006 12:55 pm Barry drove the short distance to Con’s house. When they arrived they were surprised to discover that there was nowhere to park, and they began to wonder if it would be better to take the car back to Joan’s building and walk to the party. Finally, Barry double-parked outside Con’s house.
“You go in and I’ll find somewhere to leave the car,” he said. “Just save me a piece of lasagne!”
“I will,” Joan promised with a smile. She got out of the car and went up to the front door, which was promptly opened by Stephen Maynard.
“Hello,” he greeted her, standing aside to let her in.
“Hello,” she replied. “Barry’s just parking the car.”
“I think the neighbours are having a party, too,” explained Stephen, ushering Joan through to the living room. “Con’s around somewhere. Can I get you a drink?”
“Don’t let him give you the punch!” Con exclaimed, overhearing his offer. “He’s been busy making that all afternoon and it’s absolutely lethal!”
“It sounds perfect,” said Joan happily. “I’ll just put the lasagne in the kitchen.”
By the time Barry arrived, Joan had a glass of punch in her hand and was in the middle of a crowd of colleagues and friends. He stood in the doorway for a moment, looking across at her and thinking how fabulous she was. He thought that she looked gorgeous and despite her newly acquired and rather lowly position at the magazine, she was liked and appreciated by her colleagues. She had come through a difficult time, divorcing her husband and carving out her own life after so many years of merely being Mrs. Vic Coles, but she had not let it get her down. He took a glass of punch himself and went over to join her, arriving just in time to hear the end of a joke that one of the other photographers had been telling. Joan laughed, and although he had not heard the joke, Barry found himself laughing, too, for her laughter was infectious.
“The car’s nearer your place than here,” he told her, as she noticed his arrival.
“Yes, apparently they’re having a party next door, too,” explained Joan. “Look, there’s Cindy arriving! Let’s go and see how she is.” She caught Barry by the hand and towed him over to Cindy, who had become a good friend ever since Joan had begun divorce proceedings against Vic.
Con joined them, with Roger Richardson in tow. Joan had known Roger for years, for he was a frequent companion of Con’s. They had a very on-off relationship, which suited them both and which appeared to be on again at the moment. In fact, Con had once confided to Joan that they had an agreement to marry if Con reached forty and they were both still unmarried. Until then, however, they planned to enjoy themselves either together or apart as seemed appropriate at the time.
Cindy’s fourth husband, a very dull looking banker whose uninspiring façade hid a razor sharp wit, kept them entertained with some tales of life in the bank, and Joan happily accepted a second glass of punch. Con had not exaggerated – it was both delicious and very potent. Soon she was feeling delightfully tipsy and happily accepted Barry’s offer of a dance. Loud music was blaring from the dining room, where the furniture had been pushed back to make room for people to dance if they felt so inclined, and as she draped herself over Barry, Joan thought again how nice he was. He was attentive and courteous and seemed to be made happy just by the knowledge that Joan was enjoying herself.
#67: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Sat Sep 30, 2006 1:10 pm Awwww, that's so lovely - Barry seems to be a perfect partner. Steven is a little younger than Joan,isn't he - about five years or so?
Thanks Becky
#68: Author: leahbelle, Location: KilmarnockPosted: Sat Sep 30, 2006 3:24 pm Glad that Joan is having a nice evening and that Barry is so attentive to her. Joan deserves a bit of happiness!
#69: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern USPosted: Sun Oct 01, 2006 1:17 am So far, so good.
(once away from Vic, that is)
#70: Author: KathrynW, Location: LondonPosted: Sun Oct 01, 2006 10:43 am Sound like a lovely evening all round
Thanks Becky!
#71: Author: Cazx, Location: Swansea/BristolPosted: Sun Oct 01, 2006 1:35 pm I like the idea of Con and Roger's arrangement!
#72: Author: wheelchairprincess, Location: Oxfordshire, UKPosted: Sun Oct 01, 2006 7:28 pm I was just thinking that Con and Roger's arrangement is the same as one Chandler and Monica had on Friends and they ended up falling in love and gettting married well before 40. Makes me wonder if we could see the same thing happening here? Hmmmm *is intrigued*
#73: Author: pim, Location: LondiniumPosted: Mon Oct 02, 2006 8:01 am Glad they're all having a nice evening And Con & Roger's arrangement is the same one I had with my friend Daniel, until he got engaged to someone else... *g*
Cheers, Becky
#74: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Mon Oct 02, 2006 1:25 pm And there I was, thinking I was so subtle! This is for all those who think that Joan could have fun with Stephen!
