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#1: Senior Mistress (Update - 22/05/07 - pg 20) COMPLETE!!! Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 11:28 am
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As promised, this is my interpretation of what happened when Miss Annersley was first appointed Senior Mistress.

It was early evening when a summons appeared for Miss Annersley in the Staff Room. The Chalet School had returned that day, Monday, however there were no lessons planned for the next few days as, on the Tuesday afternoon, the entire School was travelling to Innsbruck. An old girl, Bernhilda Mensch, was marrying Kurt von Eschenau at St Nicholas church at midday on the Wednesday and the entire School had been invited. The School and its Mistresses, those that were not staying with relatives and friends in Innsbruck, would be staying in the Europa hotel. Although everyone had therefore only just returned from the Christmas break a holiday atmosphere still pervaded throughout the Staff Room. The Staff of the Chalet School were a small bunch, but very friendly and welcoming. When the summons arrived, therefore, there was a great deal of speculation,

“What have you been doing, Hilda?” This was from the Science and Geography Mistress, Miss Wilson, she grinned across at the elder woman, “We’ve barely been back a few hours, how much mischief can you have achieved in that time?”

Hilda Annersley smiled slightly but said nothing, instead Con Stewart, sitting next to Miss Wilson, thumped Nell on the shoulder, “Idiot, as if Nan were in trouble, she’s never in trouble, are you?”

Miss Annersley considered, “Well, hardly ever,” she replied, “though it has been known.”

“Of course if you actually go there you’ll discover why the Head wants to see you, Hilda,” this very common-sense advice coming from Matron Lloyd.

Hilda nodded, “Yes Matey,” she said, leaving the Staff Room immediately afterwards.

…

Inside the Study both Madge Russell and Mademoiselle Lepattre greeted her and bade her sit down on the small sofa. Miss Annersley was surprised to see Madame was still at the School, knowing that she was planning to return to Die Rosin that evening. Madame, although happily married and with a small son, still retained a great interest in the School. Along with the Headmistress, Mademoiselle Lepattre, she was joint owner of the School and still had a great deal of input into any policy decisions. Madge smiled across at the young Mistress,

“Good to see you, Hilda,” she said, “I didn’t have a chance before, did you have a good Christmas?”

Miss Annersley nodded, “I did, thank you, I stayed with an old school friend of mine, she and her twin sister were my closest friends whilst at school and we’ve remained on good terms. I am godmother to her small daughter. And you?”

Madge Russell spoke for a short time of her own Christmas break, as did Mademoiselle Lepattre - she having spent the break with the Russells. After a few minutes, however they all fell silent,

“I expect that you’re wondering why we wanted to see you, Hilda?” Madge said eventually.

Hilda Annersley nodded her head slightly, “It has also caused some interest within the Staff Room,” she replied quietly.

“Well they will learn soon enough,” Madge replied, she looked over at her friend, “Therese?”

The Head smiled, “Ma petite, are you aware that Miss Maynard has not joined us this term?”

Hilda nodded, “I did notice that Mollie wasn’t here,” she said, “I thought perhaps that she was travelling back with the new mistress and new girls arriving later this week.”

Mademoiselle shook her head, “No, Miss Leslie, our new Mistress, was happy to escort the thirteen girls, I spoke with her at length just before Christmas. They will be arriving on Friday. No Miss Maynard will not be teaching at the Chalet School any longer. She will be here to help Miss Leslie, our new Maths Mistress, to settle in, but she will not teach.”

“She wants to return to England and prepare for her wedding,” Madge explained.

“Oh, I see,” Miss Annersley said.

“Of course as well as Maths Mistress,” Madame continued, “Mollie performed another role, and one that has yet to be filled. So we would like, Hilda, to offer you the post of Senior Mistress.”

Miss Annersley looked surprised. Before she could say anything the Headmistress spoke, “We appreciate this is a shock, we didn’t expect Mollie to leave so soon,”

“That isn’t the reason for my surprise, Mademoiselle,” Hilda put in, “I was expecting Nell Wilson to be appointed,”

“You two were both considered,” Madge admitted, “however we both felt that the post should be offered to you.”

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#2: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 12:13 pm
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Glad to see this again - looking forward to seeing how Nell reacts.

#3: Author: catherine, Location: Newcastle upon Tyne

Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 12:17 pm
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Hilda seems to be taking the news in her usual self-contained way!

Do we get more? *hopeful*

#4: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 1:15 pm
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This is great. Please may we have some more?

#5: Author: Jennie, Location: Cambridgeshire

Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 1:27 pm
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Thanks, Lesley. I'm hoping for more, as well.

#6: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, England

Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 7:20 pm
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Thanks Lesley - is it all going to stay this civilised? Wink

#7: Author: nikkie, Location: Cumbria

Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 7:28 pm
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But at least we know they are friends later.
Thanks Lesley

#8: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, Kent

Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 7:49 pm
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Thanks, Lesley. I wonder how Nell will react.

#9: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 8:57 pm
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So glad to see this reappear, Lesley. I'm really looking forward to it.

Very typical reactions from Nell, Con and Matey to Hilda's summons. Very Happy

She is, of course, the older of the two, and seniority used to be very important.

Can't wait for more.

#10: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern US

Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 9:17 pm
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It'll be interesting to see the reactions in the Staff Room!

Thank you, Lesley.

#11: Author: wheelchairprincess, Location: Oxfordshire, UK

Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 10:23 pm
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I liked this... it's very realistic. I'm interested to see what happens next - reactions etc.

#12: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 9:14 pm
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“May I ask why? I have only been a part of the Chalet School for four terms, until now it has always seemed obvious that Nell Wilson was senior.” Miss Annersley’s tone was even but concerned.

“Perhaps,” Madge Russell replied, “but I think that is probably more because you are a quieter person than Nell. Your teaching experience is comparable – indeed you have rather more experience having taught in a different school prior to coming to us.”

“And your influence within the Staff Room has been noted,” Mademoiselle put in, “Mollie said she could always rely upon you to ensure that all were heard, even those that were not perhaps quite so certain of their opinions or who felt shy about expressing them.”

“You do not have a problem with accepting the post, do you Hilda?” Madge Russell asked, concern upon her face.

The English Mistress shook her head, “No, I do not,” she said firmly, “I would, however, like some indication into my duties and your expectations…”

“Not a problem,” Madame replied, “Mollie will be here for a few weeks later in the term, she can go through things with you.”

“And before that, cherie, you and I can discuss matters,” Mademoiselle smiled gently at the younger woman.

Hilda nodded, “Very well, then I accept, thank you. I will do my best. Will you be informing the rest of the Staff?”

The Headmistress nodded, “Oui, during the Staff Meeting later this evening.”

…

The Staff Meeting was held once all except the Seniors were in bed; those Staff that had rooms over at Le Petite Chalet were all in attendance save one - Miss Durrant had remained to watch over the little ones. She would be told of all that had happened during the meeting later in the evening. The rest of the Staff all gathered in the main Staff Room to await the Head. Hilda Annersley had returned to the Staff Room but had refused to say why she had been summoned, eventually, tiring of trying to tease the information out of her friend, Nell Wilson had, instead, brought over a cup of coffee for her,

“You must try this, Hilda,” she said proffering the cup, “I think we’ve found Jeanne’s raison d’etre,” Nell grinned across at the Languages Mistress, Mdlle de Lachenais was very young and this was only her second term at the Chalet School. During the previous term she had taken some time to settle, finding herself somewhat homesick and shy.

Hilda took the cup while smiling across at Jeanne, “I thought Jeanne already had a reason for being,” she said mildly, “she is Languages Mistress, Nell,”

“You wait until you’ve tasted that,” was Nell’s only reply.

Hilda nodded and sipped her drink, she sat back, her eyes closed, savouring the taste, eventually she opened her eyes again and spoke, “Jeanne that is, quite possibly, the best cup of coffee I have ever drunk,”

“What did I tell you?” Nell said quickly, “I hereby vote that Jeanne continue to make our coffee for as long as she is a member of Staff, all those in favour?”

“Making the coffee has always been the job of the youngest, Nell,” Hilda put in,

“Not any more,” Nell replied quickly, “anyone object?” She looked round at everyone else, they were all nodding in agreement, except Jeanne who was simply laughing, a faint flush of embarrassment on her cheeks, “Hilda? Any objections?”

Hilda shook her head, “None, Nell,” she said, “as long as Jeanne doesn’t mind?” She looked across at Jeanne who swiftly replied that she was happy to continue making the coffee.

“That’s settled then,” Nell grinned, “and before Mademoiselle gets here, refresh my cup, would you?”

A short time later the Staff were all sat around the table; Miss Annersley sat next to the Head with some sheaves of paper and her fountain pen, taking notes for the minutes. All the Staff listened while Mademoiselle Lepattre went over the timetable for the following day. Even though a large number of the Austrian girls would be staying with relatives, this still left a significant number of the seventy girls who made up the Chalet School, needing accommodation. Once all these details had been discussed the Head moved on to the needs of the School itself,

“As you are aware we have thirteen new girls this term,” she said, “they will be arriving here on Friday along with our new Maths Mistress, Miss Leslie. For those that had not realised we will not have the services of Miss Maynard this term. Apart from a short visit to ensure that Miss Leslie is settling into her role, Mollie has now left the Chalet School.”

There were a few murmurs at this, although it was not wholly unexpected, the rest of the women all knowing that Mollie was preparing for her wedding. After a short interval Miss Stewart looked up, “If Mollie’s left, Mdlle, then who is Senior Mistress?”

The rest of the Staff looked across in interest, Mademoiselle smiled, “Hilda has been appointed to that role,” she said softly, “I hope you will give her all the support that you give to me.”

There was a split second’s stunned silence before any reaction, Con Stewart was first to react, reaching across to pound the English Mistress on the back before shaking her hand. The rest of the Staff Room reacted similarly, leaving Hilda with nothing to do but keep shaking hands and smiling her thanks at the good wishes and congratulations she received.

The Head finished the meeting at this point and, after wishing everyone ‘Goodnight’ left to return to her Study. Sundry others of the Staff left either to check on their pupils or take themselves to their beds. Finally, with only a few people left in the Staff Room, Hilda was able to look across at the woman seated opposite her. Nell Wilson had sat as still as a statue when Mdlle had announced Hilda’s promotion; even now, some ten minutes later, she was still as white as a sheet and hadn’t moved. Eventually Hilda reached across and touched the younger woman’s hand,

“Nell? Are you all right?”

Nell Wilson jumped and looked straight at Miss Annersley, she swallowed sharply a few times before abruptly rising to her feet, “Congratulations, Hilda,” she said, her voice devoid of emotion, “excuse me please, I’ve got to check some things in the Chemistry lab,” she pushed past Hilda and left the Staff Room.

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#13: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 9:20 pm
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Shocked

Uh oh.

#14: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, Kent

Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 9:32 pm
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Thanks, Lesley. It was interesting to see why Mademoiselle de Lachenais always served the coffee. I hope that Nell will be ok.

#15: Author: Carolyn P, Location: Lancaster, England

Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 9:33 pm
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Interesting, she will accept it, we know, but I think it is much more realistic if it isn't that straight forward.

#16: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern US

Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 9:38 pm
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Actually I think it was rather cruel of the heads to drop a bombshell like that in public. With no prior discussion, Nell would have every reason to think she'd be next in line.

#17: Author: brie, Location: Glasgow, aka the land of boredom

Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 9:56 pm
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thanks lesley- another excellent drabble so far!

#18: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:17 pm
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Agree with Kathy - they should have spoken to Nell as well as Hilda before telling everyone else. No wonder she's upset Sad

#19: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, England

Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:21 pm
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*also agreeing with Kathy*

*and wondering if this will take a dramatic incident to resolve it*

Thanks, Lesley

#20: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Mon Aug 14, 2006 10:47 pm
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Oh bless! Poor Nell. I'm not sure about telling her beforehand, that looks as though they thought she'd be expecting to be offered it, but Mlle could at least have announced it properly, not left it as a casual reply to a question.

Enjoyed learning about the discovery of Jeanne's nectar-making gifts!

Have just re-read the first books, and the staff are very sketchy, even Nell doesn't have much of a role until 'Rivals', so it's really nice to have some of the background filled in.

It's clear in 'CS and Jo' that Hilda is the oldest member of staff (tho' when and why EBD decided that is anyone's guess, and they're all very young), and I still think that we underestimate the power of seniority. I was at secondary school 1958-65 and we had some very strange appointments, based on age, not competence.

Having said that, Nell is very brisk and bracing in those early days, not a lot of human sympathy, tho' enormous fun and a very strong character. She takes a long while (and quite a bit of suffering) to develop the sort of sensitivity Hilda has.

ETA Interesting that Hilda, despite her quietness, has complete confidence in her ability to fill the role, there's concern for Nell, but no hesitation about that.

#21: Author: Laura V, Location: Czech Republic

Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 3:34 pm
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lovely! more please! Smile

#22: Author: Mia, Location: London

Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 3:48 pm
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Thanks Lesley - also looking forward to more!

#23: Author: leahbelle, Location: Kilmarnock

Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 3:59 pm
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*also looking forward to reading more*

#24: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 5:26 pm
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There was silence within the Staff Room for sometime; then Hilda became aware of a figure standing behind her, a hand on her shoulder,

“Don’t worry, Hilda,” the voice of Matron Lloyd said quietly, “Nell will come round. It’s just a surprise for her – she expected to be given the Senior Mistress post. Don’t worry, she’ll be fine.”

“Will she, Matey?” Hilda looked up, “You saw the surprise on everyone’s face when Mademoiselle announced my appointment. They were all expecting Nell to be the one.”