Con's arrangement is also like that of Julianne and Michael in 'My Best Friend's Wedding' - I like to think that Con would be rather unconventional once she left school and her mother's domination!
Con announced that the buffet was ready, and everyone took it in turns to squeeze into the kitchen and fill their plates with the lovely food that was there. Joan was thrilled to overhear some of the comments about her lasagne, which the other guests seemed to be enjoying.
Barry, who was still at her side, grinned at her. “You are a very talented lady,” he observed.
“I’ve had plenty of practice at cooking,” she reminded him. “Kenny will eat just about anything put in front of him, but Debbie is very fussy. I’ve had to experiment to find things she will eat.”
“Would you like to have dinner with me this week?” Barry asked.
“Debbie goes back to Birmingham on Wednesday,” said Joan, “So I’d rather wait until she’s gone, if that’s all right. Strange though it may seem, I miss her when she goes.”
“That’s not strange,” he said. “How about Wednesday evening, then? It will take your mind off of her going.”
“That would be lovely,” Joan agreed at once. “Thank you, Barry.” She looked into his eyes and was reassured by the affection she saw there. “Why don’t you come over and have dinner with us before Debbie leaves?” she asked him impulsively.
“I’d like that very much,” he agreed at once. “Joan, I know I haven’t said much, but I like you an awful lot. In fact, I can’t remember the last time I’ve wanted to see so much of any lady as I do of you.”
Joan was touched by this; Vic would have called her a woman and somehow Barry’s use of the word lady made her feel far more valued. “I like you a lot, too,” she told him, hoping that he was not disappointed in her use of the word like instead of love.
Barry did not seem unduly upset, however. He refilled their glasses and provided her with an absolutely enormous slice of chocolate gateau that one of the other guests had made, and then he settled down in a quiet corner with her and they talked easily together and drank some more punch.
By midnight, Joan was feeling distinctly light-headed, but very happy. She had danced and smooched with Barry in a dark corner of the dining room, unrealistically imagining that no one would notice, and had not even had the briefest moment of thought about Vic. She excused herself once everyone had cheered in the arrival of the New Year, and headed upstairs to the bathroom, knowing that 1987 was going to be one of the best years of her life.
Looking in the mirror, Joan saw how pink her cheeks had become, so she splashed her face with cold water. It sobered her up a little and she resolved to have another glass of punch when she got back downstairs. After reapplying her lipstick, Joan left the bathroom and headed for the stairs. As she began to descend, Stephen Maynard came into the hall and stood at the bottom, evidently as well versed in the ill luck of crossing on the stairs as she was. Feeling guilty for making him wait in his own home, Joan hurried down the last few stairs, missed her footing on the penultimate one and ended up almost flattening her host in the hall.
“Steady!” advised Steve as he caught her.
“I’m so sorry,” she stammered, embarrassed.
“Are you all right?” he asked with concern.
“Yes, I’m fine, thank you,” she replied.
Stephen was still holding her and as he looked down at her, Joan felt her heart begin to race again. She gazed back at him and he leant closer, and she could have sworn that, in a voice full of longing, he whispered her name before he kissed her. Wrapping her arms more tightly around him, she kissed him back until Con’s startled exclamation made them jerk apart. Her cheeks scarlet, Joan dashed out of the hall, heading back to Barry as fast as she could go.
#75: Author: kimothy, Location: GlasgowPosted: Mon Oct 02, 2006 2:49 pm OMG! well i wasn't quite expecting that!
more please!
#76: Author: Kat, Location: Kingston-upon-Thames/SwanseaPosted: Mon Oct 02, 2006 2:54 pm I actually squeaked
#81: Author: Alison H, Location: ManchesterPosted: Mon Oct 02, 2006 8:18 pm Just caught up on this - love Con in this, and also the idea of Stephen as Joan's toyboy (Joey would love that )!
#82: Author: KathrynW, Location: LondonPosted: Mon Oct 02, 2006 8:33 pm Ooh la la...Thanks Becky!
#83: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Tue Oct 03, 2006 12:54 pm As soon as he saw Joan, Barry realized that something was wrong. “What happened?” he asked with concern, sliding his arm around her shoulders.
Joan took a deep breath. “I tripped down the stairs,” she explained, firmly consigning all thoughts of kissing Steve to the back of her mind. “I feel such a fool.”
“Did you hurt yourself?” asked Barry, his voice full of concern.
“Only my pride,” Joan admitted, giggling as she recalling the look of horror on Stephen’s face as she had all but knocked him over.
“Let’s get some more punch,” suggested Barry, “so that you can drown your embarrassment.”
Joan agreed with alacrity and by the time she had finished the punch she was feeling steadier. She concentrated on enjoying Barry’s company again, for he truly was a lovely man and a most amusing companion. They danced until the guests began to leave, when Joan insisted that they gave a helping hand with the clearing up. There was no sign of Stephen, for which Joan was unsure if she was relieved or disappointed, and so Con was grateful for the assistance given by Joan and Barry and Cindy and her husband. Once the house was looking less as if a bomb had hit it and more like the respectable residence of a respected writer, Barry and Joan took their leave of Con and headed home.
When he had told her that his car was nearer her own home than Con’s, Barry had not exaggerated, so they walked back to Joan’s place and Barry left her on the doorstep. By then, Joan was exhausted, so she was glad that Barry was not expecting to be taken in and given coffee. Warning him to drive carefully after consuming so much punch, Joan waved and went into her flat, locking the door behind her and thankfully kicking off her shoes.
The flat was in darkness, for Debbie had gone to bed, so Joan crept around, making a cup of tea and getting ready for bed. When she finally lay down, she allowed herself to think back over the evening as carefully as one might examine the place from which a tooth had been extracted. Barry had been the perfect date, kind and considerate, and it was a pleasure to spend time with him. They had caught up with lots of friends, and it had been good to see Con and Roger getting on so well. Cindy and Brian were good fun to be around, too, and Joan really hoped that it would be fourth time lucky for Cindy.
And then, of course, there was Stephen, the man with the amazingly beautiful grey eyes and the comfortingly strong, solid physique. Stephen, the man who kissed so well, the thought of whom made her blush even though she was lying alone in the darkness. Stephen, who was Con’s younger brother and so was a good five years younger than Joan herself. Stephen, who had disappeared after that kiss, and who had not returned to the party at all. Joan sighed. He had obviously felt as embarrassed as she did, and had decided that it would be better to avoid her for the rest of the evening. And that was for the best, she told herself. It would have been awkward to see him again while she was with Barry; goodness only knew what he thought of her for kissing him while she was a guest in his home and accompanied by another man. But then, he had been the one that started the kissing even though she was obviously with another man.
Joan rolled over and resolutely closed her eyes. It was almost four in the morning and she should be asleep. The problem was that when she had her eyes shut, all she could see was Stephen. He was fair-haired and his pale skin was covered with a light dusting of freckles. He was not exactly what Joan would call handsome, but he had the sort of face that made you trust him instinctively. You only had to look into his eyes to know that he was a man of intelligence and integrity and…
Joan pushed such thoughts firmly from her mind and began counting sheep. She had just escaped from an unhappy marriage and was lucky enough to have found someone as different from Vic as chalk is different from cheese. She certainly ought not to be lying in bed thinking of another man. That was definitely not her style, nor should it be. Barry was intelligent and eminently trustworthy, too, and she should be content with him. Forcing her thoughts back to the sheep, Joan finally fell into a deep and dreamless sleep.
#84: Author: Alison H, Location: ManchesterPosted: Tue Oct 03, 2006 1:05 pm Ooh, Stephen does sound nice here ....
#85: Author: leahbelle, Location: KilmarnockPosted: Tue Oct 03, 2006 2:05 pm *agrees with Alison*
#88: Author: KathrynW, Location: LondonPosted: Tue Oct 03, 2006 9:38 pm I think I'm rather smitten too!
Thanks Becky
#89: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Wed Oct 04, 2006 12:59 pm After such a late night, Joan slept late and only awoke when Debbie crept in to say that it was almost two o’clock and lunch was ready. Joan felt much better after a good sleep and she agreed to get up and come for lunch immediately. Debbie, who was no mean cook, had prepared macaroni cheese, and by the time Joan reached the kitchen and smelt the appetizing aromas, she was feeling very hungry.
“How was your party?” asked Debbie conversationally, as she spooned the steaming macaroni onto a plate.
“Lovely,” said Joan with a smile.
“And what about Barry?” Debbie went on with a grin.
“He’s very nice,” said Joan. “He’s going to come for dinner on Sunday, if that’s all right with you.”