Matey shook her head, “I don’t think so, Hilda,” she replied, “I think the surprise was because Therese sprang it on us at the end of the meeting, no more. Your appointment wasn’t really a surprise to me,” she continued, “I’ve worked in other schools and they all had the same policy, promotion goes to the oldest, the most…”

She got no further; wrenching herself out from under Matron Lloyd’s friendly hand Hilda rose and stared across at the older woman, “Is that the only reason why I’ve been promoted? Because I happen to be two years older?” A shake of her head, “Then I can’t accept this, they should promote on merit not because of an accident of birth…”

“If you’d let me finish!” Matey’s tones were very familiar to any chalet school girl caught transgressing her rules, Hilda Annersley proved to be no less susceptible and stuttered to a halt, inwardly quaking, Matey smiled, “That’s better. Now, what I was about to say was that your promotion wasn’t a surprise – not to me - promotion going to the oldest, regardless of their merit is something I’ve come across elsewhere. But if that were the case here then Mademoiselle would have been Head from the start with Madge Bettany, as she was, as the junior partner. Here though, I think Madge and Therese have thought very deeply about what they want in their Staff Room.”

“What do you mean?” Hilda had regained her customary calm and sat down once more, Matey sat in the seat opposite, the one inhabited by Nell Wilson earlier.

“This is a very young Staff Room,” the Matron began, “of the residential staff, apart from Mademoiselle and myself, you are the oldest and you are, what? Thirty?”

“Yes, I’ll be thirty-one next May,” Hilda Annersley replied.

“Exactly, now I don’t count, not being Teaching Staff, so, basically there is a more than twenty-five year gap between the Headmistress and the rest of her Staff, an entire generation. When Madame was here full time it wasn’t such a problem, although she is the same generation as the rest of the Staff, being the Senior Partner meant she could relate to both Therese and to the staff. But now, there is the possibility that Therese could become isolated from everyone else.”

The English Mistress stiffened slightly, “And the Senior Mistress is there to provide a link between them?”

Matron nodded, “Yes, I believe so. I also think that your influence within the Staff Room should not be dismissed, the rest of the Staff are all able to talk to you,”

Hilda thought for a moment, “Perhaps, but Nell could provide this link just as well as I – she’s only two years younger, after all. More importantly, she is probably the most popular mistress in the school, the girls all love her. Surely that is of more importance?”

“Nell is very well-liked,” Matey agreed, “and she is able to relate to the girls as well as the Staff, but I think you are better able to understand people. Better able to place yourself in another’s shoes, anticipate their needs. Even Therese’s.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well a simple example would be that,” Matron pointed to the sheets of paper covered with Hilda’s neat handwriting, “You started taking minutes for the Staff Meetings in your very first term. No one asked you, you just saw that it was needed and did it.”

“Well I hardly think that it would be appropriate for Nell to do that…”

“No, not if we want to be able to read the minutes,” Matey agreed, “but my point is, you did it without being asked to do anything, you anticipated the need.”

“Nell does that too,”

“Not yet, not as well as you,” Matron returned firmly, “that’s not to say that you always do something, you don’t. You can be a little slow to volunteer for things sometimes, Hilda,” she continued, ignored the slight flush on the younger woman’s face, “but that’s improving, as is your way of seeing when the girls need your help, not with their schoolwork, but with the business of just being girls.”

Hilda looked confused, “I don’t understand,”

“Yes you do,” Matey replied, “you understand how the girls feel, can see why they are feeling upset or even, sometimes, why they have done something wrong. That’s a very valuable gift, Hilda, and one that will only improve as you get older.”

Hilda shook her head, “I don’t know, Matey, Nell’s expression…I don’t like knowing that I’m responsible for that – she would make just as good a Senior Mistress.”

“Well you’ll have to decide that for yourself, Hilda,” the Matron rose while speaking and walked across to damp down the fire, “I would suggest that you give yourself a trial, say one term, then you’ll be able to see if you’re right.”

“Perhaps I’ll do that, Matey,” Miss Annersley also rose, “I’ll need to speak with Nell too. Goodnight.” She left the Staff Room.

#25: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 5:34 pm
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Matey is just wonderful!

Thanks, Lesley.

#26: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, England

Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 7:51 pm
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I'm glad Matey was there to talk to her - will she, or someone else, be talking to Nell as well?

Thanks, Lesley

#27: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, Kent

Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 8:27 pm
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Thanks, Lesley. Matey is definitely very wise.

#28: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 9:24 pm
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Perhaps Madge or Mademoiselle should be the ones to have a word with Nell. They know her well, after all, and must have been aware that she had some expectations.

Thank you, Lesley. Nice insight into some of the reasons for appointing Hilda.

#29: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 9:24 pm
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Well done Matey. Unfortunately, it probably won't make Nell feel very good if she realises that Hilda is better suited to a more senior role than she is Sad

. Thanks Lesley - I'd never really thought about this before!

#30: Author: Carolyn P, Location: Lancaster, England

Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 10:11 pm
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Thank you you portrayed Matey very nicely there, much more a sympathetic figure than at least one other version I can think of! Laughing

#31: Author: wheelchairprincess, Location: Oxfordshire, UK

Posted: Tue Aug 15, 2006 10:33 pm
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I thought that Matey was spot on when it came to the characteristics that make Hilda a good Head [senior mistress]. Thanks for taking the time to write this!

#32: Author: keren, Location: Israel

Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 11:49 am
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great to see how Mdle's skills with coffee are eswtablished

#33: Author: francesn, Location: away with the faeries

Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 7:24 pm
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Matron makes some very valid points, but I can't help wondering that Nell will also be upset because Hilda didn't tell her. Nell isn't stupid, she'll have figured out now that the visit to the study was about the promotion and she might be hurt that Hilda didn't share the news with her afterwards when Nell asked what the visit was about.

Thanks Lesley - I'm definitely looking forwards to more of this.

#34: Author: Caroline OSullivan, Location: Reading, Berkshire, UK

Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 7:28 pm
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Thanks Lesley Very Happy

#35: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Wed Aug 16, 2006 10:25 pm
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francesn wrote:

I can't help wondering that Nell will also be upset because Hilda didn't tell her.

Hmmm, that's interesting. I think Hilda'd have felt very awkward telling her, but perhaps better then than now? I do feel Mlle should have made the announcement straight away and formally, but that wouldn't have got over Nell having to hear it in public. And should Hilda talk to Nell herself now? I think probably yes, if anyone else does it, the tension between them will still be there. Not an easy conversation for either of them, though.

Matey was so sensible and perceptive, and what a good analysis of Hilda's strengths - and weaknesses. She'll be a tower of strength.

#36: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern US

Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 2:55 am
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Matey's very helpful here.

Interesting -- I hadn't particularly thought of her as 'not counting,' and am now wondering just how isolated she may have felt at times, even before her sister dies.

#37: Author: Mia, Location: London

Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 11:46 am
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Thanks Lesley. Matey was lovely.

#38: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 5:09 pm
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“Nell? Nell, what are you doing in here? I thought you wanted to see the snaps I took of my trip to Ben Nevis?”

Con Stewart’s voice roused Nell Wilson from her reverie. She looked up, her friend was standing at the entrance to the Chemistry Lab regarding Nell with a puzzled expression. The Science Mistress was sat at the Mistresses desk gazing into space.

“Sorry Con,” Nell replied, “I needed a little time to think, that’s all.” She rose and walked across to the door; after a quick check she switched off the lights and pulled the door closed before locking it. She placed the key in her pocket.

“You’re not going back to the Staff Room to put that key in your desk are you?”

“No, I’ll do it tomorrow,” Nell said and smiled, “let’s go back to your room, it’s cold here. You can hunt out those pictures for me.”

The two friends wandered companionably back to the Staff Bedrooms and Nell joined Con in her room to view the pictures of a recent holiday in the Scottish mountains, eventually though, with the clock striking eleven, Nell rose saying she was going to bed.

“No problem, Nell, it is late, after all,” Con smiled, then, just as Nell had opened the door into the corridor her expression grew worried and she spoke again, “You’ve been very quiet this evening, Nell, that’s not like you. Is anything wrong?”

“I was just a little surprised about Mademoiselle’s announcement, that’s all,” Nell said quietly.

“So was I,” Con returned, “I didn’t realise that Mollie was not going to be teaching this term – and will only be back for a few weeks. A great pity, even though I’ve only known her a few months I really liked her. Still, it wasn’t all bad, was it? At least Hilda has had to take on the Senior Mistress post,”

Nell frowned, “Why do you say it like that? As though the post were a bad thing?”

Con smiled, “Well it is, isn’t it? She’ll have to cover if Mademoiselle is away – I know I only started here last term but if that was an indication we get precious little free time – and Mollie got hardly any. It’s a good thing Hilda was chosen, otherwise Mademoiselle and Madame might have picked you!” As she said that she laughed slightly and waved goodbye.

Nell stepped out into the corridor and gently closed the door to her friend’s room behind her. As she moved toward her own room she became aware of footsteps behind her and turned. The figure of Hilda Annersley was walking along the corridor, obviously on her way to her own room. The two stopped,

“Hello Nell,” Hilda said.

“Hilda,” Nell said abruptly, she went to walk on but a soft voice stopped her,

“Is there a problem, Nell?”

The Science Mistress bit down on her initial response, she turned to look at the other woman, “Problem? Why would you think that?”

Hilda considered, “You seemed a little…upset…about me having been appointed Senior Mistress.”

Nell stared for a time then, “Maybe, a little. Why didn’t you tell me that was why Mademoiselle had sent for you?”

Hilda shrugged slightly, “She asked that I not mention it, said that she would be announcing the appointment at the end of the meeting. Then Con’s question meant the announcement was earlier than she had planned.”

Nell nodded, “Yes, Con tends to do that, upset plans. Did Mademoiselle say…?” Nell stopped herself from continuing but Hilda understood the question,

“Madame was there, she said that both of us had been considered for the post.”

“But they chose you?”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

Hilda swallowed, shook her head, “I don’t know, they didn’t say.”

“No? I’d be interested to know.”

“Yes, I think I would too.”

There was silence for some seconds then Nell spoke again, “It’s late, we should both be sleeping.”

“Yes, goodnight Nell,”

“..'Night.”

#39: Author: leahbelle, Location: Kilmarnock

Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 6:44 pm
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Very difficult! Thanks!

#40: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 7:34 pm
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Oh dear Sad

. Poor Nell.

#41: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, Kent

Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 8:47 pm
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Thanks, Lesley. I am feeling sorry for both of them.

#42: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, England

Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 9:19 pm
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Not an easy situation for either of them Confused

Thanks, Lesley

#43: Author: Vikki, Location: Sitting on an iceberg, freezing to death!!!

Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 11:08 pm
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Thanks Lesley.
It's an awkward situation for them both, and it's so easy to see how things could have gone differently, and ended with them hating each other as a result.

#44: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern US

Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 11:16 pm
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Hmm, not completely honest there, Hilda. But -- maybe it would be breaking confidence?

*hugs both of them*

Con does have a point, though -- and just possibly Nell's time is more valuable at this stage running Guides and so forth. Not to mention all the prep for such a broad spectrum of courses.

#45: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Thu Aug 17, 2006 11:26 pm
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How awkward for them both. And Hilda can't be totally honest, of course. Perhaps Nell needs to talk to Mlle? Or would that make things worse? She can scarcely help feeling resentful of Hilda.

Somehow typical that Con should see the disadvantages/responsibilities of the job! It's certainly an all-consuming one.

This is a bit OT, but I was once given a job everybody expected someone else to get, and I felt awful until the following morning, when I found in my pigeon-hole a congratulations card from the other person. It made me able to enjoy my promotion, we worked together very happily, and she was later appointed to a post which she was much better suited for.

Hope Hilda and Nell reach a similarly happy conclusion.

#46: Author: Josie, Location: London

Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 2:03 am
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Thanks Lesley. What an awkward situation. Confused

#47: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Fri Aug 18, 2006 7:49 pm
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What a tense, terse little conversation between two people who respect each other's strengths. Crying or Very sad

Thanks you, Lesley.

#48: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Sat Aug 19, 2006 10:11 pm
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The following day was extremely busy; the morning was spent unpacking trunks and then promptly packing wicker baskets with their clothes for the wedding and such supplies as were necessary for a two night stay in Innsbruck. The Staff were kept busy helping those of the Juniors and Middles that required their aid. They sat down for an early meal at Mitagessen before setting off. A large number of the girls were going to relatives or friends in Innsbruck – including the Russell family, Joey Bettany and Robin Humphries. However, for the rest they had rooms booked at the Europa Hotel. Mademoiselle Lepattre had joined them but, after the walk from the School had succumbed to a bad headache and was immediately persuaded to retire to her room.

“Hilda my dear, I‘m so sorry, leaving you with everything,” she smiled wanly across at the taller woman as the School gathered in the lobby.

“Not a problem, Therese,” Miss Annersley replied promptly, “after all there are only forty girls, the rest have been taken in by relatives and friends, and I have Nell, Con and Grace with me, the four of us will manage perfectly well.”

“I just wish that Herr Anserl had not offered his house for some of the Staff, then you would also have Marjorie, Jeanne and Matey.”

“Don’t worry,” Miss Annersley soothed, leading the older woman toward the ornate staircase and up to her room. Once inside she busied herself drawing the curtains and pulling back the bedclothes; once Mademoiselle had changed out of her travelling clothes she allowed herself to be helped into bed.

“I’ll ask the hotel staff to send up some coffee,” she said, “now you try and get some sleep,” she bent to kiss the other woman’s cheek.

Therese Lepattre smiled and her somewhat sallow complexion lit up, though her eyes remained heavy, “Thank you child,” her eyes drooped then suddenly opened again, she called out, “Hilda?”

Miss Annersley, about to leave the room, turned, “Yes?”

“I didn’t get the chance before, was Nell happy about your appointment?”

Hilda considered for a moment, “She appears to have accepted it, Therese,” she said tactfully.