“Of course it is,” Debbie assured her. “I’m so glad that you are having fun, Mum, and not just getting old alone.”
“I’m not getting old!” Joan exclaimed, horrified. “You cheeky thing, Deb!”
Before Joan could chastise her daughter further, the telephone rang. Debbie leaped up. “I’ll get it,” she said as she ran out.
Guessing that Debbie was expecting a call from a friend, Joan continued with her lunch, thinking how lucky she was to have such a daughter. Debbie was a sweet girl, and she really would miss her once she returned to Birmingham.
“Mum!” Debbie called. “It’s for you!”
Hastily putting down her knife and fork, Joan got up and went to the telephone, wondering if it could be Barry at the other end. “Hello?” she said.
“Hello Joan.”
To Joan’s astonishment, it was Stephen Maynard. “Hello,” she said again.
“It’s Steve Maynard here,” he said, evidently thinking from her silence that she had not recognized his voice. “I hope I’m not disturbing you,” he went on. “I was just wondering if I could see you this week. It’s about last night. I feel that I should explain or apologise, or something.”
“It’s all right,” she replied, wishing that she did not feel quite as tongue-tied.
“How about Wednesday?” he asked her. “My parents are coming to stay tomorrow for a couple of days, but I shall be free by Wednesday.”
“I’m sorry,” said Joan, hoping she did not sound quite as regretful as she felt. “I’m busy on Wednesday. You don’t have to explain anything, Steve. I think we’d both had a little too much to drink.”
“Yes,” he agreed, after a moment’s silence. “Yes, that was it. Happy New Year, Joan, and I’ll see you sometime.”
“You, too, Steve,” she said and then he was gone and she was left wondering why she felt so disappointed.
#90: Author: Alison H, Location: ManchesterPosted: Wed Oct 04, 2006 1:08 pm This is making me nostalgic for my own student days at Birmingham now!
Disappointed about Steve, but hoping he just wants to wait until Jack and Joey have been and gone.
#91: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Wed Oct 04, 2006 1:44 pm Wonder if Joan wants to meet up with Jack and Joey?
Thanks Becky
#92: Author: kimothy, Location: GlasgowPosted: Wed Oct 04, 2006 2:26 pm poor steve
#93: Author: leahbelle, Location: KilmarnockPosted: Wed Oct 04, 2006 2:30 pm What a shame! Poor Steve. Thanks, Becky. Really enjoying this glimpse into Joan's life.
#94: Author: Cazx, Location: Swansea/BristolPosted: Wed Oct 04, 2006 7:04 pm Joan has got herself into a sticky situation hasn't she!
#95: Author: KathrynW, Location: LondonPosted: Wed Oct 04, 2006 7:13 pm It wouldn't be a Becky drabble if there weren't twists and turns along the way!
Thank you
#96: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 8:23 am I don't think Joan has any special desire to catch up with Jack and Jo again!
Over the next few days, Joan found that she kept on thinking of Steve, and that highly unsatisfactory conversation they had had. If only he had not suggested that they meet on Wednesday, Joan kept thinking. If he had just asked her to meet him on Tuesday or Thursday she could have agreed and then she would have been able to see him and to find out if the current attraction she felt towards him was real or imaginary. She had been drinking and Con had warned her how potent the punch was. It had been intoxicating enough to make her trip inelegantly on the stairs, so perhaps it was also responsible for the silly schoolgirl feelings she was currently cherishing for Stephen.
Barry had come around for dinner on Sunday and Kenny had turned up, too, so the four of them had enjoyed a lively meal. It was clear that Debbie liked Barry, while Kenny was very easy going and got along with most people. Joan was sure that it was because he was too lazy to go to the trouble of arguing with them, but at least it meant that things were peaceful when he was around.
On Wednesday, Debbie returned to Birmingham. Joan went to the station with her and saw her safely onto the train, somehow managing not to bombard her with reminders to eat properly, work hard and not drink too much. Once the train had pulled out of the station, Joan had caught the bus home and indulged in an orgy of cleaning and tidying so that she would not notice that she was, once again, on her own in the flat.
Barry called her in the middle of the afternoon, because he guessed that she would be missing Debbie, and Joan began to look forward to spending the evening with him. She had heard nothing more from Steve and knew that she had to put him out of her mind. They had been carried away by the punch and the fact that she had, albeit inadvertently, thrown herself at him. They had indulged in an excess of Christmas spirit and now should forget about it and carry on with their lives again.