“Ah, that’s good, I have an additional responsibility for her, it should make up for any concerns she may have. I will speak with her when we return to the Chalet…” she stopped speaking as her body finally managed to override her will and fell asleep.

…

When the Senior Mistress arrived back down in the lobby it was to find that Miss Wilson arranging all the pupils and their rooms. The hotel rooms they had booked each slept four and Miss Wilson, Miss Stewart and Miss Nalder were busy dividing the girls into groups of four. When the Senior Mistress appeared Miss Wilson moved across to speak with her privately,

“Is the Head all right, Hilda?”

“She will be, Nell,” Miss Annersley replied quietly, “I think the walk here was a little strenuous for her,”

“Strenuous? It was long, I’ll grant you, but Therese has walked as far or further before,”

“True, but she did appear rather tired,”

“Oh well, let’s hope a good night’s sleep will make her feel better,” Miss Wilson said quickly, “I’ve divided the girls up into groups of four, kept them with the same ages in case we want them to go to bed at their normal times so they don’t get disturbed,”

“Oh but…” Miss Annersley stopped, about to point out that, in the morning the younger girls might need help getting ready for the wedding.

“What is it?”

The Senior Mistress looked across at Miss Wilson, noting that the younger woman had tensed up almost imperceptibly,

Miss Annersley shook her head, “Nothing,” she said, “what about Abendessen?”

“Con’s just finding that out,”

At that moment Miss Stewart walked across to join them, “I’ve just been speaking with the Manager,” she said, “we’re to use the small dining room across there,” she pointed, “the meal will be served in forty minutes.”

“Excellent,” Miss Wilson replied, “so, shall we get these girls settled?”

Miss Annersley nodded, “Yes, there should be just enough time for them to unpack and tidy themselves. After the meal I think they will all benefit from an early night.”

“Oh and this is your room key, Hilda,” Miss Wilson passed across a key, “All the rooms are along two corridors so you and Grace share a room on one of the corridors while Con and I are in a room on the other.”

…

The group at the hotel settled well for the night after a good meal and, the following morning Mademoiselle Lepattre was well enough to join everyone for an early breakfast. After eating the girls were all taken for a short walk around the town before returning to the hotel to get ready for the wedding that was to take place. The wedding itself went well, all the girls behaving perfectly throughout the service. At the end, when the nuptial Mass was celebrated, those girls that were Catholic and eligible joined the rest of the congregation to receive the Sacrament. Miss Wilson, Miss Stewart, Miss Nalder and Mlles Lepattre and de Lachenais also went forward for the same. Miss Annersley, Miss Durrant and Matron Lloyd remaining with the rest of the girls. The wedding dinner and reception was held in the nearby Kreide Hotel and, once the ceremony was complete, the Chalet School Staff moved their charges across to the hotel.

The reception was wonderful, the meal itself was all typically Austrian fare and exquisitely presented. The Staff kept a close eye on their charges to ensure there was no bad behaviour but the girls were all enthralled by the ceremonies and caused no problems. Afterwards there was dancing - the first dances being traditional ones performed by the bride and groom before moving on to include the rest of the guests. The girls partnered each other or, sometimes, were asked to dance by various older brothers and fathers of pupils, enjoyed themselves immensely and were expecting to continue to do so even after seeing the bride and groom off. It came as rather a shock, therefore, when the orchestra suddenly stopped and Dr Jem announced that the celebration was at an end, Frau Mensch, Bernhilda and Frieda’s Grossmutter, was seriously ill.

Back in the hotel it was a somewhat subdued group that gathered in the dining room. Miss Stewart and Miss Nalder had stayed behind at the Kreide Hotel to help pack up the wedding gifts while Mademoiselle Lepattre had joined Madge and Jem Russell in the Mensch’s flat. The younger girls had all been packed off to bed, not really able to understand what was happening, however many of the older girls were tearful and all crowded around the two Mistresses asking what they could do. When the request came, from many of the girls, that they pray that ‘die Grossmutter’ be spared, Miss Annersley and Miss Wilson exchanged troubled glances. Miss Wilson spoke,

“Old Frau Mensch is over one hundred years old, girls, it may be that…” she stopped, unable to quite put her thoughts into words.

“Perhaps this will help,” Miss Annersley put in softly, she began to recite some verses, her voice reaching all the girls without effort…

“To every thing there is a season, and time to every purpose under the heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.”

When she had finished speaking there was silence, Nell Wilson looked across, her eyes sparkling, “Ecclesiastes?”

The older woman nodded, “Chapter three, verses one to eight,”

Nell Wilson smiled, she turned to the now silent girls, “Girls, it may well be that now is die Grossmutter’s time to die. If that is so then we cannot deny her that, she is very old and, I expect, looking forward to taking that step. But we can pray for her family. That they are given the strength to cope with losing her.”

She looked across at Hilda Annersley and the pair knelt together, the girls followed suit. Sending their prayers out for God’s help for the family.

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#49: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Sat Aug 19, 2006 10:48 pm
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That was really lovely, Lesley.

I was very moved as the tension between Hilda and Nell melted away as they joined together to make die Grossmutter's death comprehensible to the youngsters; as Nell responded so positively to Hilda's words from Ecclesiastes (which always send a cruddle up my spine)- and as they prayed together. Hilda has already had the wisdom not to question Nell's arrangements for the girls, and Mlle clearly has something else in mind for Nell. Am worried about Mlle's health, though.

#50: Author: leahbelle, Location: Kilmarnock

Posted: Sat Aug 19, 2006 10:59 pm
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That was beautiful, Lesley. Thank you.

#51: Author: calico, Location: Wellington, New Zealand

Posted: Sun Aug 20, 2006 5:47 am
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That was lovely.
Great story. Thanks Lesley

#52: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Sun Aug 20, 2006 7:38 am
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That was lovely. I cried the last time I read the chapter with Bernie and Kurt's wedding in it Embarassed

- think I was in a soppy mood but even so! Hilda did just the right thing there.

#53: Author: Miranda, Location: Perth, Western Australia

Posted: Sun Aug 20, 2006 11:14 am
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*racks brains as to what Nell's additional responsibility will be*

Really enjoyed the fact that, despite the unresolved tension between the two, they still automatically put the girls, and their own faith, first.

The Ecclesiastes quote was perfectly suited to the situation.

Lovely - thank you Lesley.

#54: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, Kent

Posted: Sun Aug 20, 2006 7:53 pm
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Thanks, Lesley. Hilda chose just the right words.

#55: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Sun Aug 20, 2006 8:33 pm
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Thanks, Lesley.

#56: Author: Vikki, Location: Sitting on an iceberg, freezing to death!!!

Posted: Sun Aug 20, 2006 8:33 pm
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Thanks Lesley! That was beautiful.

#57: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 10:58 am
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Helping others will come first with them both every time, won't it, despite their own problems?

Thanks, Lesley

#58: Author: Nell, Location: exiled from the big smoke

Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 11:05 am
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Thank you Lesley!

#59: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 9:14 pm
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Little 'filler' post for today.

The next week went quickly as the girls settled back into their normal routines without difficulty. On the Thursday Mademoiselle had managed to speak with Nell Wilson and asked if she would consider becoming the Guide Captain for the Chalet School Troop as Miss Maynard was leaving. Nell had embraced this request whole-heartedly, especially as Mademoiselle had also requested that Nell arrange a Guide Camp for the Summer holidays. This additional responsibility and request seemed to help ease her feelings of disappointment at not being offered the Senior Mistress role. On the Friday of the first week the new girls appeared accompanied by the new Maths Mistress, Miss Leslie and, over the weekend Miss Maynard returned for a short visit. She intended to stay at the School only a few weeks before heading to her parents’ home in the New Forest to prepare for her wedding.

Over the weekend she spent some time with Hilda Annersley going through the duties and responsibilities of the role of Senior Mistress as well as taking the time to introduce Miss Leslie to the type of work required for the different forms. To help the new Mistress settle in Miss Maynard was going to continue to take classes for the first week or two, but after that Miss Leslie would take over.

The next week began with an indication that one of the new girls, one Eustacia Benson, was going to be trouble. Although she had singled herself out on the Sunday night by reporting another of her classmates for drawing in her prayer book; none of the Staff had thought any more of it, thinking she was perhaps very devout. The Staff had all been made aware of her unusual background and that she had only recently become an orphan, they were therefore prepared to accept a few foibles. However on the Monday she attempted to cause trouble for others of her classmates by telling Miss Wilson that they were playing games in her Geography class. Nell Wilson was only able to react fully once she was safely back in the Staff Room,

“We’re going to have trouble with that child,” she announced to the rest of the Staff after Mitagessen, in a thoroughly bad temper, “she has no idea of the correct behaviour for a school-girl and, from what I’ve seen so far, no wish to learn.”

She proceeded to tell them of Eustacia’s attitude during her interview, the others reacted with some disbelief, Nell Wilson was well known as someone the girls would never attempt to ‘cheek’ or ‘answer back’. That this new girl had done so meant all of them resolved to watch her closely. Even with being watched, the next piece of trouble Eustacia found herself in did not involve the Staff at all. Although two of them were aware that something was going on, and that it involved the Prefects, in particular Joey Bettany, who was seen having obviously just lost her temper about something. Neither Miss Annersley nor Miss Wilson, the two members of Staff who had seen Joey, interfered however, knowing that the Prefects were normally extremely good at self-governance. For some days it appeared that the Prefects’ involvement had worked; however Sunday saw Eustacia in her most serious trouble of the term.

#60: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern US

Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 9:20 pm
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Yes, Guide captaining and camp would be much more fun than other administrative duties. Laughing

Beautiful scene after Grossmutter's death. Crying or Very sad

#61: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 9:27 pm
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Fabulous! Very Happy

Thanks, Lesley.

#62: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 10:54 pm
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Yes, just up Nell's street.

I feel very sorry for Eustacia, she didn't get much understanding from anyone, really.

#63: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 6:43 am
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Glad Nell's feeling better.

#64: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, Kent

Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 9:23 am
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Thanks, Lesley.

#65: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2006 10:40 am
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Firstly, she had been in trouble from Matron Lloyd – Matey having discovered that Eustacia was not using her plumeau at night. Then, just when she wanted to find a quiet corner with her book she was ordered to get ready for a walk. The entire School had been forced to remain indoors due to the weather since returning from the wedding, therefore, although a Sunday, Mademoiselle had announced that everyone would be going for walks both in the morning and afternoon. Eustacia, not wanting to go outside, had been extremely slow at getting ready, causing some of her classmates to attempt to help. The first that the Staff knew there was a problem was when, on the way to the cloakroom to ‘hurry up’ the girls, they suddenly were assailed with an outcry of angry shouts and bad language.

The Head had turned to the Staff near her, enjoining them to take the rest of the girls ready, and then had stalked into the cloakroom to discover that Eustacia had hit Kitty Burnett. Details about the incident only became public knowledge that evening in the Staff Room when the Head called an informal meeting to explain what had happened. Eustacia was in isolation because of her actions and, as far as Mademoiselle Lepattre could ascertain, had expressed no remorse or sorrow for her action, only attempting to justify it and believing herself to be badly treated. After the Head had finished speaking she left to return to her Study and her work. Back in the Staff Room the majority of the women had retired for the night, the exercise having tired all; however some discussions continued,

“Well from all I understand the child deserves a good shaking,” Con Stewart had remained silent while the Head was in the Staff Room, however she spoke out now. “I had the pleasure of hearing her views on the local people around here,” the History Mistress’ sarcasm was not lost on the few Staff left in the room.

“What do you mean, Con?” Nell Wilson looked over from where she had been reading a three day old copy of The Times.

“I walked over to the girls’ common room just before Mittagessen,” Con replied, “meant to find Joey about a book on the Napoleonic era that she had ordered for the library - it would make a good reference book for my Fifth Form History. I never managed to speak with Joey though as, quite accidentally, I overheard Eustacia Benson’s view of the local people around here.”

“Her view?” Nell Wilson frowned, “she’s hardly been here long enough to form a view, surely?”

“Nevertheless she has distinct and somewhat unpleasant views,” Con returned grimly, “Seems to think that we shouldn’t be making all this fuss over a ‘mere peasant child’ - that even if Dr Jem and the Sanatorium managed to cure the child, Gredel, she would immediately contract it again on her return home as ‘these people’ know nothing of hygiene.”

“What?” Nell Wilson was incensed, “she knows nothing of the people in this part of the world, why on earth should she believe that?”

Con shrugged, “No idea, but that’s what she said, evil creature!”

“No,” the third person in the room spoke quickly, “that‘s not fair on the child, Con,” Hilda Annersley looked across from where she was sat near the fire, she looked at both Con and Nell, “she’s not evil, she’s misguided. And her views, while not those to which we subscribe, are not unknown. She is just repeating the words and attitudes of her parents.”

“Well it’s high time that she changed her mind then,” Nell retorted, “come on Hilda, you surely don’t think her views are correct, do you?”

“I didn’t say that, Nell,” the Senior Mistress replied patiently, “I said that Eustacia is merely repeating that she has been taught. If we interfere she will see that as an insult to her parents’ memory.”

“But she is wrong!” Con Stewart burst out, “she must be shown that, surely?”

Hilda Annersley considered for a while then, “She has to come to that decision on her own, Con, otherwise it will have no meaning for her. You must not interfere.”

The History Mistress stood in front of Hilda, glaring down at her for some seconds. Hilda’s expression remained neutral but implacable. Eventually Con nodded slightly, then spun round and stalked out of the Staff Room. Nell Wilson looked across,

“We’re none of us children, Hilda,” she said sharply.

“I appreciate that Nell,” Hilda replied, “but Con sometimes does things without thinking of the consequences. She allows her temper to override her.”