Barry arrived at seven, wearing a suit, and Joan was glad that she had bothered to change her clothes and make herself look smarter than she had originally planned. He whisked her out to the car and they drove out of London to a quiet restaurant on the banks of the Thames. They were given a table overlooking the river and although it was dark, they could see the lights of the boats moored nearby. The restaurant was in a lovely glass conservatory built on the back of an old pub, and it was furnished in a pleasantly homely manner. Joan found the wicker chair very comfortable and knew that they would enjoy a relaxing evening in such peaceful surroundings.
They were brought large plates of steak and vegetables and the most delicious looking chips Joan had seen for many months. Barry ordered wine with the meal and once they were left alone, he raised his glass to her.
“Cheers,” he said with a smile. “Here’s to peaceful evenings. May we have many more!”
Joan tapped her glass against his. “Mine will be very peaceful now,” she said, a touch of wistfulness in her voice. “Unless Kenny calls round,” she added with a smile.
“I won’t let you get too lonely,” Barry promised.
“I won’t be lonely – I have to go back to work tomorrow.”
“Thank goodness,” said Barry. “I’ve missed you there this week.”
Knowing how seldom Barry was actually in the office, Joan laughed.
“I have,” he protested. “I’ve been in each day and really missed seeing you sitting at your desk. It’s a good thing you are back tomorrow, though, because there’s a big meeting going on.”
“And they’ll need me to make the tea,” said Joan with a grin.
“Probably!” Barry agreed. “Joan, I’ve been wondering if you’d like to come to the theatre with me at the weekend. I thought we could go and see a show and go to dinner afterwards. What do you think?”
“I’d like that very much, thank you,” she told him.
They arranged to visit one of the musicals that neither of them had seen, and Barry promised to get hold of the tickets somehow. After that they chatted easily about plays and films and Joan found that she did not mind admitting to Barry that she knew very little about the theatre, but had always enjoyed going to the cinema. As her taste was as eclectic as his, they found plenty of films to talk about and Joan was struck by the way Barry listened to her opinions instead of just dismissing them as Vic would have done. By the end of the evening, Joan had just about forgotten Stephen Maynard and was delighted to spend a long while standing in her doorway kissing Barry. When he finally released her, she watched him go downstairs and then went into the quiet flat feeling delightfully dreamy. Barry really was so nice, she reflected as she got ready for bed. And after Vic, Joan knew that she deserved to find a decent man, and perhaps that was exactly what she had done.
#97: Author: Alison H, Location: ManchesterPosted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 8:48 am Lucky Joan, with 2 new blokes in her life !
#98: Author: Cazx, Location: Swansea/BristolPosted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 10:08 am Barry does seem lovely, I hope Joan's love triangle doesn't get anymore complicated.
#99: Author: kimothy, Location: GlasgowPosted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 3:18 pm thanks Becky.. it looks like joan is going to have a decision on her hands
#100: Author: KathrynW, Location: LondonPosted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 3:50 pm Barry sounds really lovely
Thanks Becky!
#101: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 6:03 pm Lucky Joan - two to choose from!
Thanks Becky
#102: Author: leahbelle, Location: KilmarnockPosted: Fri Oct 06, 2006 6:53 pm Barry does sound nice!
#103: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Sat Oct 07, 2006 9:09 am As Debbie had gone, Joan did not mind going back to work the next day. It was nice to have the place to herself, but it was also nice to be back in the office, where there was always such a lovely atmosphere. Her colleagues were friendly and although everyone was expected to work hard, they managed to get everything done and keep up lively discussions at the same time. For a wonder, everyone got on well, and there was usually lots of laughter accompanying the work.
As Barry had said, there was a big meeting, and Joan disappeared into the kitchen to get the tea and coffee made. It was a job that had fallen to her, as she always remembered how people liked to take their coffee or tea and always served it in a way that did not disturb important meetings. Once the trolley was loaded with cups and the big urn, Joan added the special biscuits that Cindy always bought for meetings and headed for the boardroom.
She opened the door and crept in, for the most important members of the magazine’s editorial staff were gathered there, listening attentively to the proposals being laid out by a tall, blond man. To her surprise, Joan found that Stephen Maynard was in the middle of a presentation. His eyes met hers, but he did not miss a beat and she could not tell how he felt to see her again. She left his coffee on the table near him and wheeled her trolley out of the boardroom again.
Joan returned to the kitchen, where she found Barry had arrived and was making a cup of coffee. His greeting was far from cool, and Joan realized how foolish she was being, thinking so much of Stephen Maynard when she had Barry dancing in attendance on her. She chatted easily to Barry for a while and then had to return to her desk, as there were several letters awaiting her attention. Barry, who was waiting to hear what his next assignment was, followed her, and when Stephen Maynard finally left the boardroom, he saw Barry sitting on the corner of Joan’s desk, sipping coffee and talking earnestly with her. Joan seemed perfectly happy and relaxed in his company, and it was clear that she and Barry were a couple. He had been right to think that their kiss at the party had just been a momentary aberration on her part, and it would be best for everyone if he forgot all about her.
Without a second glance in their direction, Stephen left the magazine offices and returned to his own office.
Barry managed to get tickets for the show at the weekend, and once they had enjoyed the magnificent musical extravaganza they headed off for a late dinner. As she sat opposite Barry in a quiet little Italian restaurant, Joan thanked him for a wonderful evening and Barry agreed that it had been most enjoyable and that they should do it again. He was, Joan reflected, as she waved from the window of her flat later that evening, a perfect gentleman. He wined and dined her in style and kissed her goodnight on the doorstep. He was charming and intelligent and as different from profligate Vic as it was possible to be.
#104: Author: kimothy, Location: GlasgowPosted: Sat Oct 07, 2006 9:39 am oh this is so frustrating barry is completely perfect, yet for some reason i want joan and steven to get together
thanks becky
#105: Author: Alison H, Location: ManchesterPosted: Sat Oct 07, 2006 11:23 am Barry is really nice, but I get the feeling that Joan prefers Stephen ...
#106: Author: leahbelle, Location: KilmarnockPosted: Sat Oct 07, 2006 2:54 pm Its a dilemma- I like them both!
#107: Author: KathrynW, Location: LondonPosted: Sat Oct 07, 2006 10:12 pm I agree with Alison...it sounds like Joan's having to convince herself that she likes Barry a bit too much.
Thanks Becky
#108: Author: Jennie, Location: CambridgeshirePosted: Sun Oct 08, 2006 1:01 pm Some people have all the luck, two to choose from!
#109: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 12:50 pm In the middle of the following week, Joan and Barry had dinner with Con and Roger. They met up in a newly opened Chinese restaurant, where they were shown to dark red seats around an immaculately clean mahogany table, and Roger ordered a selection of traditional dishes for them to taste. Joan soon found herself trying to juggle a pair of chopsticks and eat without dropping anything down her new light beige jumper. Con, looking ethereal in a white silk blouse, seemed to be well versed in the art of using chopsticks, and for a brief moment, Joan envied her friend’s natural daintiness.
“I think we should go on holiday together this summer,” Con said suddenly, looking up from her plate of noodles. “What do you think?”
“Where did you have in mind?” asked Roger, sounding interested nonetheless.
“Oh, I don’t know, Spain or Greece perhaps. Somewhere hot with lovely beaches.”
Barry looked hopefully at Joan. “Well?” he asked her. “What do you say, Joan?”
Since marrying Vic and having the children, Joan had not left England. She had fond memories of her years at the Chalet School, in Switzerland, and had always harboured a secret desire to travel, but with Vic’s expensive lifestyle, there had only been enough money for seaside holidays in England. “I’d love to go to Greece,” said Joan, deciding that she would scrimp and save until she could afford to go on holiday with them.
“Me too,” Barry agreed.
“Yes, I’d prefer Greece,” Roger chimed in. “We should go in September or May, though, so it’s not quite as hot as the middle of the summer. You won’t make us go to Athens and look at ruins for a week, will you, Con?”
Con grinned. “No, I was thinking of lying on white sandy beaches and eating in little tavernas and relaxing,” she admitted. “I’ll save the ruins until I find someone appreciative to go with.”
“Yes, I could live with white sandy beaches,” said Barry. “How about September, because we’ll still have it all to look forward to when everyone else has been away.”
“And shall we ask Cindy and Brian to come, too?” Con suggested.
“And Steve,” added Roger. “He’d be annoyed if he thought we’d left him out.”
“That means he’d have to keep a girlfriend long enough to take away with him,” Con pointed out. “Not exactly his strong suit!”