#66: Author: kimothy, Location: Glasgow

Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2006 10:51 am
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thanks lesley... thsi could get ugly

#67: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, Kent

Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2006 11:12 am
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Thanks, Lesley. I hope that Con and Hilda will be able to sort things out between them.

#68: Author: leahbelle, Location: Kilmarnock

Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2006 12:28 pm
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This is obviously difficult for Nell and Hilda. Thanks, Lesley.

#69: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2006 1:26 pm
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Hope they can sort it out. This is really interesting - I always thought it was slightly unrealistic that there weren't more clashes in the staffroom. Thanks Lesley.

#70: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Sun Aug 27, 2006 2:53 pm
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And Hilda will remain *implacable* despite what everyone else's views are, when she knows she is right. She is quite prepared to be unpopular.

Her empathy is revealed here, isn't it, showing why it is she, and not Nell, who is chosen as Senior Mistress. She can see further and deeper into Eustacie than the others.

Thanks, Lesley

#71: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Mon Aug 28, 2006 11:09 pm
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I'm glad that Hilda can put an effective brake on Con. Of course she's absolutely right, and if neither Con nor Nell is mature enough to realise it - it's just as well it's Hilda who's Senior Mistress! It sounds as if she's prepared to use her authority for once.

Totally agree with Mary that Hilda will do what she believes to be right, whether it makes her unpopular or not - though I don't expect she'll enjoy it.

Eustacia's a pain all right, but no-one has thus far treated her with much understanding or sensitivity.

#72: Author: Lulu, Location: West Midlands, UK

Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 11:45 am
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Re-reading Eustacia, it struck me how harsh Con was towards Eustacia at half-term, it's nice to see a little bit of background to that.

Thanks Lesley, I like this.

#73: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 5:31 pm
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Nell Wilson said no more but the tentative truce that had built up since the wedding was strained. A short time later, when there was a potentially serious incident in the Chemistry Laboratory, again involving Eustacia Benson, further problems arose. The new girl had appropriated a key from Miss Wilson’s desk and entered the Chemistry Laboratory, ostensibly to read. However she had, inadvertently, managed to knock over a glass jar of clear fluid and, until Miss Wilson arrived, having run all the way from Le Petite Chalet, it was not known if the fluid was an acid. Away from curious eyes the Senior Mistress and Science Mistress had attempted, unsuccessfully, to get Eustacia to appreciate just how dishonest and wrong she had been. Once the girl had been dispatched to bed to await her punishment from the Head the following day, the two continued speaking.

“Why on Earth did you send her away, Hilda?” Nell Wilson’s tone showed her exasperation, “We were finally getting somewhere, that last speech of yours about being dishonourable was getting through to her,”

“I know, but she was close to tears, Nell,”

“Well sometimes that’s needed, you have to be cruel to be kind,” the younger woman returned, “otherwise it’s a mistaken kindness. And we don’t need to pass it on to the Head – we could have dealt with it ourselves.”

Hilda’s face was somewhat troubled, “You are very angry, Nell,” she said tentatively, “that’s not always a good time to deal with children.”

Nell Wilson took a deep breath, visibly calming herself, “Of course I’m angry, Hilda, the girl stole a key from my desk and then knocked over a jar of fluid in the Chemistry Lab. Even though I knew, deep down, that I’d locked up all the acids and alkalis it didn’t stop me imagining all sorts of horrors as I ran back from Le Petite Chalet.” She swallowed quickly, her mind going back to the nightmare scenarios with which she had been plagued during that run. “So I think I’ve every right to be angry – but you’re not. You could have dealt with her, found out if she had any reason for doing as she did…”

“I think she has,” Hilda interrupted quickly, “a reason, I mean,”

“Then why didn’t you find out what it was?” Nell demanded, there was silence for some seconds, Hilda not replying, Nell continued, “the Senior Mistress should be able to take charge, Hilda, not just postpone everything until the Head reappears.” She stalked out of the room, leaving the Senior Mistress sitting there in silence, thinking, a slight flush to her normally pale cheeks.

#74: Author: Pat, Location: Doncaster

Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 7:41 pm
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This is so real. Thanks Lesley.

#75: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, Kent

Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 7:59 pm
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Thanks, Lesley. It's very interesting to see Nell's view of the situation.

#76: Author: leahbelle, Location: Kilmarnock

Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 8:05 pm
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This is great, Lesley. I can feel how hurt Miss Wilson is yet, deep down, I'm sure she still admires and likes Hilda.

#77: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 8:54 pm
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Nell's contradicting herself. If it is such a bad incident that it frightened her that much, then it surely IS a matter for the Head!

I imagine Hilda realises that it's actually her own restraint that is also goading Nell, not just the incident itself. But she's seeing all round the matter, something which Nell, as yet, cannot do.

Thanks, Lesley

#78: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 9:06 pm
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Hilda's showing why she's the best person for the job, but it's pretty awkward between her and Nell, isn't it? & very realistic.

#79: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Tue Aug 29, 2006 10:29 pm
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Ouch! That remark hurt - and I rather suspect Hilda wonders if it's true, and if she made the right decision. Perhaps if she'd pushed a little harder to connect with Eustacia and allowed her to break down ... a surfeit of mercy?

E has never had to live with other people before, of course. She knows she's not going to do any harm, and only wants to read, so taking Nell's key (a truly heinous crime) would seem ok to her. Then she has an accident and terrifies Nell, and Hilda's quite right that Nell is too angry to deal with her herself. But Hilda has only half done it, and Mlle just dishes out a punishment.

Hmmm. Not sure anyone is coming out of this terribly well.

#80: Author: Mia, Location: London

Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 2:55 pm
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Thanks Lesley, just managed to catch up with this.

#81: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 3:20 pm
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Thanks Lesley. This is great.

#82: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, England

Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 5:47 pm
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That run from Le Petit Chalet must have been horrible for Nell. I think possibly she needs a break as much as Eustacia did before they continue.

Thanks, Lesley

#83: Author: Dawn, Location: Leeds, West Yorks

Posted: Wed Aug 30, 2006 11:25 pm
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Just read all of this Lesley - as others have said, it seems a very realistic staff room set up, not all sweetness and light

Thankyou

#84: Author: Josie, Location: London

Posted: Fri Sep 01, 2006 10:00 pm
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Thanks, Lesley. Smile

#85: Author: calico, Location: Wellington, New Zealand

Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 5:35 am
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Thanks Lesley.

#86: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 10:43 am
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After this episode, for a short time at least, things settled down among the girls, Eustacia was seen by Mademoiselle the following morning and after a long talk was forbidden to enter the Science labs, she also gave her word of honour that she would not attempt to take any keys again. She was given ten French fables to learn by heart. It was a reasonable punishment; however it had not noticeably changed Eustacia’s attitude, nor had it delved into exactly why the girl should have acted in the way that she did. The Senior Mistress, on hearing of the interview, felt that Nell Wilson may well have had been correct in her comments of the night before. Nell obviously also felt the same as she made a point of catching and holding Hilda’s gaze when Mademoiselle was relaying to the Staff the results of the interview. Miss Annersley had said nothing but had refused to turn away, instead only acknowledging Nell’s point with a slight nod of her head.

Eustacia, apart from a small contretemps when presented with somewhat unflattering breeches to wear in the snow, seemed rather more settled - in fact she thoroughly enjoyed the snow fight against the girls from St Scholastika. The Staff in general heaved a sigh of relief that this difficult child seemed to be settling. They were particularly pleased about this as, within the Staff Room things were very uneasy. Without intending it, the disagreement between the two most senior members of Staff was affecting everyone else. Even to the point of causing others of the Staff to start to ‘take sides’. One episode occurred the night after the snow fight when Nell Wilson was sat at her desk in the Staff Room going over the organisation of the Guide Company. Con Stewart was sitting beside her,

“What do you think, Nell? Will there be enough interest?”

“I think so,” Nell replied, “we should have enough adults with you as an Assistant Guider, as well as Juliet and Grizel. Although another Assistant Guider would be good, do you know of anyone else that might be interested?”

Con thought for a moment, “Well there’s no one else that’s ever been a Guider before,” she began, “but I can ask if anyone else is interested, there should be enough time during the Easter holidays for anyone that wishes to attend a course. You won’t want Hilda, of course, but Grace might be interested.”

Nell nodded, “Yes, Grace would be a good choice, she’s seemed interested in all the girls do when at their meetings, I’ll ask her.” Nell then frowned, “As a matter of interest though, why don’t you think I’d want Hilda?”

Con, in the process of getting up to seek Grace Nalder, turned, “Nell this is your project, you don’t want anyone else to interfere now, do you?”

Nell Wilson blinked, “I hadn’t thought of that,” she said, "perhaps you’re right.”

Con smiled and walked across to sit beside Grace Nalder and engage her in conversation, Nell Wilson bent to her papers and books, making lists of supplies she would need as well as equipment both for the normal Guide meetings and the projected camp. As she did there was the sound of movement from the desk opposite and Nell glanced up to see the Senior Mistress packing up her books and some exercise books, she caught her eye,

“Hilda,”

“Hello Nell, how are your plans for the Guide Camp progressing?” Hilda Annersley’s face betrayed no overt emotion showing only friendly interest.

“Oh, it’s coming along,” Nell said quickly.

Hilda nodded and continued on her way leaving the Science and Geography Mistress staring after her, wondering if she ought to explain her recent remarks.

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#87: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, Kent

Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 10:50 am
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Thanks, Lesley.

#88: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, England

Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 12:17 pm
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How long will this last, I wonder, until things are resolved?

Thanks, Lesley

#89: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 12:54 pm
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This sounds much more like what really goes on in workplaces than the descriptions of the staff room in the books do!

#90: Author: Nell, Location: exiled from the big smoke

Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 1:42 pm
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Really not sure I like Con in this...

Thanks Lesley.

#91: Author: kimothy, Location: Glasgow

Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 4:22 pm
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thanks lesley! glad to see this back !

#92: Author: leahbelle, Location: Kilmarnock

Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 5:22 pm
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Not sure that Con is helping matters. Thanks, Lesley.

#93: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 6:39 pm
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Thanks Lesley!

#94: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 6:48 pm
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Yes, Nell, you ought to explain! Crying or Very sad

Con is so partisan she is making things worse - even Nell is clearly made uncomfortable by her words, once they have penetrated. Did the pair of them REALLY not see Hilda sitting there? Shocked

Thanks, Lesley.

#95: Author: Vick, Location: Leeds, Yorkshire

Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 9:02 pm
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Thank for this Lesley. It is interesting to see things from a different point of view.

#96: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Tue Sep 05, 2006 9:45 pm
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Miss Annersley had said nothing but had refused to turn away, instead only acknowledging Nell’s point with a slight nod of her head.

I really like Hilda's reaction there, accepting that she was wrong, and Nell right, but refusing to be cowed by the fact. She will always take responsibility for her mistakes and look the world in the eye.

Am worried by the staff starting to take sides, they're heading for a horrible working atmosphere.

I'm not sure Nell knew herself what she meant by her comment, it wasn't her own initial reaction, she was just reflecting Con's perspective, really - and Con is rarely helpful! I'm not sure I can quite see Hilda as a Guider ... Deeply embarrassing, though.

BTW, having to learn ten French fables is IMHO, a somewhat sadistic punishment! Poor Eustacia!

#97: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSW

Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2006 2:54 am
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Oh, ouch! No, Con didn't help things did she? And Nell is concerned about her comment, but not sure what to do.

#98: Author: wheelchairprincess, Location: Oxfordshire, UK

Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2006 8:52 am
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I really like this story but I do not like Con! Thanks Lesley

#99: Author: Josie, Location: London

Posted: Wed Sep 06, 2006 9:05 am
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Thanks Lesley.

#100: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 12:48 pm
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She didn’t have the opportunity to speak with Hilda that evening and, the next day, there was another incident that involved Eustacia Benson and that widened to involve the entire Fourth and Fifth Forms. The problem began because Eustacia had left her fountain pen on the desk when she had moved to another classroom for her next lesson. It had been discovered by Margia Stevens who had intended to return it; unfortunately Miss Stevens had discovered it and confiscated it - giving the unfortunate Margia, who had tried very hard not to give Eustacia away, a stiff punishment of learning a Milton sonnet. When Eustacia had appeared at the Staff Room to ask about her pen Con Stewart had refused to listen to Eustacia’s excuse about there being a rush to vacate the room, instead, using cutting, hurtful remarks about Eustacia’s carelessness and lack of tidiness she had confiscated the pen until Half Term. Con Stewart was known for having a peppery temper but even Nell Wilson’s tongue could not have been more sarcastic and it was obvious that the Mistress had completely lost her temper - and that it didn’t appear to be justified.

After Eustacia had left Con Stewart had returned to her desk; inside the Staff Room there was silence, those members of Staff within all shocked into silence by the ferocity of the History Mistress’ outburst. Seated over by the fire, Miss Annersley looked round the room before making a decision and standing. She walked across to stand next to Con Stewart’s desk,

“Miss Stewart,” she began formally, “would you please come with me to my sitting-room? We need to discuss something.”

Con Stewart shook her head angrily, “Can’t it wait, Hilda? I’m busy enough as it is, without any more foolishness.” she glared at the older woman.

“Now, Miss Stewart,” the Senior Mistress’ tones did not allow any thought of refusal. After an exaggerated sigh Con Stewart placed her books to one side and rose to follow Hilda out of the Staff Room.

The Senior Mistress’ sitting room was tiny, it had, originally, been used as a storage room for boxes and trunks. A little over a year ago, Madge Russell and Mademoiselle had decided that, with the increase in Staff numbers, that the role of Senior Mistress was to be formalised and that Mollie Maynard should have her own space. Hilda Annersley tended to use it only when sorting through the post and paperwork that she had taken on since being promoted to the role. She still had a desk in the main Staff Room, preferring to work there most of the time. On entering the room the Senior Mistress quickly switched on a small, one-bar electric fire, it started to throw out heat immediately.

“Sit down, Con,” Hilda Annersley began, she waited while Con did so,

“Is this going to take long, Hilda? Only I’m busy even if you are not,” Con Stewart glared again at the older woman, Hilda noted the heavy eyes and the swelling down one side of her face, she drew a deep breath,

“Con, your behaviour just recently seemed to be wholly out of proportion, did Eustacia really deserve quite such a response?”

Con frowned, “What are you talking about?”

“I’m talking of the scene when Eustacia came to retrieve her pen, Con,” Hilda replied patiently, “is she really that irresponsible?”

“Of course she is.” Con said angrily, “I’m forever having to speak to one member of the Fourth or other, the lack of care they take with their belongings is atrocious,”

“And how many times have you had to speak to Eustacia about this before today?”

Con opened her mouth to reply then paused, “Well, I, that is,” she swallowed rapidly, “what does that matter? The child is as bad as the rest, she deserves a good shaking, perhaps this will teach her not to leave her belongings on desks,”

“I think it is more likely to cause her to feel very resentful toward you, Con,” Hilda replied quietly, “and I feel you should reconsider how you react another time,” she paused before adding, “and I would suggest that if you are unwell on another occasion, that you not use that as an excuse for losing your temper.”

“Unwell? Who says I’m unwell?”

“You have obviously not been sleeping well, Con,” Hilda returned smoothly, “and there is a swelling down one half of your face which would suggest a problem with your teeth. Now it is understandable that you feel ill, but, as a Mistress of this School you should not allow that to affect how you deal with the children. You have a responsibility both to the children and to yourself.”

#101: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 1:03 pm
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Well said Hilda - I've always thought Con was totally out of order there!

#102: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, Kent

Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 3:10 pm
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Thanks, Lesley. Hilda had a good point there but I am worried it is going to cause more tension between her and Con.

#103: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, England

Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 3:19 pm
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Like Chair said. I do hope this isn't going to make things worse Confused

Thanks, Lesley

#104: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 4:44 pm
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You tell her, Hilda!
Hope it won't make things worse, though.

Thanks, Lesley.

#105: Author: patmac, Location: Yorkshire England

Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 5:31 pm
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Phew! Just done a big catch up. It's so interesting to see the whole Eustacia situation from another view. Con is constantly out of order - she didn't have toothache all the time did she?

It's very realistic and I don't see how Hilda could have done anything except talk to her privately, whatever the personal consequences.

Wake up Nell! Con's a troublemaker.

#106: Author: leahbelle, Location: Kilmarnock

Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 5:33 pm
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Also hopes this doesn't make things worse. Thanks, Lesley.

#107: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 5:41 pm
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It wasn't until I read (and re-read and re-read...) Eustacia that I actually saw Miss Stewart's part in this - she was definitely out of order with the fountain pen - giving an entire class order marks - she said for not doing their work properly, but they hadn't been doing any work, and giving Margia Stevens a sonnet to learn because she tried not to get Eustacia in trouble - hardly fair. Some of her actions later are not fair either - especially when she practically accuses Eustacia of being responsible for Robin being unwell after the Fulpmes expedition. (That's still to come).

I think that lessons are learnt by Miss Annersley, Miss Wilson and Miss Stewart in this book - my hope is that I can show them to everyone.

#108: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 7:45 pm
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Hilda has certainly taken on board the criticism from Nell that she didn't do anything about Eustacia earlier - she is very pro-active this time, fearlessly so.

Thanks, Lesley.

#109: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 10:19 pm
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When I re-read Eustacia recently (I wonder why? Wink

), I was horrified at Con's lack of control here. Dead right, Hilda, she does have a responsibility to treat the girls fairly and reasonably, however she's feeling - this is far beyond a snappy retort. And for Eustacia to be punished so severely for such a very minor thing, particularly when she's usually so careful with her things, is hardly going to help her state of mind. Poor Margia, too! Just trying to be helpful. Ironic that it caused a quarrel between the two of them ...

How hard it must have been for Hilda to take Con up on this, especially as she was a friend. I think this is quite a leap forward for Hilda, and she speaks with so much authority. Well done, her!

Wonder how Nell will react?

#110: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSW

Posted: Thu Sep 07, 2006 11:28 pm
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Interesting....Con was so definitely unfair in this, although toothache is unpleasant. Hilda dealt with this as she should, but, there may well be repercussions.

#111: Author: Identity Hunt, Location: UK

Posted: Fri Sep 08, 2006 1:07 am
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Con really was completely out of order over this episode.
Can`t wait to read what happens next !

#112: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 11:17 am
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Con Stewart sprang to her feet, her face flushed, “How d…” she began when there was an interruption.

There was a sharp knock on the door and, before Hilda could even say anything, the door was pushed open, “Sorry about this, Hilda,” Matey said brusquely, “I’m looking for…ah, there she is, I need a word with you, Con,”

Con Stewart, stopped before she had been able to say very much, turned a puzzled face toward the Matron, “What do you want?” she asked somewhat rudely.

Matey took no notice of Con’s tone, instead walking across to her, “Right, sit down, open your mouth,” Con did so without even thinking, after a few seconds inspection Matey stepped back, “I thought so, bed for you, my girl,” she said quickly, “I’ve got some oil of cloves that will deaden the pain and some aspirin that will help reduce the swelling.”

“B..b…but I’ve got work to do, some marking…”

“That will have to wait,” Matey’s tones allowed no thought of disobedience, “you need to get some rest,”

“I’m fine,”

Matey’s eyebrow rose, “Really, then I suppose that the fact that I’ve just had to send Eustacia Benson and Margia Stevens to bed for quarrelling about a fountain pen has nothing to do with you?”

“Well…”

“Exactly,” Matey pursed her lips, “you should have come to me about this, first thing this morning, Con,” she turned to the quiet Senior Mistress, “if you’ve finished your business here, Hilda?”

Hilda Annersley nodded, reflecting to herself with amusement that she dared do nothing else, and Con was taken, protesting, to her bed.

It was not until the following morning that Nell Wilson got to speak with Con - Matey’s treatment of Con the night before also including a small dose so that, by the time Nell went up to see how her friend was managing, Con Stewart was fast asleep. She felt a great deal better the next day however was extremely annoyed at what she saw as ‘interference’ by Hilda. When she met with Nell that morning she discussed the matter at length, the result being that, directly after Mitagessen saw Miss Wilson request a private conversation with Miss Annersley.

Hilda looked up from her spot near the fire, “Is it urgent, Nell?”

“Yes, it’s urgent,” Nell Wilson’s face, normally open and friendly, was stern, Hilda looked at her for some seconds before inclining her head,

“Very well, shall we go to my room? It will be warm in there.”

Once in the tiny room Hilda waved Nell to one chair and sat in the other, “Is there a problem, Nell?”

“Yes, there’s a problem,” Nell Wilson replied, “last night you spoke with Con,”

“I did,”

“She told me, told me how you said that she shouldn’t have disciplined any of the girls, that she wasn’t allowed to lose her temper,”

“No, I said that her response was out of proportion to the ‘crime’ committed. That she had allowed the fact that she was feeling unwell to influence how she reacted to the child, Eustacia,” although a little uncomfortable at repeating information said in confidence, Hilda consoled herself by noting that Nell obviously already knew the incident.

“Surely that’s up to Con?” Nell questioned, her expression easing slightly as she heard the true account, “after all, Hilda, we’re all adults here, all professionals. What gives you the right to discipline any of the Staff?”

Hilda sighed slightly, “I’m Senior Mistress, Nell, that gives me the right, no, the obligation to ensure that the Staff are acting professionally,”

“Mollie didn’t,”

“I’m not Mollie,” Hilda replied, “and anyway, the Staff numbers are increasing every term, Nell, we senior staff have to ensure that high standards continue to be maintained. You were in the Staff Room last night - did you feel that Con’s outburst was justified?”

For a moment Nell looked uncertain, then she looked over at Hilda, “Con is supposed to be a friend, Hilda. Did you think of that?” She swiftly rose and left the room before the Senior Mistress could reply.

Back in the small sitting room Hilda looked after the Science and Geography Mistress, her eyes distressed, “Yes Nell,” she whispered, “I had thought of that.”

…

Back in a corner of the Staff Room Con Stewart looked up as Nell Wilson returned. The History Mistress looked much better for her enforced early night, the swelling and pain from her tooth appeared to have eased as well,

“Well? What did she say?”

Nell looked troubled, “That you deserved it, Con,” she said abruptly,

“What! But you said…”

“I know what I said,” Nell interrupted, “I was wrong.” She looked across at her friend, “Did you know that the Fourth and Fifth forms are not speaking to each other?”

“What has that got…”

“Matey thinks it’s to do with Eustacia’s pen and your reaction, she heard Eustacia and Margia quarrelling last night. I heard your response to Eustacia last night, Con, it wasn’t justified. Hilda was right.” She got up and walked over to another corner of the room, sat there for some time , thinking.

…

The atmosphere within the Staff Room reflected that within the Fourth and Fifth for the next few days, with neither Hilda nor Nell able to bridge the chasm that seemed to have appeared between them. Hilda withdrew into her work, spending a great deal of her time assisting Mademoiselle with the running of the School and helping to arrange the expeditions scheduled for Half Term. Aware of the difficulties between herself and both the Science Mistress and History Mistress, she placed herself as leader of the party travelling to Schwarzwald leaving Nell and Con to take a group to Fulpmes. She did consider carefully whether Eustacia Benson should be in that group but felt that the child would be happier with those of her own nationality. Nell Wilson also seemed to take on more work, spending many of her evening studying for her Guide Captaincy and arranging for the Camp that Summer. Con Stewart seeming to accept Nell’s opinion but unable to accept Hilda’s position.

Then, one morning at Fruhstuck, Mademoiselle announced that Madame, Madge Russell, would be visiting for few days. At this Nell Wilson seemed to make a decision and nodded to herself. After breakfast she went along to speak with the Head,

“But of course you may see Madame, child,” Mademoiselle said kindly, “she will be visiting the Staff Room of course. But you wish to see her more formally?”

“I do, Therese,” Nell said firmly, she paused, aware of the Head’s interest, “you may as well know too. I want to hand in my resignation.”

#113: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 11:47 am
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Oh dear! I think Nell's gone a bit OTT there.

It's so awkward knowing what you are and aren't meant to do vis-a-vis disciplining/reporting other people Confused

#114: Author: Pat, Location: Doncaster

Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 12:07 pm
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Well at least we know that she didn't resign - or at least she was still around to have the accident at half term.

#115: Author: Mia, Location: London

Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 1:29 pm
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Meep!

Gosh, thanks Lesley

#116: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, Kent

Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 2:29 pm
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Thanks, Lesley. I hope that Hilda will make things up with Nell soon.

#117: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 4:36 pm
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Making mistakes doesn't mean you have to resign, Nell, it means you have to learn from them and move on - as Hilda has done.

Thanks, Lesley.

#118: Author: Carolyn P, Location: Lancaster, England

Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 8:29 pm
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Ouch. This is very interetsing Lesley, thanks.

#119: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 10:25 pm
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Meep, indeed. What a mess!

Presumably Hilda doesn't know that Nell actually defended her to Con in the end. And Nell doesn't realise how difficult Hilda found it to take such a stand. Of course she has both the authority and, as she says, the obligation, to take action in a situation where the girls are being treated unfairly and the atmosphere in the school is suffering.

Perhaps either Mlle or Madge will be able to make Nell see sense. Or perhaps Con will realise she was wrong and do something about it.

#120: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSW

Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 11:30 pm
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Somehow I don't see Con accepting her part in this. And how hard for Hilda, to have to adapt the job in ways that Mollie Maynard didn't - and how lonely she must be. And Nell is so clearly unhappy too.

#121: Author: Shander, Location: Halifax

Posted: Wed Sep 13, 2006 11:34 pm
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Oh my! I just saw this a few days ago and it's excellent.
I think hard for Nell to. I might be wrong, but I think that she was at the school before Hilda. And I remember being surprised reading when reading the books that Hilda became Senior Mistress, and wondering who one earth she was. But hard for Hilda too. I do wonder if the whole mess could have been avoided if Madamoiselle had told Nell before the general staff meeting.
Wondering if it's Fulpmes that knocks some sense into them?

#122: Author: Clare, Location: Liverpool

Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 4:23 pm
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Lesley, this is awesome. I can't wait for the next installment.

#123: Author: Elle, Location: Peterborough

Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 4:36 pm
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I am really enjoying this. Thank you.

#124: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, England

Posted: Thu Sep 14, 2006 10:40 pm
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I hope Madge will be able to help untangle things.

Thanks, Lesley

#125: Senoir Mistress Author: Fiona Mc, Location: Bendigo, Australia

Posted: Fri Sep 15, 2006 11:37 am
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Am finding this really interesting especially as a lot of people's comments about their thoughts on Eustacia at the CS, that I never picked up when I read the book. One thing that I did notice was I never saw Hilda and Nell as being particularly close in the Tirol years. It always seemed to be Con and Nell. Hilda always seemed abit of a loner. Generally friendly with everyone, rather than having a particular friend. She and Hilda only seemed to become close from the Armshire years onwards. Thanks for expanding on your thoughts of Hilda, Lesley

#126: Author: calico, Location: Wellington, New Zealand

Posted: Sun Sep 17, 2006 7:38 am
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Thanks Lesley.
This is great!

#127: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 6:23 pm
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“But Nell, why?” Madge Russell looked quite distraught; she had made time to see the Science and Geography Mistress, pushing her sister, Joey and ward Robin aside as Therese had warned that Nell Wilson had something very serious to discuss. Madge had tried to get the Headmistress of the school to tell her what but the Frenchwoman had refused saying that she felt it was something Madge needed to hear from Nell herself. Madge had been concerned but had never dreamt that it could be this - her thoughts instead being that Miss Wilson had asked to see her to discuss Guiding matters.