As they discussed the holiday, Joan began to feel excited. A week in Greece, with her closest friends, having fun and behaving as if she was young, free and single and completely without responsibilities, was definitely appealing. And it might help the long, dark days of January and February pass quicker, too, if she had a week in the sunshine to look forward to. By the time they left the restaurant that evening, they had agreed that Con should go ahead and book the holiday, and that they would visit the quietest Greek Island advertised in the brochures. They would stay somewhere self-catering, so that they could please themselves with regard to meals, and they would spend most of their time on the beach.
Once they had finished their jasmine tea, which Joan did not like very much, they divided up the bill and then set off home. Barry saw Joan up to her flat and declined her offer of coffee, explaining that he had an early start the next morning, as he was going to Newmarket to photograph a woman who was trying to break into the male dominated world of horse racing. Con was putting together an article on women who were working in what was perceived as a man’s job, and he was providing the pictures to illustrate her story.
“I won’t be in tomorrow,” he told her, drawing her close to him. “I’ll call you when I get home, though.”
“I shall miss you,” she told him, for it would be strange to sit at her desk and not find him suddenly at her side, bringing her a bar of chocolate or a magazine that he had bought for her while on his way to the office.
“Good,” he said, smiling down at her. “I shall be glad to be away if that’s the case.” He leaned closer and kissed her then, and Joan felt confident that she was doing the right thing, seeing Barry and not wasting her time fantasizing about Stephen Maynard.
#110: Author: Alison H, Location: ManchesterPosted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 1:05 pm Maybe she can do a Shirley Valentine when they get to Greece!
#111: Author: KathrynW, Location: LondonPosted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 3:14 pm Thanks Becky, it's lovely to see Joan so happy and it could definitely be an interesting holiday...
#112: Author: pim, Location: LondiniumPosted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 3:17 pm Ooooh, now that's going to be an interesting holiday... Thanks Becky
#113: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 4:31 pm Lovely idea for a holiday - want one!
Thanks Becky
#114: Author: leahbelle, Location: KilmarnockPosted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 4:39 pm Hope the holiday is a good one. Thanks, Becky.
#115: Author: wheelchairprincess, Location: Oxfordshire, UKPosted: Mon Oct 09, 2006 9:09 pm That was a good installment but now I want to go on holiday
#116: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 1:28 pm Once Barry had gone, Joan got ready for bed. As she changed, she caught sight of herself in the mirror and stopped to consider how far out of hand she had let herself get. She did not go near the bathroom scales, and, she noticed, it showed. She had always been well built, but she had let herself get positively fat, she realized. And there she was, blithely planning to go and lie on the beach with Con, who was slim and beautiful, and Cindy, who was very shapely, and some unknown girlfriend of Steve’s, who would probably be much the same. Beside them, she would look huge and she would feel uncomfortable wearing skimpy swimwear even on the beach. Having looked critically at herself from every angle, Joan decided that she would have to do something about getting in shape before the holiday.
The next morning, Joan made a few phone calls and found that she would be able to attend a slimming group near her home and that she could go almost at once, for they met on a Friday afternoon. Joan resolved to spend her last day of freedom eating frugally, so that she might feel a little less embarrassed when she stepped on the scales in front of everyone, so she manfully declined the lovely cream buns that were circulating the office during the coffee break and went out at lunch time to buy herself some fruit. She knew that it would not be easy, but she had every intention of sticking to a diet for the next few months to see if she could shed a couple of stone before the holiday.
The next morning Joan woke full of resolve and managed to eat both healthily and sensibly all day. She was very tempted by the bar of chocolate that was left over from Christmas, but told herself sternly that she did not need it and put it in a bag of things she had collected up for Kenny. He was slim despite having a voracious appetite, so it would be fine if he ate the chocolate. She ate fruit for her lunch again and although she felt rather hungry as she headed for the local library, which was where the slimming club met, she was pleased with herself for making such a promising start to her diet.
By the time she left the slimmer’s club, Joan was feeling inspired. She had felt rather nervous as she went in, but everyone was so welcoming and so positive about dieting that she left wishing that she had thought about joining years ago. She briefly wondered if Vic would have remained more interested in her if she had been slimmer, but she ruthlessly crushed that thought. She was glad that Vic was not interested in her, for she now had Barry and was far happier with her new life than she had been with Vic.