Nell Wilson looked across, a set expression on her handsome face, “I feel that my talents can be better used in a different school,” she said reluctantly, “I know that a girls school in Exeter is re-opening in the summer after extensive building work - I know that I will be able to secure a post there,” Nell gave a half-smile before continuing, “there are not many with my specialities, after all,”

“But we, I, want you here, Nell,” Madge moved across to kneel beside the Science Mistress, took one of Nell’s hands in her own, “please Nell, what is it? What’s gone wrong? There were no problems at the beginning of term when last I saw you.”

Nell wrestled with her feelings for some seconds but, looking into the warm dark eyes opposite her she gave in, “I’m not, normally, a jealous or vengeful person, Madge,” she said eventually, “I detest those qualities in others. But this term I have started having those feelings - and I don’t like myself. I’ve also started to,” she paused searching for a way to explain her feelings, “to almost rejoice when another member of Staff makes a mistake, someone that, until this term I had started to count as a friend. And to question their decisions over things that, strictly speaking, had nothing to do with me.”

Nell rose and started to pace the room, “the last time, a few days ago, I stormed in without thinking, only to discover that, in fact, I was wrong, that, had I thought about it I would have made exactly the same decision, and done the same.” She turned to look across at the Owner of the School, “I don’t want to do that again, Madge, it’s not fair on Hilda or…”

“Hilda?” Madge interrupted quickly, “Then this must be because of the post of Senior Mistress?”

Nell cursed under her breath, “Yes Madge, it is, but it’s my fault, not Hilda’s,”

Madge said nothing for some time, when she did speak her words were a surprise, “I think Therese and I owe you an apology, Nell,”

Nell looked startled, “Apology, what for? I mean for what?”

Madge smiled slightly, “When we told Hilda about her promotion at the beginning of term she immediately asked why she had been chosen, rather than you,”

“Hilda did that?” Nell’s face lit up slightly, she sat opposite Madge.

Madge nodded, “She did. She, obviously, considered your feelings. I’m afraid neither Therese nor I did. Were you expecting to be offered the post when Mollie left, Nell?”

Nell Wilson sat with her head down for some time, eventually she looked up, “I think I was,” she said quietly, “I knew I’d been at the School the longest, I thought it would be an automatic progression. When I heard that Hilda had got it I felt almost betrayed. Wondered what I’d done wrong.”

Madge’s face showed great empathy as she continued, “When Hilda asked I replied that we had considered both of you, but had chosen her. We did not give her all the reasons why, however, would you like to know them?”

Nell looked across, “If it would not be a breach in confidence, yes,”

Madge shook her head, “It’s no breach,” she said, “with hindsight we should have spoken with both of you. Therese, Mollie and I discussed who Mollie’s successor would be during the Christmas holidays. You and Hilda were the only two candidates. I should tell you that it was a difficult decision but that, eventually, all three of us agreed to choose Hilda.”

“Why?”

“You are a very strong character, Nell, you are probably just as popular within the Staff Room as you are with the girls. We, all of us, felt that you might find it difficult should you ever have to speak seriously with any of the Staff. Whereas Hilda, although well-liked, has no difficulty holding herself slightly apart. It’s something that both Therese and I had to learn when we first started the School, it’s something that Mollie never truly mastered. But Hilda does it automatically.”

Nell sat in thought for some time, eventually she sighed, “So my own popularity counted against me?”

Madge nodded.

A very slight smile brushed Nell’s lips, “Never dreamt that by being friendly to everyone I would jeopardise my future career.” She sighed, “You’re right you know, this recent episode proves that.”

“Recent episode?”

“Yes, Hilda spoke with Con, about the way Con had dealt with the girl Eustacia Benson,” she proceeded to tell Madge of the recent difficulties, when she had finished Madge nodded before replying,

“I’ve just had to correct Joey about the ‘feud’ between the Fourth and Fifth Forms, she seemed to believe it was Con Stewart that was at fault,”

Nell nodded, “On this occasion I believe she is right,”

“Ah,” Madge flushed slightly, “well perhaps it would be better if Joey is not told that,”

Nell nodded, “No, we should present a united front to the girls, shouldn’t we?”

“Exactly,” Madge smiled, then looked into the grey eyes of the woman say opposite her, “and what of you, Nell Wilson? Are you really so eager to leave us?”

Nell shook her head, “I don’t know,” she confessed, “I still do not like the person I have become this term, and I don’t know if I can change.”

“Could you at least try, Nell? I don’t want to lose you. You are one of my most valued and most senior mistresses,”

A wry smile from Nell as she remarked, “But not Senior Mistress?”

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#128: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 6:36 pm
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Lovely little insight into Hilda and how she works - but it costs her. And just maybe Nell will give her more support now.

Thanks, Lesley.

#129: Author: Chair, Location: Rochester, Kent

Posted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 7:02 pm
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Thanks, Lesley. I'm glad that Madge and Nell have had the chance to talk.

#130: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 7:08 pm
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Thanks Lesley. Smile

#131: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Wed Sep 20, 2006 7:53 pm
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I know several people who've been told that being too nice and getting on too well with other people is holding them back at work ... it's a difficult one. Hope Nell feels better about things now.

#132: Author: Ruth B, Location: Oxford, UK

Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 9:40 am
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Very wise of Madge. Hope she can persuade Nell to change her mind!

#133: Author: Lulu, Location: West Midlands, UK

Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 11:14 am
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This is reminding me just why I liked Madge in the early years - she was just as sensitive as Joey was meant to be later.

This is great, thanks Lesley.

#134: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, England

Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 12:11 pm
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Well done Madge!

Thanks, Lesley

#135: Author: Mrs Redboots, Location: London, UK

Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 1:35 pm
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I'm really liking your Nell in this, Lesley. I love the way she is honest enough to see her own faults, and to realise she is becoming someone she dislikes.

#136: Author: wheelchairprincess, Location: Oxfordshire, UK

Posted: Thu Sep 21, 2006 5:59 pm
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Madge is brilliant in this and I can really see that Nell would want to resign. Thank you for writing this!

#137: Author: Miranda, Location: Perth, Western Australia

Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 2:59 pm
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I do like Madge in this! And I admire Nell for being able to admit that she's not sure if she's able to change. But time proves that she does have the strength to do so.

Thanks Lesley

#138: Author: Liane, Location: Manchester

Posted: Fri Sep 22, 2006 6:21 pm
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That was so nice. I'm always being told that as an 'advanced level' at work I should try to step back a bit. It's such a hard thing to do.
Thanks Lesley.

#139: Author: Josie, Location: London

Posted: Sun Sep 24, 2006 8:52 pm
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Very glad Madge said that to Nell. Looking forward to her reconsidering now Wink

Thanks Lesley,

#140: Author: Gem, Location: Saltash/Aberystwyth

Posted: Thu Oct 05, 2006 3:34 pm
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Just read all of this through and really enjoying it, Lesley - thank you!

#141: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Fri Oct 20, 2006 8:27 pm
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Miss Wilson left Madge Russell having promised that she would think seriously about her decision to leave the Chalet School; she would speak to the owner of the School again after Half Term. Within the School itself the situation between the Fourth and Fifth forms seemed to calm down somewhat, the feud fading into history. One good result appeared to be that Eustacia Benson seemed to be settling in a little better. Although still somewhat supercilious in her manner she had made tentative approaches toward certain of her classmates, and she felt some affection toward Evadne Lannis who had gone with her to speak with Miss Stewart and had supported her against the Fifth.

At one of the Staff Meetings Mademoiselle was heard to remark that the child appeared to be settling – while this was being said Hilda Annersley and Nell Wilson happened to exchange glances – neither glance was very hopeful. After the Staff Meeting Miss Wilson hung back, waiting to speak with the Senior Mistress. Miss Annersley was sat at the table finishing her notes of the meeting. As Nell waited she felt a tap on her arm,

“Come on Nell,” it was Con Stewart, she smiled across at her friend, “you said you wanted to go for a walk before Abendessen, didn’t you?”

Nell shook her head slightly, “In a minute, Con, have to speak with Hilda,” she looked over to see if Hilda had finished, missing the slight darkening of the History Mistress’ brow. Hilda, however, looking across toward Nell, did see it – and wondered.

“Nell? Did you want to speak to me?”

Nell nodded and sat opposite Hilda, she looked round to ask Con to sit but the History Mistress had left the room. She sighed slightly, bit her lip, then turned back to the woman opposite,

“You don’t agree with Mademoiselle about Eustacia, do you?” Nell’s question was blunt and rather surprising.

Hilda hesitated, “Why do you say that?” she asked, puzzled.

“Could see it in your expression,” Nell returned.

Hilda blinked slightly, her mind thinking furiously, her main surprise being that Nell had managed to discern so much – especially as Hilda prided herself on her ability to keep her thoughts to herself. Perhaps Nell realised because she continued,

“I don’t know how, but I can sometimes tell what you’re thinking. You don’t agree with Mademoiselle, do you?”

There was a pause then, “No, I don’t think that Eustacia is settling in very well. She has, superficially, conformed to the School’s way, but underneath she is still convinced that her way is better. In itself that is not a problem – we are entitled to our own opinions, but she will not allow herself to even consider that other opinions are as valid.”

Nell nodded, “She’s also beginning a first class feud with Joey Bettany, of all people. Can’t imagine why Joey.”

Hilda frowned very slightly, “Can you not? I can,”

“Why?”

“Joey is, perhaps, the epitome of all that we would wish in a Chalet School girl, she is popular, out-going, friendly, easily the most popular girl in the school.”

“Is that why Eustacia doesn’t like her then?”

Hilda shook her head, “No, I don’t think so,” she said slowly, she glanced across at the woman opposite, “I think, in fact, that Eustacia does like Joey, but is fighting against it because Joey so obviously doesn’t like her,”

“But Joey likes everyone…” Nell began, then stopped, “no, no you’re right, she obviously doesn’t like Eustacia – I even heard her complaining of being in the same group for Half Term when she was speaking with Madge.”

“That doesn’t surprise me,” Hilda said, “in some ways, Nell, Joey reminds me of you,”

“Me?” Nell looked startled, “I assure you, my dear, I was no prodigy with languages and Joey’s attempts at Science are enough to make me want to weep!”

Hilda smiled, “I didn’t mean academically,” she explained, “I meant in character, Joey attracts friends, is very warm and open hearted with them, is very popular. She is also somewhat impatient and has rather a hot temper – but one that is as quick to fall as it is to rise.”

“Wonderful character you’re giving me here, Hilda,”

Hilda shook her head, “Joey has not yet learnt something important, Nell, something that you most definitely have learnt. She has not yet learnt that other people may have perfectly valid opinions, contrary to her own. I think it may have something to do with being the youngest in her family – I had it myself, at least until…”

“Until?” Nell asked.

Hilda looked over, “Until at the age of thirteen I discovered that I wasn’t at the centre of the Universe,” and this time Nell had no difficulty seeing the pain in Hilda’s eyes.

“Hilda…”

“Joey has not yet had to go through that,” Hilda said quickly, preventing Nell from saying anything further, “I know her parents died when she was very young but I think she was too young to appreciate them,”

“Hmmm, yes, you’re probably right, Madge has been mother to Joey, hasn’t she?”

“Yes, and, unfortunately, Joey has become accustomed to being the ‘Baby’ of the family, she does not like taking on any responsibility, that includes responsibility for other girls.”

“No, I see that,” Nell replied, “never a problem for me, being the eldest,”

“Eustacia causes Joey to resent her,” Hilda said gravely, “so much so that I’m not sure if having both of them together at Half term is a good idea,”

Nell frowned, “What? You don’t think that Con and I can manage?”

“It’s not that, Nell,” Hilda tried to explain, “I just feel that it would be better if the two were separated. I can easily fit Eustacia in with my group.”

“But you have all the Italian girls with you, don’t you?” Nell asked quickly, “I thought the idea was that you and Grace would be speaking Italian the entire time. Eustacia would not be able to manage that, would she?”

“No, but we could improvise something, I’m sure,”

“No, Hilda,” Nell had risen while saying this, “You’re basically saying that you don’t think Con and I can cope, aren’t you?”

“No Nell…”

“Well that’s how it seems to me. Now I know you can order this if you chose, but that’s what you’re going to have to do - because I won’t agree to it. So? Is it your order?”

Hilda looked deep into her colleague’s eyes, “No Nell,” she said softly, “But I do wish you would reconsider.”

“No Hilda,” Nell returned, “and that’s my final say on the matter,” she stalked out of the room, her handsome face dark and angry, her thoughts somewhat chaotic, ‘how dare Hilda consider that she, Nell, was incompetent?’

Back in the Staff Room Hilda was no less angry, her anger also directed toward herself, ‘Why didn’t you invoke your authority? What’s the point of having it? Matey was right, slow to volunteer - make that slow to take on responsibility. Perhaps Nell should have the post if you don’t feel comfortable with it.’

It seemed that the temporary truce within the Staff Room was over.

#142: Author: leahbelle, Location: Kilmarnock

Posted: Fri Oct 20, 2006 8:45 pm
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Oooo, a lovely long update! Thanks, Lesley Very Happy

#143: Author: Gem, Location: Saltash/Aberystwyth

Posted: Fri Oct 20, 2006 10:46 pm
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Oh dear... Confused

Not a good sign!

#144: Senoir Mistress Author: Fiona Mc, Location: Bendigo, Australia

Posted: Fri Oct 20, 2006 11:49 pm
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Great to see an update. I don't think Hilda thought Nell couln't cope, I would have been more worried about Con, she obviously proved she couldn't cope and put her own personal feeling aside about Eustasia. Plus has Nell ever considered the fact she would not be with the girls 24/7 and so a lot would go on out of her control and would everyone else in the party may not be able to control themselves. Joey certainly proved she couldn't, along with Con and one was a prefect and the other whom I would have expected more from was a Mistress. Nell still seems very insecure with Hilda and is quick to see refroof where Hilda certainly doesn't come accross as giving it.

#145: Author: Kathy_S, Location: midwestern US

Posted: Sat Oct 21, 2006 3:45 am
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Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear.

#146: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Sat Oct 21, 2006 2:53 pm
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Hilda was proved right in her assessment of Nell's character, wasn't she? Quick to anger.... Will she also calm down as quickly I wonder.

Such a pity, as they were drawing closer together in understanding. But don't blame yourself, Hilda - you're still new to the post. And you were only trying to make Nell think! If only she had listened....

Thanks, Lesley

#147: Author: Identity Hunt, Location: UK

Posted: Sun Oct 22, 2006 1:51 am
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Oh dear. Shocked

It`s going to take a fair while for them to reach a satisfactory resolution on this one isn`t it ?
Thanks, Lesley. Glad to see this one again !

#148: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Sun Oct 22, 2006 2:47 pm
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Thanks Lesley Very Happy

#149: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 12:19 am
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Glad to see that Madge has made Nell at least reconsider, and even gladder at the evidence of growing understanding and empathy between her and Hilda. Pity Hilda rushed on, covering up her mother's death as the incident that changed her.
Very thoughtful analysis of Jo from Hilda.
I was going to blame the loss of harmony on Con's butting in, but it isn't her fault at all, of course, it's just Nell totally misunderstanding what H is saying. Should Hilda have insisted? A lot of trouble would have been avoided if she had, true, but that's hindsight. Her reaction is certainly very understandable. And I do like her summing up of Nell's character. Got her in one!

#150: Author: Nell, Location: exiled from the big smoke

Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 2:28 pm
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Very interesting.

Thank you Lesley.

#151: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSW

Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:18 pm
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Hilda's very aware of Nell's character - and Nell's reaction here proves that point. But oh dear, just as they seemed to be reaching some sort of understanding (loved that line about Nell knowing what Hilda is thinking!), they over-react and over-interpret, and lose what they have gained.

Thankls Lesley.

#152: Author: LizB, Location: Oxon, England

Posted: Sun Oct 29, 2006 1:09 pm
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Thanks, Lesley

Maybe Jo could have gone with the Italian girls - she wouldn't have had problems with the language.

#153: Author: Helen P, Location: Crewe, Cheshire

Posted: Sun Nov 05, 2006 4:41 pm
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Just read through the whole of this Lesley, it is great, thank you!

Looking forward to finding out what will happen next.

#154: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Sun Dec 17, 2006 4:35 pm
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The next few days, leading up to the Half Term weekend, were rather awkward; neither woman willing to make the first move toward reconciliation. On her part Nell Wilson was feeling somewhat guilty; she had noticed the growing feud between Joey Bettany and Eustacia Benson, seen how neither of them could say anything without the other immediately jumping on it. This tended to isolate Eustacia once more as Joey was so universally popular.

‘Hilda was right, the pair are not good together,’ Nell mused one day, after having to separate the pair after finding them squabbling on the stairs. Perhaps I should reconsider?’ She shook her head, ‘No, that would only prove I didn’t know what I was talking about. I’ll warn Con, we can keep an eye on it, make sure it doesn’t escalate.”

In her tiny office Hilda Annersley flicked through the post, not really paying a great deal of attention to it, ‘Why on Earth couldn’t I just tell Nell that it was an order?’ She thought, ‘Therese would have supported me and Nell would have accepted it, eventually. I could still do it, there’s time? No, it would only prove I needed to invoke my authority - I’m sure Nell and Con will manage.’

When Half Term dawned the Senior Mistress and Miss Nalder left very early with the Italian girls to travel to Innsbruck and begin their journey to Schwarzwald. Also up very early was Miss Wilson, she stood at the front door to see the party off and, just as Miss Annersley, last of the group, set out, she called to her,

“Can I have a quick word, Miss Annersley?”

Miss Annersley turned, her mouth open to correct the English, when she saw who had spoken she abruptly closed her mouth again, “Yes, Miss Wilson?” she asked politely but rather coldly.

Miss Wilson swallowed quickly but her chin rose and she met the Senior Mistress’ eyes, “I er, I have been watching them, Joey and Eustacia, you may be right, they seem to be naturally antagonistic toward each other. Con and I will keep a close eye on them.”

“I hope that will be sufficient,” Hilda Annersley mentally cursed herself hearing just how formal her words sounded.

Nell Wilson hesitated then, quietly, she spoke again, “Hilda, perhaps you were right, what you said earlier in the week, I mean. Perhaps we should have separated them,” it was an olive branch, an apology.

The Senior Mistress’ eyes darkened, “Well it’s rather too late to work that out now, isn’t it Miss Wilson?” For the first time ever Nell Wilson experienced a cutting retort more biting than any of her own, she winced slightly but, Hilda Annersley was surprised to see, managed to hold onto her temper,

“Yes it is, Miss Annersley,” she said quietly, “perhaps, another time, I might listen to you. Goodbye.” Not trusting herself to speak further the Science and Geography Mistress turned on her heel and stalked back into the School.

Left to herself Hilda Annersley mentally kicked herself at least half a dozen times, she was interrupted partway through by another voice,

“Hilda? Are you ready? All the girls are waiting and the transport is here,” it was Miss Nalder, she had seen, from a distance, the scene between the other two women, but had not been close enough to hear the words spoken.

Miss Annersley forced her face into a more neutral expression and then managed a slight smile, “Of course, Grace,” she said.

“Is there something wrong, Hilda?” Grace asked diffidently, although some years younger than the Senior Mistress, Miss Nalder appreciated Hilda Annersley’s quiet support.

Miss Annersley sighed, “Only wishing that I had, how does Evvy phrase it?… ‘Engaged brain before opening mouth!’… Sometimes it is possible to say very cutting things purely because you are angry with yourself.”

Grace Nalder had almost choked on hearing the slang from the English Mistress but her eyes softened on hearing the obvious distress in the tones, she placed her arm through the older woman’s, “Everyone wishes that on occasion,” she said with a smile, “and if the remark was addressed to Nell Wilson - well she’ll understand, she’s guilty of the same herself. She won’t hold a grudge.”

“I hope not,” the quiet reply, “I must admit to being somewhat worried about her,”

“Because of where she’s going?” Miss Nalder questioned, “I’m sure everything will be fine - I know they will be higher up in the mountains, but Nell Wilson has an excellent weather eye - they’ll be fine.”

Hilda Annersley’s face lost some of the strain within it, “Of course they will,” she said with a slight smile.

“Come along, everyone’s waiting,” Grace replied, “and we’re supposed to be on holiday, aren’t we?”

Miss Annersley smile widened, “Yes we are, you’re quite correct. I’ll see Nell at the end of the holiday, will apologise to her then.”

“I expect she’ll have forgotten all about it by then,” Miss Nalder responded as the two Mistresses walked across to the transport to join their girls for their German holiday.

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#155: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Sun Dec 17, 2006 6:35 pm
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Good to see this back!

#156: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Sun Dec 17, 2006 6:51 pm
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Thanks Lesley. It's a pity Hilda didn't accept Nell's peace offering. Hope things sort themselves out soon.

#157: Author: Vikki, Location: Sitting on an iceberg, freezing to death!!!

Posted: Sun Dec 17, 2006 9:07 pm
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*wonders how much further apart they'll go before this is over*

Thanks Lesley!

#158: Author: Gem, Location: Saltash/Aberystwyth

Posted: Sun Dec 17, 2006 9:26 pm
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Oh dear! Well, maybe the accident will help to bring them together. Or not Confused

Thanks Lesley!

#159: Author: leahbelle, Location: Kilmarnock

Posted: Sun Dec 17, 2006 9:28 pm
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Thanks, Lesley. So good to see this back Laughing

#160: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Sun Dec 17, 2006 9:29 pm
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Oh Hilda - new to the job and not trusting yourself. How you will rue that cutting remark. Crying or Very sad

Thanks, Lesley.

#161: Author: Helen P, Location: Crewe, Cheshire

Posted: Sun Dec 17, 2006 9:36 pm
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How lovely to see more of this! Thank you Lesley. Very Happy

#162: Author: Carolyn P, Location: Lancaster, England

Posted: Sun Dec 17, 2006 9:59 pm
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Oh, great to see miore of this, and a wonderful piece, when we all know what is about to happen next.

#163: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 12:22 am
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So glad to have this back, but they are determined to get across each other, aren't they.

Nell is at least always ready to admit when she's been wrong, and Hilda could have been a lot more gracious there, but she's genuinely worried about the situation (and right to be so, of course), but, above all, angry with herself for what she considers to have been weakness. Actually they are both making decisions based on their own internal conflicts rather than what is best for the girls. I suspect Hilda will regret her sharpness even more bitterly when Nell gets hurt - but it does establish the hierarchy quite firmly, Hilda is the only person who can squash Nell (though I also noticed she refrained from correcting her English)! I'll be so glad when they're friends, though!

And the irony of Hilda and Grace's closing remarks ...

#164: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSW

Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 1:45 am
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Oh dear....things are not going well!

#165: Author: Fiona Mc, Location: Bendigo, Australia

Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 8:09 am
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Pick me up off the floor, Am really glad for an update on this. Quite frankly, Hilda was right an apology was all well and good but means very little when it can't or doesn't change anything, it only makes the other person feel better. Nell and Con may keep an eye on them but that certainly didn't prove useful when Con loses her own temper with Eustasia and Joey should certainly have been spoken to about her own behaviour if that was likely to be a problem. A tactful word of caution would not have gone astray. (Now where is Mary Lou when you need her to let loose and tell people just how bad their behaviour has been)

#166: Author: Nell, Location: exiled from the big smoke

Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 12:16 pm
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Thank you Lesley - good to see more of this.

#167: Author: Betty, Location: Hampshire, UK

Posted: Mon Dec 18, 2006 5:48 pm
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This is wonderful Lesley - I'm just reading Eustacia in hardback for the first time. It fits in so well.

Betty

#168: Author: Clare, Location: Liverpool

Posted: Thu Dec 21, 2006 9:07 pm
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*Jumps for joy seeing this back*

Marvellous update, looking forward to more Very Happy

#169: Author: Josie, Location: London

Posted: Sun Jan 07, 2007 10:20 pm
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Glad to see this back, Lesley. Fab as ever. Very Happy

#170: Author: calico, Location: Wellington, New Zealand

Posted: Sun Jan 14, 2007 2:28 am
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Thanks Lesley
Its great to have this back!

#171: Author: Elbee, Location: Surrey

Posted: Sun Feb 25, 2007 11:50 pm
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Hello Lesley, I've just joined and read this all the way through from the beginning. I think it's great and I'm really looking forward to more updates sometime Very Happy

. Thank you.

#172: Author: Hannah-Lou, Location: Glasgow

Posted: Tue Mar 06, 2007 12:09 pm
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I too have just found this and read it through from the beginning. I'm thoroughly enjoying it Very Happy

and really looking forward to hearing more...

#173: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 8:48 am
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Sunday evening of the Half Term holiday saw only Nell Wilson and Con Stewart still awake; the following day it was planned to visit the Stubai glacier and the party would have to be up well before dawn. The two Mistresses were not planning on being late to retire themselves but were taking the opportunity to relax together without the girls. As there were no other guests in the Pension Gisela the two women had, with their hostess, Frau Blitzen’s easy permission, availed themselves of the sitting room and sat in the deep armchairs smoking and drinking coffee. After a time Con looked across at her friend,

“It’s going well so far, don‘t you think?” she ventured.

Nell sighed, “So far,” she replied, “though whether that will continue, I don’t know. I wouldn’t have thought it possible, with just nine girls to look after, that there could be so many arguments,”

“You mean Eustacia, I suppose?” the History Mistress said with grim satisfaction,

Nell raised an eyebrow, “I mean Eustacia and Joey,” she corrected.

“Joey?” Con Stewart looked surprised, “but surely none of this is Joey’s fault? It’s that child, Eustacia, she just doesn’t fit in,”

Nell Wilson frowned and sat up straighter, “I would say that they are probably equally to blame, Con,” she said slowly, “whenever one of them says something the other seems to immediately take the opposing view. The only time we‘ve had peace is when they are apart. Everything from arguing about Napoleon, of all things, on Friday to whether or not it was ‘good breeding‘ to laugh at that ridiculous error Grizel Cochrane made about holy water years ago. We were fine yesterday - but only because Joey remained here with the Robin.”

“But that cannot be Joey’s fault, can it?” Con said, somewhat puzzled, “I mean no one else argues with Joey,”

“No, they don’t,” Nell said slowly, “that’s why it seems so strange. Joey is universally popular whereas Eustacia, poor child, is a new girl, has some very strange ideas and does not know the ‘proper’ way for a schoolgirl to behave,” she sighed then, with a rueful grin, looked across at her friend, “and, I’ll admit, is not a particularly likeable child, Con. She tends to bring out the worst in a body, especially people who have hot tempers themselves,”

“Like the two of us, then,” Con replied.

“Yes,” Nell finished her cigarette and stubbed it out in the ashtray, “I’m for bed,” she announced, standing as she spoke, “we’ve got a very early morning,”

“True,” Con threw her cigarette stub into the fire, “I’ll set my alarm, shall I?”

Nell nodded, “Yes, I should be awake anyway but, just in case,”

Con looked over, Nell Wilson’s face seemed lined with worry suddenly, she reached across and placed a hand on the Science Mistress’ shoulder, “It’ll be fine, Nell,” she said, “we’ll be seeing the glacier tomorrow, it’ll all be worth it.”