On her way home, Joan stopped at the supermarket. As soon as she began pushing the trolley she realized her mistake – because she was hungry it seemed to head off to the biscuit and crisps and chocolate aisles almost of its own volition. Using every ounce of willpower, Joan managed to fill her trolley with fresh fruit and vegetables and some very lean looking beef. She looked longingly at the bottles of cider on special offer at the end of another aisle, but hardened her heart and walked past. Delighted with her newly discovered self control, Joan reached the checkout and paid for her shopping, eager now to head home and try one of the new recipes she had received from the slimming club.
#117: Author: Alison H, Location: ManchesterPosted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 1:31 pm *Empathises in a very big way with Joan's weight problems!*
#118: Author: leahbelle, Location: KilmarnockPosted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 2:02 pm Poor Joan. I don't have a weight problem myself, but my SLOC does and its hard going for him.
#119: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 5:11 pm Good luck Joan.
Thanks Becky
#120: Author: KathrynW, Location: LondonPosted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 7:53 pm Going to the supermarket when hungry is normally a fatal mistake so well done Joan for resisting! I can definitely sympathise with her...maybe she'll even inspire me to lose the pounds I need to!
#121: Author: wheelchairprincess, Location: Oxfordshire, UKPosted: Tue Oct 10, 2006 10:41 pm I've recently lost almost two stone so reading this rang very very true. Especially the bit where she was wondering about Vic. I'm hoping that Joan will find the weightloss easier than I did and maybe even inspire me to lose the remaining two stone of excess weight I have.
This is really well written and true to life, thank you!
#122: Author: Fatima, Location: Sunny QatarPosted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 1:27 pm A few days later Con came dashing into the office and made a beeline for Joan’s desk. “I’ve booked it!” she cried, and a pile of brochures slipped from her arms and cascaded around Joan’s ankles. “We go on September 25th – it’s a Friday – and come back on the 2nd October. Now all we have to do is pay!”
Joan picked up some of the brochures and set them in a neat pile on her desk. “Brilliant!” she exclaimed, feeling as excited as Con so evidently was. “Where are we going?”
“It’s in one of these, somewhere,” said Con, who had emerged from under the desk with more brochures. “This one, I think. We’re going to Naxos.”
“Naxos?” asked Joan. “Where’s that?”
“It’s between Greece and Turkey,” Con explained, “In a group of islands called the Cyclades.” She sat down on Joan’s desk and flipped open one of the brochures. “Look at those beaches! Doesn’t it look heavenly?”
Seeing the white sand and brilliantly blue sea, Joan had to agree with her. “Paradise,” she said happily. “Can I borrow a brochure to show Barry?”
“Yes, I’ve brought enough for us all to have them,” said Con, now deftly sorting them into piles. “Here’s yours, Joan, and I’ll give these to Cindy. Steve’s not coming. He said he hasn’t anyone to bring, and doesn’t want to spend the week being the wallflower. Look, this is our apartment. Doesn’t it look wonderful? It’s overlooking the sea, so we can stagger out of bed straight onto the beach.”
As she looked at the pictures, Joan hoped that she would have lost enough weight to feel comfortable with all the bikini clad beauties who would, no doubt, be on the beach while they were there. If only she could stick to her diet and lose a couple of stone, she would be able to lie in the sun with them and not feel like a beached whale. She decided that she would cut out a couple of the best pictures and stick them up in the kitchen; maybe the sight of them would help her not to open the fridge or the larder unnecessarily.
“I’m going to call Roger,” said Con, seizing a pile of brochures and disappearing in the direction of her office.
Joan reluctantly put the brochures in her desk. She had plenty of work to do and did not need to be distracted by golden sand, delightful sunsets and exotic white houses.
#123: Author: Alison H, Location: ManchesterPosted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 1:31 pm I never go on beach holidays - the sight of all those thin people in bikinis depresses me ! What a shame Stephen isn't going with.
#124: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, KentPosted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 4:50 pm Wonder if Barry won't be able to go????
Thanks Becky
#125: Author: Cazx, Location: Swansea/BristolPosted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 8:16 pm Poor Joan, she shouldn't place so much importance on how she looks-it's the person inside that counts.
Thanks for the updates!
#126: Author: leahbelle, Location: KilmarnockPosted: Thu Oct 12, 2006 8:43 pm Poor Joan. She should wear what she wants and not bother about what other people think. It's Joan herself that counts!
#127: Author: Helen P, Location: Crewe, CheshirePosted: Fri Oct 13, 2006 9:15 am I've just read all of this and am really enjoying it, thank you Becky!