#174: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 8:54 am
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Good to see this back Very Happy

. Also good to see someone pointing out that Joey might actually be at fault!

#175: Author: Miranda, Location: Perth, Western Australia

Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 9:56 am
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Fantastic to see more of this Very Happy

Hope Nell can get enough sleep to see her through the next day...

#176: Author: brie, Location: Glasgow, aka the land of boredom

Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 10:54 am
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yay!! its back!! thanks lesley

#177: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSW

Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 10:54 am
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Nell is making a definite effort to work out what the problem is, and is quite right to point out that this isn't just Eustacia, whereas Con doesn't seem to want to go beyond the surface of the difficulty.

#178: Author: Clare, Location: Liverpool

Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 12:58 pm
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party

Oh happy day!

Thanks for the update Lesley. It's good to see that Nell is not just blaming Joey, and it's leading up to the warning she gives Joey at the end of the book about her influence in the school.

#179: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 3:49 pm
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Hilda's words have made Nell stop and think about things, rather than just reacting, as she did before. She's growing into her position.

Thanks, Lesley.

#180: Author: Elbee, Location: Surrey

Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 4:32 pm
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So pleased to read more of this, thank you Lesley Very Happy

#181: Author: leahbelle, Location: Kilmarnock

Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 4:57 pm
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I'm glad Nell is realising that it's not just Eustacia to blame. Lovely to see this back, Lesley. Thanks Laughing

#182: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 8:13 pm
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Thank you, Lesley. Very Happy

#183: Author: Carolyn P, Location: Lancaster, England

Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 8:55 pm
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Yay, thank you Lesley.

Eustacia was the last Chalet book I read.

#184: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Mon Mar 26, 2007 10:33 pm
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Oh, it's so good to see this back!
I enjoyed the glimpse of Nell and Con off duty (and how realistic, staying up too late just to have a bit of peace and quiet together!). Nell has certainly taken on board the fact that Eustacia is not solely to blame here, and I loved the silly things she and Jo had been quarrelling over. Con does at least realise how worried Nell is, and does her best to reassure her, but oh dear, however wonderful the glacier is, it will not be worth it!
And I loved Nell's assessment of Eustacia:

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She tends to bring out the worst in a body, especially people who have hot tempers themselves

Indeed!

#185: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2007 5:19 pm
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The following morning started very early with everyone awoken at 4.30am; long before dawn. Miss Wilson found herself having to bite her tongue when the Eustacia was first the most vocal complainant about the early start and then, when she did finally appear, did so with her hair in its normal long plaits, rather than being tucked up.

“I wouldn’t mind,” she whispered to Miss Stewart in an aside, “but she’s been told for the last three mornings,”

Miss Stewart smiled and whispered back, “The glacier, Nell, it will all be worth it when we see the glacier,”

“It had better be,” Miss Wilson replied before moving across to speak with Herr Siebur, their Guide.

The group started out, intending to stop for coffee and rolls at sunrise. Herr Siebur setting a slow pace that, initially, caused some to grumble. This led to another spat between Joey and Eustacia that both Mistresses resolutely ignored, instead both enjoining all the girls to keep moving. However Nell Wilson’s temper was sorely strained when, shortly after stopping for their drink and rolls, Joey managed to wave around a hot cup of coffee and the cup collapsed dousing the girl next to her,

“Typical,” she fumed beneath her breath, “it would have to be Eustacia,” her tone with both Joey and Eustacia was sharp, and became even more so when Eustacia accused Joey of doing it deliberately – whatever her faults the one thing that Joey Bettany would not have done was deliberately hurt another. The next hour or so the entire party remained in silence, well aware that ‘Bill’ was very angry. For herself Nell Wilson was wishing heartily that she’d never agreed to be in charge of this party for Half Term, and kicking herself for not listening to Hilda Annersley.

By the time the group reached the hut at the base of the glacier the mood for most had lifted, Nell Wilson having regained her sense of humour and the other girls cheering up when they saw Miss Wilson was no longer angry. The one exception to this was Eustacia Benson – possessing, not a hot temper, but a cold one, she remained angry long after Joey, Miss Stewart and even Miss Wilson had regained their equilibrium. Of those three, only Miss Wilson even vaguely realised that Eustacia remained annoyed with everyone and promised herself that she would partner her for the walk back to their hotel later and attempt to help the girl.

Unfortunately her good intentions came to naught when, shortly after reaching the spot above the glacier where everyone could gaze down at the greenish-blue mountain of ice, Herr Siebur swiftly moved over to speak with Miss Wilson as the leader of the party. Miss Wilson, in her turn, looked across to the area of sky that he had indicated and uttered an exclamation. Having lived in the Alps for the past two years and holidayed there previously she immediately recognised the early signs of a major blizzard. Sending Con Stewart to the front and remaining at the back to act as rearguard. Those girls less able to move quickly found themselves helped by others in the group, Miss Stewart walking between Ruth and Dorothy, while Joey helped Violet and Louise helped Ruth. Miss Wilson herself called Eustacia to her and ordered the girl to take her arm. She ignored the expression on Eustacia’s face, rightly guessing that Eustacia had no idea of the possible danger.

The rush down the mountain toward the hut was made in near silence, the only sound being that of heavy breathing from everyone as the additional exercise caused them all to breath faster. The Science Mistress was starting to get worried, she had already noticed the first few flakes of snow, preceding the storm, yet it seemed the hut and shelter was no nearer. In addition Eustacia was tiring badly and dragging on her arm. Nell Wilson spared a thought for the girl – her fitness level would be far less as, prior to coming to the Chalet School, she had performed no exercise. On they went, the path becoming more treacherous with loose stones and rubble along the sides. At that moment Herr Siebur appeared out of the gloom and immediately picked out the weakest member, picking up Violet and carrying her on his shoulder. Joey moved back slightly and spoke to Eustacia but Miss Wilson didn’t hear what was said as, at that moment she trod on one of the loose stones and her ankle twisted beneath her. She attempted to right herself but to no avail and fell heavily to the ground.

Miss Wilson’s thoughts were not printable, and certainly not those expected of a young School Mistress, she was dreadfully embarrassed and immediately attempted to stand. As she did she was suddenly aware of an excruciating pain in her foot, so bad that she actually felt faint. She attempted to hide it, looking across at the two girls with her, trying to focus on Joey who was asking if she were hurt. She smiled, trying to banish the sick feeling in her stomach, to ignore the pain in her foot, pain that threatened to overwhelm her. Found herself saying that she would be fine, that she just needed to lean on the prefect for a few steps. Even as she was saying this she knew it would be impossible; as Joey and Eustacia argued again she couldn’t even summon up the strength to intervene.

After just a few steps she knew it was impossible; she sat back on the ground just as the snow started to fall faster, ordered the girls to run and fetch the guide. Herr Siebur would have the strength to be able to help her. She vaguely heard the Highland tones of Con Stewart announcing that they had reached the hut and relaxed back. Suddenly aware that Joey had not left her, Miss Wilson immediately ordered her to go – an order Joey totally ignored as she attempted to help the Mistress by removing her boot to place a cold compress on the foot. Unfortunately the pain involved in removing the boot was too much and, for the first time in her life, Miss Helena Wilson fainted.

#186: Author: Clare, Location: Liverpool

Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2007 5:24 pm
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Joey moved back slightly and spoke to Eustacia but Miss Wilson didn’t hear what was said as, at that moment she trod on one of the loose stones and her ankle twisted beneath her. She attempted to right herself but to no avail and fell heavily to the ground.

Now that bit is very, VERY interesting Lesley!

Thank you for the update, means I'm going to be lurking closer to the computer hoping for more soon! hiding

#187: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2007 8:42 pm
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Interesting to see this from Nell's viewpoint.

#188: Author: Fiona Mc, Location: Bendigo, Australia

Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2007 9:38 pm
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It's funny, I've never particularly liked Con Stewart in either Eustasia or Camp. She's very definately a Joey fan to the point she can't see anyone else's viewpoint. Eustasia is never a particularly charming person whereas Joey is and so even when Joey is in the wrong, everyone is still on her side. It's been good reading how Nell and Hilda became friends and both find their leadership footing in the school.

#189: Author: Cath V-P, Location: Newcastle NSW

Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2007 12:20 am
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Nell is trying to be fair to everyone including Eustacia. And she has realised that Hilda's advice was actually very reasonable.

#190: Author: Miranda, Location: Perth, Western Australia

Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2007 1:02 am
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Another update Smile

Ah, I do like the bits that we never quite hear in the books...

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“Typical,” she fumed beneath her breath, “it would have to be Eustacia,”

#191: Author: leahbelle, Location: Kilmarnock

Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2007 9:16 am
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It's fascinating to see this from other viewpoints. Thanks!

#192: Author: brie, Location: Glasgow, aka the land of boredom

Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2007 3:26 pm
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thanks lesley great to see more of this

#193: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2007 3:33 pm
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Thanks for the update, Lesley. Smile

#194: Author: Nell, Location: exiled from the big smoke

Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2007 5:45 pm
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Thank you Lesley - good to see more of this and always fun to see the mistresses points of view!

#195: Author: Tara, Location: Malvern, Worcestershire

Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2007 11:13 pm
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I'd be inclined to knock Jo and Eustacia's heads together - Nell clearly feels the same way! And yes, Nell, Hilda was right ...
I did feel for Nell, trying so hard to pretend nothing had happened, then being overwhelmed by the pain. Rather typical of Jo to rush in with consummate good will but a clumsiness that finally finished poor Bill off!

#196: Author: Dawn, Location: Leeds, West Yorks

Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2007 2:53 pm
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Lovely to see what happens from other points of view

#197: Author: MaryR, Location: Cheshire

Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2007 7:50 pm
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Seems a harsh punishment, doesn't it, for not listening to Hilda? Shocked

Thanks, Lesley

#198: Author: Lesley, Location: Allhallows, Kent

Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 4:20 pm
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She awoke as Herr Siebur was gently placing her on the floor inside the hut and breathed a sigh of relief that they were all, obviously, safe. However her relief didn’t last long as, along with consciousness, came pain. Acute, sharp, agonising pain. She closed her eyes to it, felt her friend and colleague kneel beside her and slowly remove her stocking and then examine the foot. Heard Miss Stewart’s voice announce to the girls that it was a sprain. Miss Wilson took a deep breath and forced her eyes open,

“Con,” she said, her low whisper only just carrying to the other woman, “it’s not just a sprain,”

Con Stewart’s head moved closer and she replied quietly, “I know, Nell, but the girls…” she left it there but Miss Wilson understood. The younger woman didn’t want to alarm the girls any more than necessary.

Nell leant back, biting her lip as her friend gently and efficiently changed the somewhat makeshift, though effective bandage that Joey had managed to apply. The History Mistress sent Dorothy to the door of the hut to collect some of the snow now coming down in a blizzard. She then tightly bound this to Nell’s foot. Even in the half light within the hut Con could see that the foot was already swollen to almost twice its normal size and turning black with bruising. While Con Stewart was doing this Nell concentrated on not calling out in pain. When the bandage had been applied the foot was raised up on some wood covered with a couple of coats. By this time Herr Siebur had managed to not only get the stove burning and throwing heat into the hut, but had started cooking a nourishing stew and brewing some coffee.

While all the girls sat down to their meal Miss Stewart sat beside Miss Wilson trying to get her to eat,

“I’m really not hungry, Con,” Nell said adamantly, “save it so the girls have enough,”

“You don’t have to worry about supplies, Nell,” Con returned quietly, “Herr Siebur showed me - we have enough to feed an army, and he doesn’t think this storm will last long. Come on, eat something,”

Nell shook her head, “The pain in my foot is making me feel rather sick,”

Con eyed her friend more closely, saw the marks of pain in the pale face, the number of times when even movements from others in the hut caused Nell Wilson to wince and tense. “You’re in more pain than you’re letting on, aren’t you?”

Nell’s bitten lip and heavy eyes gave the answer that she herself refused to voice. Miss Stewart walked over to where Herr Siebur sat beside the stove and spoke with him for a short time; when she returned it was without the plate of stew, instead she held a milky cup of coffee,

“Alright Nell,” she said softly, “I think you will be able to drink this, then, perhaps, get some sleep - it’s getting dark out now, anyway, we’ll be here overnight,”

Nell shook her head again, “I don’t want anything to drink, Con, either,” she said with some force.

Miss Stewart sighed slightly, placed the coffee down on a nearby table and then sat beside her friend, “Nell Wilson,” she began, her voice low so that only Nell could hear her, “you will drink the coffee, I would prefer it if you do so voluntarily, but you will drink it,” she glanced, significantly, across at Herr Siebur and to where the seven girls were finishing their meal. Nell Wilson followed the glances and then back to her friend’s determined, if, somewhat worried, face. There was a pause then,

“You would too, wouldn’t you?”

Con Stewart nodded, then proffered the cup of coffee. Nell Wilson took it and the aspirin tablets Con held, she drank the coffee and swallowed the tablets. She looked over at Con once more,

“You put some brandy in here, didn’t you?”

Con nodded, “You need to sleep, Nell, otherwise you won’t even begin to heal. With the pain from your foot…”

“Alright, I know the arguments,” Nell said quickly, “will you be alright?”

Con swallowed, “I’ll have to be, won’t I?” She said no more, just helped her friend to lie down, using some of the coats and scarves as pillows and coverings. Despite the pain from her foot Nell Wilson was soon drowsing.

#199: Author: Alison H, Location: Manchester

Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 5:53 pm
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All those "exciting" expeditions must've been so stressful for the mistresses.

Thanks Lesley Very Happy

#200: Author: Aquabird, Location: North Lanarkshire, Scotland

Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 6:14 pm